All posts by marilyn jaye lewis

writer, editor, publisher, thinker -- all-around joyful gal!

Good Lord

If you follow Q, then you know how incredibly frustrating and depressing Red October is getting.

Trying to wade through the optics and the psyops. It permeates everything right now. It is in absolute overdrive.

And the fact that Phil is NOWHERE… only proves that this is all really happening. This constant subterfuge.

He pops up sporadically just to post something that basically we already know, but nothing that comes out and really says anything about what is or isn’t going on.

Obviously, it’s supposed to be this way right now. You can’t blow everybody’s cover at this final stage, right?

It goes beyond the “Fog of War” at this point, because I think it’s less about “war” and 99.9999% about waking up as many people as possible so that they will get out and fucking VOTE.

Anyway.

But when I saw this, bright & early this morning, I thought: Oh fuck. now what?

From il donaldo trumpo:

WE’RE GONNA NEED MORE POPCORN!!!

Of course, the saving grace to this is the song he has playing in the background (“Hold on, I’m Coming”).

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Intense.

Benjamin Fulford Update Oct 11, 2024 – Benjamin Fulford (15 mins):

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Non-Q news round up from X/twitter.

Keyboard Operator – 10/11/2024 – Another crazy night of auroras. Trump fraud case update (17 mins):

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Sanity4Sweden – Julia Roberts’ Sweet Eyes (6 mins):

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Two from Andy the Gabby Cabby (UK):

Lying Walts Make Me Sick (4 mins):

This Country Is SCREWED (3 mins):

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I thought this had essentially already happened… but here’s this.

From Real Raw News:

White and Red Hats form Union to End FEMA

White and Red Hats have shelved ideological differences—at least for now—and united to fight a familiar foe: The Federal Emergency Management Agency, the governmental goliath that has been terrorizing, robbing, and murdering patriotic citizens ever since the late William Jefferson Clinton and his foul wife empowered the agency in 1993.

Over the past six years, White Hats have fought FEMA in its natural habitat—disaster zones ravaged by fires, floods, hurricanes, and tornadoes. In each instance, invariably, White Hats caught agency agents tormenting and pillaging innocents whose lives natural and manmade disasters had upended. According to sources in Gen. Smith’s office and at US Army Special Operations Command, White Hats have “neutralized” approximately 860 FEMA personnel, including upper management and former director Brock Long, while the agency’s current director, Deanne Criswell, is currently at GITMO awaiting a military tribunal. But that hasn’t stopped the Deep State from keeping her in the public eye via artificial intelligence, CGI, and holography.[…]”

[full article here]

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And in better news….

From Krakow, Poland! (There were TONS of photos and videos from Krakow, gang. Clearly, Poland LOVES Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds!)

(In case you can’t see him, Nick Cave is that teeny tiny dot way over at the bottom righthand side of the photo!)

Next, they play Budapest on Sunday (Oct. 13th). Buy tickets here.

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On the home front —

Aside from the hidden 5G war that is nearly over, my morning here is not going so great.

Late yesterday evening, I got a text from my coordinator at the agency, letting me know that the patient I see on Saturday evenings (today) is going into a permanent care facility and that today will be my last time being with her.

I really like this woman a lot, even though she is deep into dementia at this point. It makes me so sad that she will be permanently gone from my life after tonight.

And then tomorrow and Monday morning, I have my final jobs with my absolute most favorite patient of all time. (She’s the one that I mentioned went to Yale after WWII and holds several Divinity Degrees and is almost 90 and is absolutely AMAZING. ) She lives in Florida during the winter and she flies back down there in a few days. She has a whole other crew of caregivers down there. And, thankfully, her home down there survived both hurricanes just fine.

I am so sad to see her go, gang! I really don’t see myself still being in this job by next Spring, assuming she survives the winter. So this is also breaking my heart — saying goodbye to her , too.

