Today is the Big Day!

Yes! The enormous Christmas tree comes down today, and all the Christmas stuff gets boxed up and put away for another 11 months…

And then my writing life finally gets back to normal around here. I am ready for it!

It is always interesting to wonder about what will be going on the next time the Christmas tree goes up, though, isn’t it? I have no clue what will be happening in my life by Christmas 2024. But this past year, I have been so blessed.

I loved having houseguests here for Christmas — it was the first time I had people here for Christmas in the nearly 6 years that I’ve owned this home. And I felt truly blessed to be able to have a home to offer people in need (the wonderful young married couple currently abiding here with me). I am of course envisioning that they will find the perfect home for themselves and be able to move on to a truly wonderful phase of their lives together, and that Christmas 2024 will find them safe & happy and living a blessed life in a new home, whatever that home turns out to be.

As I keep getting older, and as Christmases (and Time, in general) keep passing, each of my Christmas memories become more and more precious to me. And 2023 is going to stand out as a truly remarkable one for me. I learned a lot about human nature and the Power and the Flow of turning everything over to God.

Okay.

Although I will miss my beautiful tree, it’s time to focus strictly on the writing again. So today is the day!

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We’re getting info from truthers hither & on, that NDAs are everywhere and there is NO INTEL to be had, and that we are getting “very, very close” — so I bought extra groceries at the store again today, gang. 

And I bought a little extra non-perishable stuff and put it in the free food pantry over by the church. (Where anyone in the village can help themselves if they need food.) (I think I am the only person in the whole village who puts organic food in there. I am absolutely obsessed with food being organic, gang, and I guess I want to press my obsessions onto everyone else!!)

Oh! And guess what? For about two years now, I was the only person left in the village who still had a Trump flag displayed in front of my house. And last evening, I saw a house with a brand new “Trump in 2024” flag displayed on their house.

People are getting back in the game, gang. Even if we don’t end up having an election this year, I still like seeing those new flags coming out.

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This seemed like a very promising sign– even though Simon Parkes is one of those people overloaded with NDAs now and so he gives out very little information. However, he posted this yesterday:

His Connecting Consciousness group in Nevada was on a local Fox TV news station!

I thought that was really incredible, gang. Television news exposure of Connecting Consciousness! I believe this is a first for CC and MSM.

Nevada CC Community Service Organisers Adella & Jonathan on Local TV Mornings on Fox 11 (3 mins). [watch it here]

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Everything else in the truther movement has gotten really oppressive, gang. In my opinion. And also for my girlfriend here, who is my only friend following truthers and the Q movement — she has 99.9% given up on all this, too.

The nastiness between Phil and Nick never ceases now. I pray every day for Nick Alvear, that he will be protected by God and find his way into the light, that God will help him find his way to a higher vibration if that’s what is needed.

It’s really discouraging to me that people cannot be more like Simon Parkes — sue someone if they commit slander or libel and just move on. Not constantly draw attention to it and get everyone extremely riled up.

My girlfriend and I used to be avid Phil followers. But now we text each other to see if there is anything we need to know about, because neither one of us wants to contend with the onslaught of the Nick & Phil war.

This is the belief I personally follow on all of it; speaking solely for myself:

39 But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also.

40 And if any man will sue thee at the law, and take away thy coat, let him have thy cloak also.

41 And whosoever shall compel thee to go a mile, go with him twain.

42 Give to him that asketh thee, and from him that would borrow of thee turn not thou away.

43 Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy.

44 But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;

45 That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.

46 For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same?

47 And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so?

48 Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect. ” Matthew 5:39-48; KJV

And also, I love what Leo Tolstoy had to say about Jesus and Jesus’ view of courts & judgments, overall. (It is Tolstoy’s painstaking interpretation of the above Scripture.) It is very powerful, indeed. From Tolstoy’s What I Believe (8hrs. ):

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Okay.

