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I can’t understand why she’s not exhausted

To be fair — yesterday, I was exhausted. But it was a great exhaustion, because I finished those 2 final scenes of the TV pilot script and I was so happy with what I had accomplished.

It took about 6 hours and it was intense. But, wow. I’m so happy.

We’re still going to tweak everything, but now we have a lot of great stuff to work with, that’s already on the page.

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Okay.

I don’t have time to really post today, because I have to leave soon to go see my 94-year-old Japanese client that I absolutely adore.

[How could you not adore him? When I arrive, he’s always still asleep in bed. I go into his room and say, “Good morning.” And his eyes open, and a huge smile breaks out across his face. He reaches his hand out to me, and says, “MARILYN! My angel!” And I say, “Do you want to get up now? I’m making your coffee.” And he says, “YES! I only have 2 more minutes to live!” And then the day begins.)

But I wanted to post about this other sort of incredible thing.

Yesterday, when I was sitting at my kitchen table, getting my dinner ready before I went off to see my evening client, there was a knock on my kitchen door.

It was a girl who lives down the road from me. She’s maybe 16 years old, at the most. And she wanted to use my phone to call her friend.

So I gave her my cellphone and she stood out on my kitchen porch and called her friend. She tried three times. (I saw it on my “recent calls.”)

I don’t really know who this girl is. I know the house she lives in, but I don’t know her name or her family. But last Spring, she came by and did the same thing — wanted to use my cellphone. But that time, she was wearing her pajamas in the middle of the day and wanted to call her mom.

She also seemed to be sort of “wandering” along the road, and maybe even medicated. I let her use my phone three times that day, but then I also went over to the police station, to alert them, in case something was wrong with her and she shouldn’t be out wandering the road in her pajamas.

Well, this year, she’s of course a little older. And she was fully dressed. And seemed totally coherent.

She came back again about 45 minutes later, right when I was really getting ready to head out for my shift, and she wanted to borrow my phone again. And she said, “I need to text my sister, do you have snapchat?”

I told her: no, I didn’t.

So she said, “That’s okay. I’ll just download it onto your phone.”

And she did (!!). And she texted her sister (I know this, because her sister texted my phone later, and her name was “fav sis”.)

Anyway. So strange. I’m just going to leave the snapchat app on there in case she comes back again.

But what I thought was sort of incredible, is that this girl totally trusts me, and she has no clue who I am. I’m just this neighbor lady, halfway down the road, who is absolutely old enough to be her grandmother. Just the thought of how her mind works: Oh, I’ll ask that lady. She’ll help me. And I always do.

Just another thing that I love about this little village in the Hinterlands — tucked away in a valley somewhere, in the foothills of Appalachia.

Okay. I gotta scoot.

Enjoy your Saturday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting!

I love you guys. See ya!

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Gotta leave you with this again!!!

I am so hoping that whoever buys this TV series, will be willing to license this amazing song for the final scene of Episode One!!!!

Enjoy, gang. Play it LOUD. I sure do.

What A Great Day to Go Bowling!!

Alas, that’s not what I’m doing today.

What I am doing — before going to my evening client — is painstakingly revising the final 2 pages of the TV pilot script. Then I will send it back over to Peitor, who will make notes, send it back to me, and then we’ll revise it yet again, together, either Sunday or Monday.

Those final 2 pages are possibly my favorite scenes in the whole show. And to make the scenes work, they just have to be really tight.

Meanwhile…

Peitor is in London right now, working on a film score for an upcoming movie that I can’t wait to see! And in his downtime (i.e., in cafes drinking god only knows what — probably coffee), he’s making even more notes on the entire script.

So, bowling will simply have to wait. (I actually have no clue where there is even a bowling alley out here in the Hinterlands…)

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Wow. So this was really, really helpful.

I don’t know if you ever have to deal with trolls online — I only have to deal with them occasionally, thank God. But oddly enough, when I do, it’s usually on Instagram, when I’ve made what seems to be a perfectly harmless comment on someone else’s post. Then other readers of the post — not the person who posted it — begin a verbal assault that won’t quit.

A case in point was last night. It’s actually sad, the number of screaming young white Leftist females out there who are now completely terrified of life because Trump became President again. (Sadly, part of the Leftist programming agenda — it never occurred to them to be terrified of what was actually going on, which Trump, et al, are bringing to a halt.)

I usually make an attempt to be polite but also stick to my guns, but that only pisses them off more.

Anyway, I finally just turned off my phone last night and let it go, but WOW. They didn’t stop. All through the night and into the morning, more and more angry comments. So, anyway. I found this video perfectly timed for me this morning, and also really helpful. It’s actually very compassionate.

Nigel Watson – (UK/Finland) – DEALING WITH TROLLS (12 mins):

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Well, it is a sunny day today!! Cold, but sunny. So that alone is fantastic.

And tonight, the client I work with — the 99 year-old blind lady who’s had an incredible life — has 3 frisky & quite huge Labrador Retrievers, and 2 wonderful old big black cats. So it’s a nice way to spend a few hours. Plus, I always learn something new from her.

I really enjoy talking with her, even though we don’t share the same views on politics, we just move past that and spend time talking about other things instead. Her mind is still so sharp, gang. At 99 years old. It is something to strive for.

However, every one of her friends, her family members, one of her children and her husband, have all passed on now. She has 2 grown children and a grown grandchild that are still alive, and some younger neighbors who she’s friendly with — but all those people she knew throughout her life, they are all gone now.

I can’t really imagine how that feels and I’m kinda hopin’ I don’t find out. It’s hard enough being 64 and adjusting to my dad being gone. But I guess we’ll see.

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Okay.

