I can’t understand why she’s not exhausted

To be fair — yesterday, I was exhausted. But it was a great exhaustion, because I finished those 2 final scenes of the TV pilot script and I was so happy with what I had accomplished.

It took about 6 hours and it was intense. But, wow. I’m so happy.

We’re still going to tweak everything, but now we have a lot of great stuff to work with, that’s already on the page.

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Okay.

I don’t have time to really post today, because I have to leave soon to go see my 94-year-old Japanese client that I absolutely adore.

[How could you not adore him? When I arrive, he’s always still asleep in bed. I go into his room and say, “Good morning.” And his eyes open, and a huge smile breaks out across his face. He reaches his hand out to me, and says, “MARILYN! My angel!” And I say, “Do you want to get up now? I’m making your coffee.” And he says, “YES! I only have 2 more minutes to live!” And then the day begins.)

But I wanted to post about this other sort of incredible thing.

Yesterday, when I was sitting at my kitchen table, getting my dinner ready before I went off to see my evening client, there was a knock on my kitchen door.

It was a girl who lives down the road from me. She’s maybe 16 years old, at the most. And she wanted to use my phone to call her friend.

So I gave her my cellphone and she stood out on my kitchen porch and called her friend. She tried three times. (I saw it on my “recent calls.”)

I don’t really know who this girl is. I know the house she lives in, but I don’t know her name or her family. But last Spring, she came by and did the same thing — wanted to use my cellphone. But that time, she was wearing her pajamas in the middle of the day and wanted to call her mom.

She also seemed to be sort of “wandering” along the road, and maybe even medicated. I let her use my phone three times that day, but then I also went over to the police station, to alert them, in case something was wrong with her and she shouldn’t be out wandering the road in her pajamas.

Well, this year, she’s of course a little older. And she was fully dressed. And seemed totally coherent.

She came back again about 45 minutes later, right when I was really getting ready to head out for my shift, and she wanted to borrow my phone again. And she said, “I need to text my sister, do you have snapchat?”

I told her: no, I didn’t.

So she said, “That’s okay. I’ll just download it onto your phone.”

And she did (!!). And she texted her sister (I know this, because her sister texted my phone later, and her name was “fav sis”.)

Anyway. So strange. I’m just going to leave the snapchat app on there in case she comes back again.

But what I thought was sort of incredible, is that this girl totally trusts me, and she has no clue who I am. I’m just this neighbor lady, halfway down the road, who is absolutely old enough to be her grandmother. Just the thought of how her mind works: Oh, I’ll ask that lady. She’ll help me. And I always do.

Just another thing that I love about this little village in the Hinterlands — tucked away in a valley somewhere, in the foothills of Appalachia.

Okay. I gotta scoot.

Enjoy your Saturday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting!

I love you guys. See ya!

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Gotta leave you with this again!!!

I am so hoping that whoever buys this TV series, will be willing to license this amazing song for the final scene of Episode One!!!!

Enjoy, gang. Play it LOUD. I sure do.

What A Great Day to Go Bowling!!

Alas, that’s not what I’m doing today.

What I am doing — before going to my evening client — is painstakingly revising the final 2 pages of the TV pilot script. Then I will send it back over to Peitor, who will make notes, send it back to me, and then we’ll revise it yet again, together, either Sunday or Monday.

Those final 2 pages are possibly my favorite scenes in the whole show. And to make the scenes work, they just have to be really tight.

Meanwhile…

Peitor is in London right now, working on a film score for an upcoming movie that I can’t wait to see! And in his downtime (i.e., in cafes drinking god only knows what — probably coffee), he’s making even more notes on the entire script.

So, bowling will simply have to wait. (I actually have no clue where there is even a bowling alley out here in the Hinterlands…)

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Wow. So this was really, really helpful.

I don’t know if you ever have to deal with trolls online — I only have to deal with them occasionally, thank God. But oddly enough, when I do, it’s usually on Instagram, when I’ve made what seems to be a perfectly harmless comment on someone else’s post. Then other readers of the post — not the person who posted it — begin a verbal assault that won’t quit.

A case in point was last night. It’s actually sad, the number of screaming young white Leftist females out there who are now completely terrified of life because Trump became President again. (Sadly, part of the Leftist programming agenda — it never occurred to them to be terrified of what was actually going on, which Trump, et al, are bringing to a halt.)

I usually make an attempt to be polite but also stick to my guns, but that only pisses them off more.