Ross K. Nichols has begun another great new Shabbat series —

Birth of a Deliverer – Shemot (Exodus 1:1 – 6:1) (1 hr 20 mins):

And don’t forget James Tabor’s new series! I am really loving it. If you missed the most recent lecture, I’ll post it again:

Jesus Archaeology #3 A Forgotten City–the Urban World of Jesus (42 mins):

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And Nick Cave sent out a Red Hand File that had some very interesting things to say about being an Australian living in England. Here is part of what he said:

“My generation of Australians are stereotypically loud and abrasive, our gestures are wider and take up more room, we are ruthlessly funny, unguarded, contrary and inappropriate, yet conversely conservative, stoic, compliant, fair and reasonable, and we love our mothers. What makes up the Australian character now I can’t claim to know—it’s been nearly fifty years since I lived there, and perhaps the whole notion of a national character has been brought into question — but I recognise the essential Australianness that was baked into me by a brash Victorian sun in almost everything I do, everything I create. […]

You can read it in full HERE.

Other than that, gang — all is quiet around here.

We have had a few dustings of snow, but nothing that accumulated. I am back to the flow of showing up at the train station 3 nights a week, and having a “real life” the rest of the time.

I am seriously looking forward to my career stuff in 2024!! I hope you are anticipating a sunny outlook for your life, too, wherever you are in the world!

Okay.

Thanks for visiting. I love you guys. See ya!!

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I leave you with a gem from the late George Harrison – ”Give Me Love (Give Me Peace on Earth)” 1973. A song that is also a meditation. Enjoy.

Give Me Love (Give Me Peace on Earth)

Give me love
Give me love
Give me peace on earth
Give me light
Give me life
Keep me free from birth
Give me hope
Help me cope with this heavy load
Trying to touch and reach you with
Heart and soul

Om
My Lord
Please take hold of my hand
That I might understand you
Won’t you please
Oh, won’t you?

Give me love
Give me love
Give me peace on earth
Give me light
Give me life
Keep me free from birth
Give me hope
Help me cope with this heavy load
Trying to touch and reach you with
Heart and soul

Om
My Lord

Won’t you please
Oh, won’t you?

Give me love
Give me love
Give me peace on earth
Give me light
Give me life
Keep me free from birth
Give me hope
Help me cope with this heavy load
Trying to touch and reach you with
Heart and soul
Give me love
Give me love
Give me peace on earth
Give me light
Give me life
Keep me, keep me free from birth
Now give me hope
Help me cope with this heavy load
Trying to touch and reach you with
Heart and soul

Om
My Lord

c – 1973 George Harrison

Finally, It’s Friday!

Not much happening, gang.

Another doc drop of court docs regarding Epstein.

From RT (4 mins):

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There’s also this from yesterday, if you haven’t already had enough of it —

Dan Bongino –The Epstein Files Reveal The Shocking Truth (Ep. 2158) – 01/04/2024 ( 58 mins):

So much of all this stuff focuses on B. Clinton, who, according to Real Raw News from 2 years ago (?), is already dead. They claimed he was not executed, but died while serving a life sentence at Gitmo…(?)

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Speaking of Real Raw News, they’ve had a couple of interesting posts over the last couple days. This one appealed to me the most:

JAG Greatly Reduces Sentence of Erik Hooks’ Killers

The United States Navy Judge Advocate General’s Corps has amended the prison sentence of two U.S. Army military policemen who last September beat to death detainee Erik Hooks in a Guantanamo Bay shower stall, a JAG source told Real Raw News.

As reported in December, the two MPs accepted a 20-year plea agreement instead of dealing with a court martial that could have ended in a death sentence and which JAG had sought to avoid for fear of drawing parallels between the behavior of its staff and the conduct of military police that habitually tortured Jihadi detainees at Abu Ghraib under the Bush administration. Still, that sounded more like an excuse than an explanation, for JAG sources had previously admitted to employing unorthodox tactics—waterboarding, sleep deprivation, electric shock punishment—to coerce confessions from Deep State criminals. […]

[…] On December 28, Admiral Crandall resentenced Hooks’ killers, and the commutation reduced their initial 20-year bid to a mere three years, inclusive of time already served—approximately four months.  […]

[the full article is here]

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As always — very interesting stuff, although some of it is optics–

BENJAMIN FULFORD TOP NEWS 01.01.2024 (18 mins):

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This continues to be my primary interest right now — I am learning so much. It’s fascinating stuff.

ElectroCulture Ether and Energy — Amandha Vollmer ADV with Matt Roeske from Cultivate Elevate (1 hr):

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New from Ross & Jono-

Moses Wilhelm Shapira [XVI Fragments] (57 mins):

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And that is really it, gang.