It is the hardest part of this job. Even if I don’t “adore” every patient, I am still walking smack into the peak intensity of their lives, their families, their memories, their joys, their past present and future fears. And then I walk back out. And on I go. But it all stays with me — the energy of their humanness and the sanctity of their homes, all of which is quickly coming to a final curtain of some sort.

It is much more intense for me than the last time I did this kind of work, several years ago.

Honestly, I can barely process it on any given day. And then I have to factor in: Am I making enough money or not?

After I got the text about my patient going into a permanent care place — and I know she has no clue this is underway; she has no clue about anything anymore, or even who I am. We spend 5 uninterrupted hours together each Saturday and she has no clue who I am. But she is so kind and we talk and talk and sometimes we laugh and we have a beautiful time together, even though she is not grounded in any sort of reality. Well, I immediately started looking at the want ads again last night. And I found 3 ads for a place that I wouldn’t mind working at. Clearly, they were hiring in earnest, because they had 3 separate ads.

I went to sleep having decided that I would at least apply and see where it leads. But when I woke up this morning, ALL of their ads were gone. Obviously, the jobs were already filled. That quickly.

So on we go. I just have to keep breathing and keep processing and keep trying to stay focused on what my life is really all about. (Give love, receive love until I’m ready to move on.)

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Okay. Enjoy your Saturday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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The Luck of the Draw!

Happy Friday, everybody!

For the most part, I have Fridays off for the next several weeks — except for one Friday, where I have to cover a shift for someone else.

Psychologically, I love having Fridays off. I’m hoping to get a lot of writing done today. We shall see!

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This is sort of peppered with optics, so discernment is required, but I really liked this. (Remember — the direct links give you more control over the ads.)

Fight like a Flynn with General Flynn | The Roseanne Barr Podcast #69 (1 hr 12 mins):

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This was fun!

The Best of the Tucker Carlson Live Tour ( 36 mins):

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From Mark Steele (UK):

Update on Covid-19 vaccine injury figures from the US:

▪️Myocarditis – 2800% increase
▪️Cancer cases – increase of 300% to 900%
▪️Infertility (both sexes)- increase 500 %
▪️Miscarriages – increase of 300 %
▪️Neurological disorders – increase of 1000 %
▪️Demyelinating diseases – increase of 500 %
▪️MS – increase of 600 %
▪️Guillain Barré syndrome – increase of 500 %
▪️HIV infections – increase of 500 %
▪️Pulmonary embolisms – increase of 400 %”

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Sanity4Sweden – Good News Alberta! Greta, and the new Definition of Democracy (7 mins):

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Andy the Gabby Cabby (UK) –Starmer THREATENED By Spain‼️ (3 mins):

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This has some very interesting observations.

Nigel Watson (Finland/Greece) – England has fallen – But is Greece any better? (15 mins):

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James Tabor – unedited outtake from 2007:

The Lost Tomb of Jesus–A Critical Look from All Sides! (54 mins):

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And in other news!

Cave Things is having a Halloween sale!! Visit HERE, but try not to get too scared!!

And it looks like Poland is wildly in love with the Wild God Tour!

They play Krakow tonight, but here are some photos from last night in Lodz.

Sunday night, Oct. 13th, they play Budapest. Buy tickets here.

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And that is it for now.

Enjoy your Friday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys! See ya!!

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From the other night in Hamburg.

Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds – Hamburg — OH CHILDREN — Barclays Arena – 8 October 2024

Happy Thursday from the Hinterlands

I’m not 100% sure what is happening with Milton, except that he was reduced to a Cat 3.

I saw several videos on telegram very early this morning, showing mostly teenage boys, out in the wind and rain, riding bikes and paddling make-shift boats down flooded sidewalks. In general, having fun.

But allegedly, tons of people are at the very least without power in Florida.