Anyway, I finally just turned off my phone last night and let it go, but WOW. They didn’t stop. All through the night and into the morning, more and more angry comments. So, anyway. I found this video perfectly timed for me this morning, and also really helpful. It’s actually very compassionate.

Nigel Watson – (UK/Finland) – DEALING WITH TROLLS (12 mins):

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Well, it is a sunny day today!! Cold, but sunny. So that alone is fantastic.

And tonight, the client I work with — the 99 year-old blind lady who’s had an incredible life — has 3 frisky & quite huge Labrador Retrievers, and 2 wonderful old big black cats. So it’s a nice way to spend a few hours. Plus, I always learn something new from her.

I really enjoy talking with her, even though we don’t share the same views on politics, we just move past that and spend time talking about other things instead. Her mind is still so sharp, gang. At 99 years old. It is something to strive for.

However, every one of her friends, her family members, one of her children and her husband, have all passed on now. She has 2 grown children and a grown grandchild that are still alive, and some younger neighbors who she’s friendly with — but all those people she knew throughout her life, they are all gone now.

I can’t really imagine how that feels and I’m kinda hopin’ I don’t find out. It’s hard enough being 64 and adjusting to my dad being gone. But I guess we’ll see.

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Okay.

Enjoy your Friday, wherever you are in the world!!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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I leave you with this!

I had been eagerly anticipating this new TV show on Tubi, which launched last night. I wasn’t crazy about the first episode, but I’m going to give it a chance and let the show sort of settle into itself.

Generations clash when the award-winning C-suite at Atelier Ad Agency is canceled and pushed out and the Gen Z social media team is put in charge.”

Here is the trailer, in case you’re interested. (Tubi is free, btw.)

The Z-Suite | Official Trailer | A Tubi Original (1 min):

More Rain! A little ice, a little snow…

We got it all today. Weather-wise.

Last night — even though it’s February — we had an intense thunderstorm. Luckily, it didn’t last long, but it was so loud and the lightening so bright, it was frightening.

Anyway. Today seems great compared to last night.

Yesterday afternoon, after my shift, I stopped in at the hospital to visit my client and, even though she’s hooked up to a million machines, she actually looked really good. Better than she’s looked in weeks. It put my mind at ease in a lot of ways. And her husband was there, too, so it was nice to get to see both of them.

We had been planning to all watch the Super Bowl together at their house (I usually work there on Sunday evenings), and I had really been looking forward to that. Even though I never watch the Super Bowl when left to my own devices. But I might go ahead and watch it this year, even though I’ll be here at home, all by myself (plus 723 cats…). My client will likely be at the rehab by Sunday.

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Okay.

I can’t resist posting this link, if you want to read the Q-take on Gaza. (Mike King)

If you still have a hard time swallowing what Q was, then you might want to skip it and just let it play out for you in real-time. But Absolute 1776 posted this yesterday, which could be handy for you. (Includes video and Q drops):

“Q also told us ahead of time when John McCain would die – down to the minute.

Because he was a traitor and didn’t die of natural causes.

The first two videos are the McCain Q-Proof.

The 3rd video is the “Tippy Top” Q-Proof. In that video, an Anon on the boards asked Q to have President Trump confirm.

And he does – By dropping the phrase the Anon asked for during the White House Easter celebration.

Q is not AI. Q is not fake. Q is a high level Military Intel Operation confirmed dozens of times by President Trump himself.

Trump was also asked about Q 3 different times by the MSM and never denied it.”

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Also — Phil is supposed to do a livestream tonight at 8PM eastern time. Check here later to confirm.

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Okay and that’s it!! I’m not posting news to the blog anymore!!

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Meanwhile,,,

Life is good here. My entire focus (when I’m not with a client) is the TV project. Even though the script is technically “done” we still have a lot of tweaking to do because it’s too long. Then we have the one-page synopsis to write, which is probably the most important document Peitor needs to take with him to Series Mania in mid-March. And then we have the entire show bible (pitch bible) to get into shape. (Right now, that document is also way, way, WAY too long.)

But it’s interesting how God managed to give me a bunch of free time, right out of the blue. (See above about client in hospital & rehab.)

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In the Nick Cave world–

Nick Cave sent out a Red Hand File yesterday, wherein he revealed that he has the flu!! And also, that he reads a lot while he has the flu.

You can read it here (it’s very short).

ALSO!!

Cave Things is having its annual Valentine’s Day sale!!

Here’s your chance to buy me that “Lovely Creature” necklace that you neglected to buy me for Christmas!!!

Best necklace ever“!! Only $114 — plus a quadrillion in shipping fees!