I hope you have a great first Friday of the New Year. Oh — last evening at the train station, a solitary student from the local college — blonde, very lovely — was the sole customer in our dining area. She was quietly on her laptop the whole time she was there. All she ordered was a latte.

Since she was the only customer, we started closing down early. I boxed up a freshly baked chocolate croissant and took it over to her. And I said, “Would you like to take this home with you for later? We can’t keep them overnight.”

Her whole face lit up & she said, “Yes! Thank you!” And then I went back to closing down the front of the station.

When she was leaving, she said, “Thanks again!” and smiled a really beautiful young smile…. and over on her table, she left a little handwritten note: “God loves you.”

It made my whole night. When I got home, I stuck the little note in the mirror on my dresser in my bedroom. I’ll probably keep it there forever.

Okay.

Let’s make it that kind of day again! Give love, give thanks. Enjoy your life, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting. I love you guys. See ya!

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Late last night listening-music. Bob Dylan’s farewell to John Lennon. From Tempest, 2012, “Roll On John”. The song gets more intense, the more we find out about the true circumstances surrounding John’s murder. Very sobering.

Roll On, John

Doctor, doctor tell me the time of day
Another bottle’s empty, another penny spent
He turned around and he slowly walked away
They shot him in the back and down he went

Shine your light
Movin’ on
You burned so bright
Roll on, John

From the Liverpool docks to the red-light Hamburg streets
Down in the quarry with the Quarry men
Playing to the big crowds, playing to the cheap seats
Another day in the life on your way to your journey’s end

Shine your light
Movin’ on
You burned so bright
Roll on, John

Sailin’ through the trade winds bound for the south
Rags on your back just like any other slave
They tied your hands and they clamped your mouth
Wasn’t no way out of that deep dark cave

Shine your light
Movin’ on
You burned so bright
Roll on, John

I heard the news today, oh boy
They hauled your ship up on the shore
Now the city gone dark, there is no more joy
They tore the heart right out and cut him to the core

Shine your light
Movin’ on
You burned so bright
Roll on, John

Put on your bags and get ’em packed
Leave right now, you won’t be far from wrong
The sooner you go the quicker you’ll be back
You’ve been cooped up on an island far too long

Shine your light
Movin’ on
You burned so bright
Roll on, John

Slow down you’re moving way too fast
Come together right now over me
Your bones are weary, you’re about to breathe your last
Lord, you know how hard that it can be

Shine your light
Movin’ on
You burned so bright
Roll on, John

Roll on, John, roll through the rain and snow
Take the right-hand road and go where the buffalo roam
They’ll trap you in an ambush before you know
Too late now to sail back home

Shine your light
Movin’ on
You burned so bright
Roll on, John

Tyger, tyger burning bright
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
In the forests of the night
Cover ’em over and let him sleep

Shine your light
Movin’ on
You burned so bright
Roll on, John

c- 2012 Bob Dylan, Traditional

Let the New Year Begin!!

Okay, so the first “official” Epstein docs dropped yesterday, but please make note of this–

From Controligarchsbook.com:

[…] ***CAVEAT: Much has been made about this release. It has been called a “client list.” It is definitely NOT that. These are simply documents relating to the 170+ individuals interviewed for, involved in, or otherwise relevant to the civil defamation lawsuit Giuffre v. Maxwell (1:15-cv-07433).

Inclusion in these documents DOES NOT mean the individual committed any crimes. In fact, most of the unsealed names ARE NOT perpetrators.

I suspect most people will find most of the information in these documents largely “old news.” And the same will be true for many names found in the Epstein flight logs. […]”

That said– you can download the files at that link above.

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You can also go to just the news and download 40 individual documents.

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This post came from Dr. Reiner Fuellmich, who is still in prison in Germany:

👇📝💌💥 PERSONAL MESSAGE FROM REINER FUELLMICH AT THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR 👇📝💌💥

Rosdorf, 03.01.2024

Dear friends, supporters and companions! ❤️

I wish everyone a Happy New Year and assure everyone that I will continue. We will not let up with our educational work and the subsequent legal investigation into the plandemic.

Of course it is very difficult for me to be away from my wife and my dogs and my family and friends. But it helps me a lot that I always receive new information through the many letters and postcards, as well as very personal messages and stories. All this helps me a lot. That’s why I can still say with full conviction and determination: Some crack under pressure, I don’t!