If you want to contribute to the various hurricane relief efforts, and want to feel confident that your money will go to the right places, Simon Parkes has a GiveSendGo fund set up:

“Just to let everybody know that whatever you donate is not going to FEMA. It’s not going to any of the official organised groups. We’re doing this through small individuals that we know very well, who are distributing this. We cannot afford for any of these items to be stolen or not delivered […]”

You do not have to be a member of Connecting Consciousness to contribute money to the fund. Just use this link:

https://www.givesendgo.com/CCHurricaneRelief

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CHARLIE WARD DAILY NEWS WITH PAUL BROOKER & DREW DEMI – THURSDAY 10TH OCTOBER 2024 (13 mins):

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Posted yesterday on Ultra Pepe Lives Matter — includes news footage:

“Will Diddy be indicted for the murder of Tupac and Biggie next? Piers Morgan guest is claiming there is an alleged financial money trail that shows Diddy put the order out for the hit jobs. Always follow the money…

The best part is, I believe he’s gonna be indicted for the murder of Tupac and the Notorious BIG. I think that’s what’s coming down the pipeline. This stuff right here is serious, but I believe that he’s gonna be indicted for the alleged murder for hire of Tupac Shakur…’

To make a long story short at the end of it you have a guy named Jean Dale that works for Diddy that says that he saw a check that a guy named Eric von Zipp had and he told him that the check was, for the murder of Tupac Shakur….

He says that Biggie and Diddy had a dispute over publishing rights. There were eyewitnesses who saw them in an intense argument and then the next day Biggie was killed.”

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Nigel Watson (Finland) – More good news! (13 mins):

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Andy the Gabby Cabby (UK) – Look What I Found In Margate (2 mins):

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Sanity4Sweden – Why we need Kamala in the White House (4 mins):

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In other news–

Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds play the first of two shows in Poland, starting tonight (2 different cities). You can buy tickets here.

Meanwhile, here is another great photo from the Hamburg show, the other night!

And I’m not sure you’re really allowed to do this. It might get deleted… but, until then, this is basically the entire concert from one of the nights in Copenhagen.

Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds – Royal Arena, Copenhagen – October 5, 2024 (2 hrs 14 mins):

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I bought a ticket to see this film next month. I’m waiting to hear if my dearest friend Kara is going to join me or not. I get the feeling she has to work, but we’ll see! (Johnny Depp, among many other international musicians, put in an appearance at this celebration, honoring Andrea Bocelli.)

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And I believe that is it for now.

Enjoy your Thursday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Hard to believe but David Lee Roth turns 70 today! Enjoy this blast from the distant past, gang!

Except for everything else imaginable that’s going on all over the world…

Today is shaping up to be a really great day. Finally.

Sandra’s response to Act One of the screenplay adaptation to “The Guide to Being Fabulous” was really great.

Because of so many challenging things that have been going on in each of our lives, it has taken FOREVER to pull Act One together. So that feels really, really good, gang.

And my new schedule for the part-time senior care job arrived during the night and it is totally 100% manageable. Both time-wise and emotion-wise.

A bunch of money that I was waiting on –including a paycheck — arrived in my bank account overnight, too.

And it’s really sunny and beautiful out here in the Hinterlands. No tornadoes heading at us, the drought is over, the temperature is really really pleasant today. It’s sunny. The sky is blue. And it’s fall.

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However.

On a decidedly different note — here’s some of the “news” for today. Most of what’s out there is really really bad, so I’m just posting these two.

Non-Q news roundup from X/twitter.

Keyboard Operator – 10/8/2024 – Kamala has a disastrous interview on CBS (16 mins):

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CHARLIE WARD DAILY NEWS WITH PAUL BROOKER & DREW DEMI – WEDNESDAY 9TH OCTOBER 2024 (16 mins):

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In other news.

The show in Hamburg, Germany, last night looked — yes! — amazing!!

But it seemed like more people posted videos rather than photos to Instagram. So I chose just this one photo from the show (but there were TONS of videos).

Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds Wild God Tour. Hamburg, Germany.

Tomorrow night, they play Lodz, Poland. And then Friday, Oct. 11th, they play Krakow, Poland. Buy tickets here.

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And that is it for now.

Stay safe, wherever you are in the world today.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Yes!!!