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And I guess that’s it for now. Oh! Except that my friend had to postpone our lunch date for Saturday, because she needs 2 new tires on her car! So it’ll be the following Saturday, instead. (I was exceedingly crestfallen by this news, gang.)

Okay.

Enjoy your Thursday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Last night’s listening-in-the-dark-by-candlelight music!!

Andrea Bocelli, “Ave Maria”. Enjoy!

No time today, but…

Wow, gang.

Every day, one bombshell after another.

Not just Gaza, or the opinion poll from Greenland yesterday, but now, the brand new AG is already talking — on camera and in public –about the Lolita Express and just who was going to Epstein Island…

We saw all of this coming, didn’t we?? For 4 years or more. But it is staggering, just how fast it is now happening.

No more Q drops — this is all in real-time!!

Freedom Force Battalion posted this yesterday:

Also. The CIA!!

From Absolute 1776:

“BREAKING: The CIA has offered buyouts to its entire workforce, tells employees that they can quit their jobs and receive about eight months of pay and benefits.”

Wow. Talk about getting the hell out….

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Okay.

Sorry, but I gotta scoot. But, guess what???? The TV Pilot script is technically DONE!!! Now we just have to tweak it a bit.

Okay, so have a great Wednesday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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My breakfast-listening music!!

Edith Piaf’s classic, “Non, je ne regrette rien” (I regret nothing). Enjoy, gang!!

Holy McMoly, Gang!!

What a strange few days it’s been.

The good news is that my client is still alive and will be coming out of the hospital later this week — which also means that I have had 3 days OFF in a row. But then she will likely go into rehab for a week or so — which means I will likely have 3 more days off in a row, next week.

These 3 days have just flown by because Peitor and I are so busy on the TV project. And today will be no different — i.e., I woke up to discover SIX new files from him in my email.

This is in addition to the stuff we went over yesterday, which I still haven’t added to the script.

This sort of gives you an idea why it is so exhausting for me to work my caregiver shifts and also try to make headway in any given writing project… but these last 3 days have been such a gift. Even though I’m sorry she had to go into the hospital in order for my gift to arrive.

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The news out there has been incredible, hasn’t it, gang? Just coming fast & furious, every single day.

If you follow Q, then you know that all of this has been expected, but it is still incredible to see it play out in real-time with such speed, after waiting for over 4 years.

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Oh! Those tickets for Nick Cave’s Solo Tour of Europe went on sale Friday, and half of the shows in the entire tour are already SOLD OUT. So if you live in Europe, hurry up and get a ticket because it is an INCREDIBLE show. You do not want to miss it. Buy tickets HERE.

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Also — there is a chance that the museum exhibit about Jerusalem in Jesus’ times, which features the James ossuary, might be going to Indianapolis!

This is only 3 1/2 hours from me!!!!! I might actually get to see the James ossuary with my own eyes before I die, gang. I am so hoping this turns out to be true and that it goes to Indianapolis.

“An ancient ossuary inscribed with the words ‘James, son of Joseph, brother of Jesus’ is now on display at Pullman Yards in Atlanta…”

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Another really wonderful thing happened — and this might seem trivial to you, but it means the world to me.

My Q-following friend texted me yesterday and asked if I wanted to go out for lunch on Saturday, after my shift. YES!! I do!!!

I am always the one trying to pin people down about going out for lunch or dinner, or to a show, etc. I am always the one. Sometimes I feel like just giving up because what few friends I have around here are always really busy and I start to feel like I’m annoying them.

So for someone to ask me — wow! It meant the world to me, gang.

This time, we are NOT going to Tequilaville, but going across the street from there, to the Peony Bistro — Asian food (Chinese and Japanese). It should be really fun!!

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On Sunday, late in the afternoon, I finally wrote the first line of my new memoir, Joy — The Shortest Season, about my decidedly turbulent life in 1971-1980 and how my fathers and father-figures literally saved me.

I am not happy with the sentence and it needs revising, but, well, at least the first sentence is finally there!!! This means that the rest of the manuscript will eventually follow. So that’s exciting.

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Okay. I gotta get to work around here.

Have a terrific Tuesday, wherever you are in the world!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Breakfast-listening music!!

From Tom Petty’s phenomenally successful first solo album, Full Moon Fever, 1989 — “A Face in the Crowd.” Enjoy, gang!!!

A Little More Rain

Well, sadly, I have today off.

One of my clients that I just adore was admitted into the hospital yesterday and I’m usually with her on Sunday afternoons.