The international colleagues with my friend Dexter and all the others are also still ready to ensure justice for all. This time the broken system will not be able to stand in front of evil.

In a somewhat longer communication in the next few days, I will be able to explain important details concerning both the case against me and our international legal work.

There is no doubt that things are moving faster and faster in our direction. But there is also no doubt that the other side is fighting for its survival, i.e. remains highly dangerous. Do not be intimidated or even discouraged: We will expose everything that must come to light and we will ensure that the collapse of the system and the transition to a new human coexistence without corruption and without violence is made possible with the help of justice.

❤️ I thank you again for your support, and I thank our ICIC team for their work. ❤️

I believe that the criminals who are trying to paralyze and financially bleed me and my wife, my family and my friends will not only fail, but each and every one of them will pay. We can be slowed down, but we cannot be stopped.

Best regards, Reiner Fuellmich

✳️✴️✳️✴️✳️✴️✳️✴️

Editor’s addition: Here are the details for 📬POST to Reiner.

Please note the following information:

👉 It is NOT ALLOWED to ADD stamps or money to the post in Rosdorf Prison.

👉 The mail will be read and delivery may take two days to two weeks.

The address is:

JVA Rosdorf
Dr. Reiner Fuellmich
Am Großen Sieke 8
37124 Rosdorf
Germany

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Visit this link and check out some brief ultra violet footage of what sunscreen looks like when you apply it to your skin. (I stopped using sunscreen decades ago because I had a terrible reaction to it — I wonder why???)

From Matt Roeske: ”A simple clip of what sunscreen looks like under a UV Camera. Billions of dollars have gone into marketing these toxic products.

Always be aware of what you are putting on the largest detox pathway of your body. Stick to things from nature not the rockefellers ❤️”

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From James Tabor’s new series of lectures–

Jesus Archaeology #3 A Forgotten City–the Urban World of Jesus (42 mins):

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On the home front —

Yay!!!!! My shipment of incandescent light bulbs arrived yesterday! My home went from having 6 incandescent bulbs, to having 27 (!!). 

And I have this cute stained glass night light coming for the upstairs bathroom on Friday:

It is so cool having all these incandescent lights everywhere again. (And I’d forgotten how I looked in the mirror when the surrounding lights are NOT those really harsh LED bulbs.) The whole house just looks so peaceful now, especially at night.

Incandescent light bulbs are still hard to find in most stores, so I bought mine on Amazon — packs of 8 GE soft white, for $13.99, plus shipping if you aren’t in Amazon Prime.

If you missed the info I posted on LED lights the other day, you can watch the video again below:

Light healing properties, Eyesight, Color Spectrums, and LED Light bulbs (55 mins):

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Also, I’ve started trying to take more walks again. I used to be an avid walker, but now the leg pain from the injury I suffered by working at the pizzeria last winter — they had cement floors throughout — makes walking a real challenge.

Yesterday, even though it was only 27 degrees Fahrenheit, I decided to walk to the post office. And for some (miraculous?) reason, I also decided to wear these very heavy steel-toed hiking shoes that I never wear. Mostly, I wore them yesterday because they are nonslip and it was a little icy outside.

At first, the heaviness of the shoe was painful but I stuck with it. And by the time I got back home, my hip joint felt totally FINE! I took another brief walk later, in the same heavy shoes, and the same thing happened. No pain by the time I got home! Best of all — when I got out of bed this morning, I had no leg pain and I had only minimal discomfort getting up the stairs.

I’m guessing the shoes are like “weight training”?? So I’m going to try to do it a little bit every day and see if the leg pain might get itself gone for good!!

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Aside from the great news I posted yesterday afternoon, about our play being among the Top 10 theatrical shows in Toronto for 2023 — and Off-Broadway in NYC being on our plate for 2024!!!!– that is it for the news around here!

My main focus right now is doing the final edits for Tell My Bones and submitting it to Manhattan Repertory Theatre for their consultation/remarks.

Have a great Thursday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting. I love you guys. See ya!

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I leave you with some early-January listening-music!! Tom Waits’ “Hang On St. Christopher,” from the recently remastered Franks Wild Years (1987). Enjoy!!!