My listening-music from this morning, while getting breakfast together for myself and something like 15 cats…

When I was 4 years old, my father brought the record below home for me. He was an accountant for the Cleveland offices of Columbia Records at the time, so he could bring home any of their albums for free.

We were going to be seeing the movie version of the wildly popular play for my grandmother’s birthday, and my dad wanted me to be familiar with all the songs! (He was so nice that way!!)

I immediately LOVED the album and, afterwards, I wanted it on the record player in the playroom at all times. I sat in the giant rocking chair, and rocked and rocked and rocked, and adored every single one of the songs from that show.

But I digress.

From this morning–

I sang along while getting breakfast together — and I sang quite loudly and joyfully, thinking about my dad. And all the many, many cats seemed to enjoy the song! (I had the CD on repeat). From the legendary musical, “My Fair Lady,” the wonderful song, “With A Little Bit of Luck.” Enjoy, gang!!

Just Some Stuff

I thought I’d gather some interesting ideas that I’m seeing out there and share them with you.

From Shadow of Ezra:

“In 2009, an exercise simulated a catastrophic scenario where Tampa Bay faces a direct hit from a fictional Category 5 hurricane named Phoenix, set in October. The outcome was devastating, showing the potential destruction a worst-case storm could inflict on the region. Interestingly, the name “Phoenix” draws from mythology, where the bird symbolizes rebirth, renewal, and fresh beginnings. According to the Masonic Encyclopedia, the Phoenix represents eternal regeneration and is linked to the Holy Spirit, which, like a dove, hovered over the waters, invoking the themes of revival and transformation.”

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These next items were posted on Phil’s private chat this morning — (for those who aren’t aware, Disney has extensive pedophile & CIA ties, going back to the beginning of Disney):

“Hurricane Milton headed towards Disney World; is the name Milton a greeting to Walt Disney and Company? Is it possible The Simpson’s episode “The Day the Violent Died” told some truth about how Mickey the Mouse was created from Milton Mouse?”

ALSO:

“For some reason the movie “close encounters of the third kind” keeps on coming up. The part where The United States Army evacuates the area, planting false reports in the media that a train wreck has spilled a toxic nerve gas, while actually preparing a secret landing zone for the UFOs and their occupants, lol comes to mind.  In that movie people are being to get out and army puts props in to make it more real, like dead animals to make out there is toxic gas in air. Is this a massive undercover psy-ops going on in the background. Create a  huge scenario in NC,GA,FL so that the public will be easily manipulated to leave FL, when another hurricane hits.  I’m just thinking outside the box.”

ALSO:

“BREAKING: Trump and Musk Announce ‘Go Time’ for MARS and STARLINK: The Ultimate Weapon in America’s Arsenal for Military Domination! BOOOM![…]

Military Revolution is Brewing as Trump Declares Elon Musk Will Propel America into a New World Order through MARS – The Military Auxiliary Radio System.

America is charging headfirst into a new age of military dominance with Donald Trump and Elon Musk at the helm. When Trump says, “Elon will soon take us to MARS,” he means business. The Military Auxiliary Radio System is not just a fantasy; it’s a powerhouse that will transform military communications and secure our nation’s future.[…]”

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A very interesting short from Matt Roeske. About 1 minute into it, he discusses the patents our government has registered for weather modification, including hurricanes, wind, tornadoes, etc.

Hurricane Milton, Hurricane Helene, Weather modification, and Solutions (5 mins):

Also–

Hurricanes, Internet Theory NPCS, Light frequencies (45 mins):

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Non-Q news roundup from X/twitter.

Keyboard Operator – 10/7/2024 – More FEMA disaster (31 mins):

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CHARLIE WARD DAILY NEWS WITH PAUL BROOKER-TUESDAY 8TH OCTOBER 2024 (7 mins):

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Andy the Gabby Cabby (UK) – Farage DEMANDS Action From Starmer  (4 mins):

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Sanity4Sweden – Sweden will be no different next time. French journalists admit they knew (6 mins):

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James Tabor – Understanding the Forbidden Fruit: Why There is NO FALL of Humankind in Genesis (18 mins):

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This was horrific (and really long) but you might want to read it. Especially if you have underaged kids who are glued to video games.

