Dear Diary: So Many Things To Ponder!

Before I forget (yet again), my newest novel, The Guitar Hero Goes Home, is now available worldwide as an eBook, distributed through

Since September, it was only available as an eBook through Kindle Unlimited, but now it has expanded into all other eBook markets.

The Guitar Hero Goes Home is adult experimental fiction.

You can find it here on Lulu if you so choose!!

(It is also still available in print here.) (Ooh! I just noticed it got a 5-star review from the UK!! Thank you!!!!!)

“GUITAR HERO GOES HOME, when coupled with NEPTUNE AND SURF and FREAK PARADE, reaffirms Marilyn Jaye Lewis’s standing as a preeminent writer of erotic fiction in the English language. Her depth and range, both on a literary and emotional level, is masterful.”

And, as always, you can read an excerpt of it here on my blog.

Thanks, gang!!

All righty.

Aside from C * o mo maybe getting booted out of his dictator spot, the rest of the news is getting leaner. Which I think is a good thing. The only “news” is the fake im  peach  ment trial and all things stemming from that, which I refuse to “cover” because I believe it is fake. I think it is only happening to try to get more people to wake up to the lies of the D ** p S t * t e and the main stream me d *a.

Since I already know all of those lies — and most of the lies from the last 16 years — I can’t stomach hearing it all over again, while also having to listen to those creatures-from-the-Black-Lagoon that pass themselves off as our c  o n g r ess right now.

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To be honest, I hate to insult the Creature by comparing con gre ss to him, because he actually had feelings…


I’m still listening to the podcasts, though, and  I have some of them posted below, as always. But mostly, I’m trying to get my mind around what could be coming up regarding the new currency system. Crypto? Gold? Silver? All three? Or something still made of paper?

Obviously, I don’t really know what’s coming, but I do keep hearing that it’s going to be really good, and that our “money” is going to be worth more — or have actual value. I just don’t know what our “money” is going to look like.

Will everything be a sort of “block chain” thing? Will there still be banks? Or will everything be done online in some non-tangible way? Will “money” transfer between us more directly, without any middlemen? (Wouldn’t that be nice? I can’t tell you how much it pisses me off to make a story sale overseas right now and then when I get paid through a wire transfer, my bank takes their cut simply to put the effing money into my account. Will that stuff stop happening? I fucking hope so.)

Honestly, I have absolutely no clue, but it is a lot to think about. What is a bank, and why do we actually need them? It almost seems as if we don’t; that it’s just some construct foisted upon us that we’ve grown up believing in, and that all it really does is find ways to attach itself to our money.

But since the fake pan  de  mic wiped me out, I have absolutely no money whatsoever right now, so ALL of this is “figuratively speaking”.

I like to think, though, that one day, I’ll have actual money again! Regardless of what it looks like. So I keep pondering. And like everything else right now: we shall see.

Well, okay. Yesterday I got some really nice Valentine’s candy from a friend. It was really nice. A heart-shaped box made out of dark chocolate, and inside the chocolate box, are little pieces of more dark chocolate. Very elaborate. Very pretty. Very chocolatey.

I was so excited.  I love dark chocolate. I couldn’t wait to get it home and devour it in private!!


I’m vegetarian, not vegan. People often mistake that about me, though, And this Valentine’s candy is vegan. And so, while it looks really pretty, in my opinion it tastes awful… So. No chance of me devouring it all at once and having some sort of sugar-spike/crash.

I guess one nice thing is that it will likely remain here in my house uneaten, indefinitely. So I guess I’ll always have it to look at and to make me feel happy…

Okay, gang. That’s it for this happy Saturday.  I hope it’s a good one for you, wherever you are in the world. I leave you with my late-night listening-music from yesterday. One of my all-time favorite songs about being broken-hearted: Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers “Even the Losers” (1978). Listen. Feel empowered. Enjoy! Thanks for visiting! I love you guys. See ya.


Below: Accordin’ to Jordan: Someone else who hates m*sks as much as I do!! ATJ #26: Scampeachmint, Cancel Culture & Censorship, Vacktheens & Dubble Masks [2.11.21] (21 mins.)

Below: This is from 2/11, P  *  t r oi t S t reet f ighter. The one from last night is not up yet. But this one has been moved to ru  m b le, so you can now watch it in case you missed it on YT!!



Below” X * 2 R * p ort, Financial: “The [**]/[**] are trying to regain control of the economic system. They cannot, [JY] is putting a treasury climate czar in place. P  u  t  in and X  i do not agree with the Great R* set. The new economic system is being born and slowly but surely the people will be moved into the new system.” (16 mins.)

Below: X * 2 R * po rt:  “The [**] has now had their im peach  ment tr i  al, Tr **p team exposed their lies and now the world was able to see the truth about Tr ** p. The im  peach  ment set a precedent that you can im  peach a former  pr  e  s  i  d ent. Everything is in motion, news unlocks and now the people have seen the truth.” (32 mins)

3 thoughts on “Dear Diary: So Many Things To Ponder!”

  1. I don’t have a whole lot of cash, but I fear it losing its value as it sits in that form. Seems every time I go to buy something, the prices of everything have gone up exponentially – and that’s just over the span of a week.

    Someone gave me 90% dark chocolate for Christmas. Talk about bitter – completely inedible. I knew I would never eat it, even during an SHTF starvation scenario, so I threw it in the garbage.

    Yes, the Creature of late-night horror features is far too empathetic a figure to compare him to swamp creatures of congress.

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