Hang On St. Christopher

Hang on st. christopher through the smoke
and the oil
Buckle down the rumble seat
let the radiator boil
got an overhead downshift
and a two dollar grill
got an 85 cabin
on an 85 hill
Hang on st. christopher on the passenger side
open it up, tonight the devil can ride
Hang on st. christopher with a barrel house dog
kick me up mt. baldy
throw me out in the fog
tear a hole in the jack pot
drive a stake through his heart
do a 100 on the grapevine
do a jump on the start
hang on st. christopher now don’t let me go
get me to reno and bring it in low, yeah
hang on st. christopher with the hammer to the floor
put a hi ball in the crank case
nail a crow to the door
get a bottle for the jockey
gimme a 294
there’s a 750 norton bustin’ down january’s door
hang on st. christopher on the passenger side
open it up tonight the devil can ride
hang on st. christopher now don’t let me go
get to me reno got to bring it in low
put my baby on the flat car
got to burn down the caboose
get ’em all jacked up on whiskey
then we’ll turn the mad dog loose
hang on st. christopher on the passenger side
open it up tonight the Devil can ride on yeah

c- 1987 Thomas Alan Waits

Great Update!

Our play, “The Guide to Being Fabulous” was selected by the Toronto Star as one of the Top 10 theatrical shows for 2023!

“The ten best theatre shows in 2023

With inspiring performances that elicited emotions from joy to anger to disgust and everything in between, Toronto’s theatre scene has delivered a packed and powerful year of theatrical shows […]

[…] Sandra Caldwell’s “The Guide to Being Fabulous” is, simply put, a story well-told of a life well-lived. There was never a dull moment in this rollicking 90-minute cabaret revue. Candid, entertaining and often hilarious, the musical memoir covers much ground — from Caldwell’s experience performing at the Moulin Rouge, her run-ins with the law, going through with gender transition in her early 20s and later coming up to terms with her identity as an openly trans woman. The consummate Broadway performer was always a commanding presence as she strutted down the catwalk with sass and elegance in Weyni Mengesha’s vibrant yet simple production. – J.C.”

[full article here]

[Sandra Caldwell (left) with Miss Niki Nikita as David Bowie’s muse Romy Haag in “The Guide to Being Fabulous” at Soulpepper Theatre  – photo by Dahlia Katz]

New York City is next…

A Difficult Day But it Got Better!

First of all — before I forget…

Thank you to everyone who downloaded any/all of my eBooks from Smashwords during their 2023 End of Year sale.

Although. over the years, I’ve removed some of my titles from Smashwords and moved them over to LULU, I still have 4 remaining titles over there and this makes the 13th year that I’ve participated in the sale — and I always love to see that more people have downloaded the eBooks.

My 2010 novel, Freak Parade, was by far the most popular download this time. A lot of folks downloaded that eBook.

And, oddly enough, a lot of people are buying Freak Parade in print over on Amazon right now, too.

It is currently ranked in the top 2% of nearly 9 million Contemporary Literature & Fiction titles, even though it is explicit erotic fiction and I published it 13 years ago!!

Awesome, gang. Thanks for that. I really appreciate it.

If you have yet to read Freak Parade — here is but one lofty review from 13 years ago (I believe this review is by the San Francisco-based author Mark Pritchard, but he wrote it under a pen name)–

“This erotic novel is about a washed-up pop singer in New York who has to go out and get a job, start taking responsibility for herself, and stop making so many bad decisions. Along the way, she continues making a lot of bad decisions, has sex with a lot of people while working out some daddy issues, and finally meets the love of her life. A fan of the author’s work, I really enjoyed her direct, passionate and compassionate writing. Her erotic scenes, characterized by a wonderful clarity and sense of pacing, are as messed-up and hot as ever. I wanted even more! And I loved the glimpses into New York bohemian culture around the end of the 1990s, when apparently even the bohemians, thanks to the trickle down of all that money, found ways to live fairly high off the hog. You’ll really enjoy this novel.”

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Okay.