From disclose.tv — this is just a very short sample of the awfulness:

“JUST IN – Hindenburg Research says Roblox inflated key metrics for Wall Street and is a “pedophile hellscape.”

[…] Despite the company’s mission “to connect a billion users with optimism and civility”, we found games such as “Beat Up Homeless Outside 7/11 Simulator”, which had 1 million visits and 15,000 favorites before being removed from Roblox.

Nonetheless, Roblox users identifying as 9 years old and up can still beat up homeless people in “Beat Up People Outside of 7/11” with over 900,000 visits.

In the game “Beat Up The Pregnant”, users hacked pregnant women to death in a Wal-Mart parking lot with machetes or killed them with frying pans or a selection of guns.

We played “[GUNS] Work at a Hospital” where users can go on a hospital shooting rampage. The game has ~1.6 million visits and remains on the platform with no age restrictions. The game’s thumbnail is a picture of a terrified pregnant woman.[…]”

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In other news…

Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds play Hamburg tonight! Then they play two shows in Poland, Thursday and Friday Oct. 10th & 11th. Buy tickets here.

And from several nights ago, in Amsterdam!!

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That is it for now.

I have today off! I got some good work done on the screenplay adaptation of “The Guide to Being Fabulous” yesterday. I am getting close to being done with the section that needs completing so Sandra can give it to the producer at HBO.

Then I will be able to move on to developing ideas for the 2 other screenplays I mentioned here yesterday.

Okay.

Try like heck to have a terrific Tuesday, if at all possible, gang. Wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Morning-listening music.

A Very Happy Monday

Yes! I have the day off! (And maybe even tomorrow, too!!)

I have plenty of writing I am eager to get to, and I have no errands to run, no laundry or housecleaning to do, so today should be a really nice day around here. I have been looking forward to this day for — I don’t know; it feels like an eternity.

I am now working on three screenplays — still, of course, working on the adaptation of “The Guide to Being Fabulous”, but I’m also developing two others. One for Sandra, which means it has to be written with the intention that it will, in all likelihood, be produced in the foreseeable future. And then a third which I am developing just from my own inspiration, to see where it could lead.

But I’m feeling really excited about all three.

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Even though I haven’t been on the blog since Friday, there is not much to report.

Yes, it feels awful out there. And yes, it only seems to be “getting worse”. And yes, Phil keeps cancelling his livestreams for various reasons. And yes, Charlie Ward is still absent from all of his daily news videos — so we have no intel coming out, or even leaking out accidentally, at all. It is optics galore out there, gang. We have to pick our way through a horrific minefield, trying to discern what’s real or not, and if it is real, how much of it is real, etc., etc. And we allegedly have an election in something like 29 days… and they want us to go out and vote, like, TODAY, just in case the whole world shuts down on Election Day.

I’m not sure what they are hoping to accomplish by traumatizing everyone right now. And not just through threats of continuing weather warfare and worldwide devastation, and atrocities in the Sean Combs camp. But, you know, the dock strike that never was. Or more and more violence against children and women, worldwide. And basically innocent people going to prison for, like, 2400 years, hither & yon.

It’s too much.

A case in point — at Real Raw News, there is a disturbing article right now about US Navy SEALS recently rescuing children in Florida from a shipping container, allegedly connected somehow to Sean Combs. But when I read and re-read the article, I can’t tell if it genuinely happened, or if the sole purpose of the White Hats putting it out there, is so that people like me will repost it, so that people like you — assuming adrenochrome harvesting is new to you — can read it and be totally traumatized by it.

There is so much being posted all over the place right now that continually generates trauma — even by well-meaning truthers. I’m seriously not understanding what purpose this serves except for getting desperate people out to vote in the election. But then what? You have a world full of people with PTSD who voted.