I was really at a loss as to how to pray for her this morning, gang. Without betraying her confidences in me, I’ll just say that for the last couple of weeks, she has been expressing to me in private that, for the most part, she did not want to continue living.

She suffers from something that there is no cure for, and it only continues to get worse. What quality of life she has left is based strictly on the fact that her husband keeps her at home and is her full-time caregiver.

Even though they have a great (and long) marriage — and so many wonderful memories fill their home — that full-time caregiver thing is still extremely stressful on any marriage. And so she also feels guilty about that, too — what her husband has to go through, 24/7.

That said — I could not bring myself to simply pray for her to “be back home as soon as possible”. Or ask God to restore her — health? She barely has it, you know? It was a tricky morning of prayer for me.

I want to see her again! I love spending time with her and her husband. I really, really enjoy being with them, regardless of the tasks involved while I’m there in their home. I don’t want her to die.

Yet, I know for certain, she is, at best, ‘conflicted’ about wanting to remain here.

The bottom line, for now, is that I have an additional day off today. And I guess we all know that I will spend it working on the TV project.

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I did see this on Instagram this morning and it cheered me — and I researched it a little bit, because I thought it was so cool.

When Wayne & I took our honeymoon back in 1993, we rented a car and drove out West to Nevada and back. And when we weren’t staying with various family members along the way (Wayne was originally from the South), our goal was to stay at motels that had really cool, retro neon signs.

For our honeymoon, $25 a night was on the expensive side!! We had such a blast. Back then, at least, there were still so many old motels operating across the country.

Here are 2 random examples from my honeymoon scrapbook — both motels were on Rt. 66, in Tucumcari, New Mexico. We stayed one night in each motel.

So, when I saw this on Instagram this morning, I immediately texted it to Wayne and he texted back, saying: “Somehow, I’ll sleep better knowing this. Thanks.”

Built in 1937, the lunch counter and gas station are gone, but motorists can still sleep in a wigwam in Cave City, Kentucky!

You can visit their website here and see old & current photos of the place.

I researched a possible road trip, but it’s over 5 hours a way from here, and looks like it’s more of a place for families. I would be really out of place there all by myself. And, you know, driving alone for over 5 hours is not my idea of a fun “road trip”.

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That aside, I’m trying to stay in a good head space today. I should feel excited because I have two days off this week — possibly three. Oh well.

On we go.

I hope you have a great Sunday, wherever you are in the world, gang.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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In keeping with the above theme —

Here’s a song I’d forgotten about until last night!! Wayne & I certainly played this CD a lot while on our honeymoon road trip!

The fantastic Marty Stuart. From his hugely popular Country album, “Hillbilly Rock,” 1989 — the title song!! Enjoy, gang!!

Hillbilly Rock

It comes from Mississippi, and down in Alabam’
Creepin’ like a fever all across the land
From deep in the Delta on the Louisiana shore
The people got to have it, they wanna hear some more

It’s the hillbilly rock, beat it with a drum
Playin’ them guitars like shootin’ from a gun
Keepin’ up the rhythm, steady as a clock
Doin’ a little thing called the hillbilly rock

Some say it came from Memphis down in Tennessee
Or it drifted in from Georgia about 1953
Just as long as it’s greasy, as long as it’s fast
As long as it’s pumpin’ honey, it’s gonna last

It’s the hillbilly rock, beat it with a drum
Playin’ them guitars like shootin’ from a gun
Keepin’ up the rhythm, steady as a clock
Doin’ a little thing called the hillbilly rock

Way back in old Kentucky where the bluegrass grows
Through the Carolinas on them dirt red roads
Burnin’ like a fire runnin’ wild in the woods
From Arkansas to Texas, it sounds so good

It’s the hillbilly rock, beat it with a drum
Playin’ them guitars like shootin’ from a gun
Keepin’ up the rhythm, steady as a clock
Doin’ a little thing called the hillbilly rock

So when the heat starts to risin’ and you gotta blow some steam
Take a ride down the river, you’ll see just what I mean
The juke joint’s jumpin’, when that cat goes on
The whole place is shakin’, there’s a something goin’ on

It’s the hillbilly rock, beat it with a drum
Playin’ them guitars like shootin’ from a gun
Keepin’ up the rhythm, steady as a clock
Doin’ a little thing called the hillbilly rock
Doin’ a little thing called the hillbilly rock
Doin’ a little thing called the hillbilly rock

c – Paul Kennerly

Thank God It’s (a Rainy) Friday!

It’s official — at least for now — all the ice and snow are gone! They’ve finally been washed away by the rain.