This was from Charlie Ward’s newsletter last night:

“Former Army officer Brad Miller along with 230 other signatories, has sent an email to senior military leaders containing a letter titled the Declaration of Military Accountability. While the letter is not directly addressed to these leaders, the email serves to inform them of a collective pledge to the American people. The letter emphasizes a commitment from a group of troops and veterans to lawfully intervene against the perceived intentional harm inflicted upon our military by its leadership.[…]”

(I hope you can enlarge this and read it)

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Regarding the Epstein logs… Phil reposted the names from Q from several years ago. You can view it here.

I’m guessing these are the names that appear as “???” for 9 solid years in that pdf I posted the other day.

(And, yes, I recalled it correctly: “Lady Gaga” is on there. And so is Jimmy Kimmel. Which has driven me crazy over the last few months regarding the Rolling Stones and the launch of Hackney Diamonds… Like, what fresh psy-op is this??!!)

Anyway. On we go, ever further into this psy-op world.

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This afternoon, I am having my first phone chat with Sandra since our play, “The Guide to Being Fabulous” opened to wide acclaim in Toronto back in late October, 2023.

We will be discussing what is upcoming for 2024. I am very curious to find out!

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So that’s good.

But my trip to see my dad yesterday was very sad. At least it started out that way. I can’t post the specific details, because of privacy issues involving his caregivers, but last evening and this morning, I was able to speak with the woman who oversees my dad’s hospice stuff, and I was able to facilitate a really huge change for him that will make at least part of his life easier.

Situations like this are where having an amazing vocabulary and understanding the art of diplomacy can move mountains. (This is from decades of having been an editor in the publishing industry.)

Even though I had been incredibly sad yesterday, this morning, it felt really good to know that I was able to get my dad some relief. Especially now, since there is really not much I can do for him except be present and listen to him. And go to bat for him, when no one else is really listening.

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All righty. That’s really it for today.

I hope you have a wonder-filled Wednesday, wherever you are in the world!!

Thanks for visiting. I love you guys. See ya!

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Listening-music from this morning! The country classic written by Kris Kristofferson and recorded by just about everybody in the 1970s… “For the Good Times.” A lovely, lovely song. Enjoy!

Road Trip!!

Okay, gang. I’m off to see my dad today.

I’m a little bit anxious about seeing him because he’s been through so much since the last time I saw him and I’m afraid he will look more deteriorated than he looked a few weeks ago.

But onward.

Okay.

This was a really fun video. It goes deep into the healing properties of light, color, the sun, and eye sight, and overall health.

From Matt Roeske —

That’s it for today. I gotta scoot.

Have a terrific Tuesday, wherever you are in the world!

Thanks for visiting. I love you guys. See ya!

Happy New Year’s Day!!

Just dropping in to say that I hope everyone had a great New Year’s Eve, however you chose to celebrate it.

Here, it was very quiet and very nice. And we even got quite a dusting of snow during the night!!

The day is off to a nice, slow, easy start. I’m getting my brain situated within the upcoming projects for 2024.

Sometime today, I have a phone call with Sandra, to see where we stand with theatrical projects for the coming year. And then I’m going to spend some time with my own writing. And make a pot of soup!

Have a wonderful day, wherever you are in the world. Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Here is my lying in bed on a dark snowy morning listening-music!! Teho Teardo and Blixa Bargeld, “A Quiet Life,” 2010. (English, 2013.) Enjoy.

A Quiet Life

Maybe this time,
Maybe this time I’ll outwit my past
I’ll throw away the numbers, the keys
And all the cards
Maybe I can carve out a living in the cold
At the outskirts of some city
I extinguish all my recent pasts
Become another man again

And have a quiet life

A quiet life for me
A quiet life
A quiet life for me
A quiet life for someone
An acquired life for me

I lost, I ran
I started once a new
In northern grey, in drizzling rain
In salted slush and bitter hail
But the order as always merciless
It wants to see me fail
So the hunter is now the hunted
Past voices call my name
I renounce my past to live again

A quiet life
A quiet life

A quiet life for me
A quiet life for someone

An acquired life for me

I thought I have been given
Another chance again
But heaven lies as usual
I repented but in vain
It tries to cheat me out of my good aim
Take away what I never really got

My quiet life

No quiet life for me
No quiet life
No quiet life
No quiet life for me
A quiet life for someone
No quiet life for me

Even if I have to straighten
There is a life for me
A qiuet life
A quiet life for me
(A quiet life…)

c – 2010, 2013, Mauro Teardo / Blixa Bargeld