Huge swaths of people who are critically traumatized. How does that help anything? Are we going to get chemtrails that are full of some mysterious mist that erases trauma after Election Day?

Who the fuck knows.

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Anyway.

Here’s this:

Sanity4Sweden – Brilliant! A Dan Andrews Statue! And What Hillary Said (7 mins):

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CHARLIE WARD DAILY NEWS WITH PAUL BROOKER & DREW DEMI – MONDAY 7TH OCTOBER 2024 (17 mins):

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And if you weren’t in this ENORMOUS crowd in Butler, PA the other day-

– and you missed the INCREDIBLE rally, here is the replay. (Reminder: the direct link gives you more control over the ads.)

LIVE: President Trump in Butler, PA (3 hrs 26 mins):

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Ross K. Nichols – The Ancient Art of Swearing (1 hr 16 mins):

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In other news!! (I’m kinda feeling like this particular stuff is really happening…)

Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds played 2 nights in Copenhagen and it looked and sounded fantastic, yet again!!!

And here’s this bit of awesomeness!!

Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds – Tupelo / Copenhagen October 5, 2024.

Next up, they play Hamburg, Germany. You can buy tickets here.

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And I’ll share this with you, in case it resonates for you.

I’ve been getting the Abraham-Hicks Daily Quotes in my email inbox for about 14 years now. But I don’t recall ever reading this one before. And for reasons that I can’t go into, because of the privacy of all my various patients in my senior care job, I can only say that this one absolutely nailed how I’ve been feeling lately, especially the last very interesting sentence. So I share it!”

Be glad that you don’t have instant manifestation. This buffer of time is really your friend. It’s your opportunity to observe and to ponder and to visualize, and to remember. It’s your opportunity to take an Emotional Journey that might be different from what you’re actually observing.

And that is it.

Enjoy your Monday, if at all possible, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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I am so tired of all the optics and psyops and fakes and lies and mind control–

But I share this, because I love this song. I have no clue what side he’s really on, or if it’s even really him anymore. Who knows? However.

From his 2019 album, Western Stars, Springsteen’s “Hello Sunshine.” Enjoy, gang.

Another Quick Update

Phil will not be doing his live tonight. It will be tomorrow at 5PM Eastern time, instead. And his “secret location” is Paris.

I wonder why they need him in Paris right now when all hell is allegedly breaking loose over here? Hmmm.

Also….

Remember when Phil told us a while back that Jamie Dimon, the CEO of JP Morgan Chase, would play an important role in Trump’s next Administration?

From Absolute 1776 just now:

“BREAKING: JP Morgan Chase CEO Jamie Dimon has endorsed Donald Trump for President. Dimon runs the largest bank in the world with a market cap of $600 billion.”

Little update

Remember my post from September 24th, quoting Absolute 1776:

Well, I just saw this news item from Variety, from yesterday —

Garth Brooks Sued by Makeup Artist for Alleged Rape and Sexual Assault

A makeup artist sued Garth Brooks on Thursday, alleging that the country star raped her in a hotel room, and subjected to her to unwanted sexual conduct on other occasions, including sending her lewd text messages and groping her breasts.

The woman, identified as Jane Roe in the lawsuit, also accused Brooks of exposing himself to her on multiple occasions. She alleges that the trauma from the rape was so severe that she contemplated suicide.[…]”

[full article here]

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And on a different note — I love this guy but he is FULL of psy-ops…. he’s the same guy who had Tom Hanks and Michelle Obama turn up at one of his gigs long after they’d been executed for Crimes Against Humanity.

Bruce Springsteen Endorses Kamala Harris: ‘Donald Trump Is the Most Dangerous Candidate for President in My Lifetime’

[…] The Boss added, “Donald Trump is the most dangerous candidate for president in my lifetime. His disdain for the sanctity of our Constitution, the sanctity of democracy, the sanctity of the rule of law and the sanctity of the peaceful transfer of power should disqualify him from the office of president ever again. He doesn’t understand the meaning of this country, its history, or what it means to be deeply American.””

[full article at Variety here}