And, as an added bonus, it looks like the rain will have stopped by the time I have to leave for my evening shift tonight, which requires an hour (total) of driving. So that’s really great.

I feel like my life is getting better every moment.

Although I was really saddened to hear yesterday afternoon, about the death of Marianne Faithfull.

I know she wasn’t in good health for a long time, but still, I wasn’t expecting the news.

Marianne, about 7 years ago.
Marianne, as a 60s icon

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Don’t forget that today is the day that tickets for Nick Cave’s Solo European Tour go on sale! Buy tickets here.

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Obviously, there is a lot in the news that I’m keeping up with. And I did listen to Phil last night, but it was kind of a strange one. He mostly talked about all the comments he had already posted to his telegram account earlier in the day — about Kash Patel’s congressional hearing.

And then, of course, there were comment s about the helicopter crash. Regardless of who you listen to, it’s pretty clear that something is not right about that helicopter.

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And that is really it for today. I need to focus on the TV pilot before heading out this evening. But, overall, life is really easing up around here, and getting so much better. Every day.

Oh, also — the Chinese Lunar New Year began on Wednesday, and in case you’re interested:

“In the Chinese zodiac, each year is associated with one of the 12 animals, and 2025 is dedicated to the Snake. Known for its intelligence, mystery, and ability to transform, the Snake’s qualities are enhanced by the Wood element. This year symbolizes growth, renewal, and adaptability, encouraging people to reflect on their paths, embrace change, and seek personal growth.”

[full article here]

Okay.

Enjoy your Friday, gang, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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My morning-listening music today was Marianne’s album from 2018, Negative Capability. When that album first came out, I played it all the time, especially while out driving. I loved that album.

As I was listening to it again this morning, all of those memories came flooding back in. What a great album. And what a great year in my life 2018 was.

You can play the FULL album here.

But here is one song from the album that means even more to me all these many years later– “In My Own Particular Way”, 2018, by Marianne Faithfull. Enjoy, gang.

It Feels Like Spring!

Even though it’s still cold in the early mornings, and even though it’s still January, it’s been getting up into the mid-40s Fahrenheit during the day, and it feels like Spring.

And what a great feeling to remember — Spring.

Also, I have been making great progress with getting my life back.

Three days now without needing herbal supplements for managing stress and anxiety. And I feel like my brain is clearer.

And I’m back to doing prayers and yoga first thing in the morning, instead of trying to fit it in “wherever”. (After I check in with all the Alt news channels, that is, and after about 15 mins of meditation. And then about 10 minutes of French lessons on the Mondly App.)

Minus the Alt news channels — this is the life I used to have, five years ago. It kept the day, and my mind, wide open for working on projects at the laptop. So this feels really great.

And I recently downloaded the free “Daily Prayer” App, from ReThinkMe. I especially love reading the Prayer Wall first thing in the morning and last thing at night — where people from around the world, post their prayers in real-time.

Talk about feeling connected to humanity in a nano-second. It is incredible, gang.

Oh, and so far: I’m really LOVING the Zippix toothpicks. It’s only been 3 days, though, so I’ll keep you posted.

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Well, I’m really glad I had to be with a client during the entire RFK, Jr. insanity yesterday. I kept on top of it on my phone, when I could. And it seemed just like a horrific spectacle. One of the truthers I follow on telegram posted that watching it (in real time) was like dragging his balls through broken glass…

I’m guessing I would have concurred had I been watching it. Even though, you know, I am virtually testicle-free.

Today, we have Kash Patel up at bat!!! I’m guessing it will be another nightmare to watch, so I’m glad I have another client.

But, I tell you, gang, I cannot wait to see him get confirmed. Between RFK Jr. and Kash Patel, life in these United States is going to become incredible.

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James Tabor – Understanding the Forbidden Fruit: Why There is NO FALL of Humankind in Genesis (18 mins):

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Nick Cave sent out a Red Hand File yesterday that was a little heartbreaking, but really beautiful. Essentially, it dealt with how to handle death and grief. In part, he said:

We are broken things, amongst other broken things. We are imperfect and characterised by our capacity to fuck things up, yet still we can move incrementally towards the greater good. This serves as grounds for both self-forgiveness and hope, and reflects our inherent human loveliness….”

You can read it in full here.

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That’s really all I have for now, gang. I have to get to work on the TV project before I head out to my client’s.

Have a great Thursday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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This morning’s breakfast-listening music!!

Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers, 1995. From the Playback collection, disk 6, Nobody’s Children — the song “You Get Me High.” Enjoy, gang.

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