Enjoy your Friday, wherever you are in the world!!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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I leave you with this!

I had been eagerly anticipating this new TV show on Tubi, which launched last night. I wasn’t crazy about the first episode, but I’m going to give it a chance and let the show sort of settle into itself.

Generations clash when the award-winning C-suite at Atelier Ad Agency is canceled and pushed out and the Gen Z social media team is put in charge.”

Here is the trailer, in case you’re interested. (Tubi is free, btw.)

The Z-Suite | Official Trailer | A Tubi Original (1 min):

Holy McMoly, Gang!!

What a strange few days it’s been.

The good news is that my client is still alive and will be coming out of the hospital later this week — which also means that I have had 3 days OFF in a row. But then she will likely go into rehab for a week or so — which means I will likely have 3 more days off in a row, next week.

These 3 days have just flown by because Peitor and I are so busy on the TV project. And today will be no different — i.e., I woke up to discover SIX new files from him in my email.

This is in addition to the stuff we went over yesterday, which I still haven’t added to the script.

This sort of gives you an idea why it is so exhausting for me to work my caregiver shifts and also try to make headway in any given writing project… but these last 3 days have been such a gift. Even though I’m sorry she had to go into the hospital in order for my gift to arrive.

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The news out there has been incredible, hasn’t it, gang? Just coming fast & furious, every single day.

If you follow Q, then you know that all of this has been expected, but it is still incredible to see it play out in real-time with such speed, after waiting for over 4 years.

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Oh! Those tickets for Nick Cave’s Solo Tour of Europe went on sale Friday, and half of the shows in the entire tour are already SOLD OUT. So if you live in Europe, hurry up and get a ticket because it is an INCREDIBLE show. You do not want to miss it. Buy tickets HERE.

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Also — there is a chance that the museum exhibit about Jerusalem in Jesus’ times, which features the James ossuary, might be going to Indianapolis!

This is only 3 1/2 hours from me!!!!! I might actually get to see the James ossuary with my own eyes before I die, gang. I am so hoping this turns out to be true and that it goes to Indianapolis.

“An ancient ossuary inscribed with the words ‘James, son of Joseph, brother of Jesus’ is now on display at Pullman Yards in Atlanta…”

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Another really wonderful thing happened — and this might seem trivial to you, but it means the world to me.

My Q-following friend texted me yesterday and asked if I wanted to go out for lunch on Saturday, after my shift. YES!! I do!!!

I am always the one trying to pin people down about going out for lunch or dinner, or to a show, etc. I am always the one. Sometimes I feel like just giving up because what few friends I have around here are always really busy and I start to feel like I’m annoying them.

So for someone to ask me — wow! It meant the world to me, gang.

This time, we are NOT going to Tequilaville, but going across the street from there, to the Peony Bistro — Asian food (Chinese and Japanese). It should be really fun!!

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On Sunday, late in the afternoon, I finally wrote the first line of my new memoir, Joy — The Shortest Season, about my decidedly turbulent life in 1971-1980 and how my fathers and father-figures literally saved me.

I am not happy with the sentence and it needs revising, but, well, at least the first sentence is finally there!!! This means that the rest of the manuscript will eventually follow. So that’s exciting.

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Okay. I gotta get to work around here.

Have a terrific Tuesday, wherever you are in the world!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Breakfast-listening music!!

From Tom Petty’s phenomenally successful first solo album, Full Moon Fever, 1989 — “A Face in the Crowd.” Enjoy, gang!!!

A Little More Rain

Well, sadly, I have today off.

One of my clients that I just adore was admitted into the hospital yesterday and I’m usually with her on Sunday afternoons.

I was really at a loss as to how to pray for her this morning, gang. Without betraying her confidences in me, I’ll just say that for the last couple of weeks, she has been expressing to me in private that, for the most part, she did not want to continue living.

She suffers from something that there is no cure for, and it only continues to get worse. What quality of life she has left is based strictly on the fact that her husband keeps her at home and is her full-time caregiver.

Even though they have a great (and long) marriage — and so many wonderful memories fill their home — that full-time caregiver thing is still extremely stressful on any marriage. And so she also feels guilty about that, too — what her husband has to go through, 24/7.

That said — I could not bring myself to simply pray for her to “be back home as soon as possible”. Or ask God to restore her — health? She barely has it, you know? It was a tricky morning of prayer for me.

I want to see her again! I love spending time with her and her husband. I really, really enjoy being with them, regardless of the tasks involved while I’m there in their home. I don’t want her to die.

Yet, I know for certain, she is, at best, ‘conflicted’ about wanting to remain here.

The bottom line, for now, is that I have an additional day off today. And I guess we all know that I will spend it working on the TV project.

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I did see this on Instagram this morning and it cheered me — and I researched it a little bit, because I thought it was so cool.

When Wayne & I took our honeymoon back in 1993, we rented a car and drove out West to Nevada and back. And when we weren’t staying with various family members along the way (Wayne was originally from the South), our goal was to stay at motels that had really cool, retro neon signs.

For our honeymoon, $25 a night was on the expensive side!! We had such a blast. Back then, at least, there were still so many old motels operating across the country.

Here are 2 random examples from my honeymoon scrapbook — both motels were on Rt. 66, in Tucumcari, New Mexico. We stayed one night in each motel.

So, when I saw this on Instagram this morning, I immediately texted it to Wayne and he texted back, saying: “Somehow, I’ll sleep better knowing this. Thanks.”

Built in 1937, the lunch counter and gas station are gone, but motorists can still sleep in a wigwam in Cave City, Kentucky!

You can visit their website here and see old & current photos of the place.

I researched a possible road trip, but it’s over 5 hours a way from here, and looks like it’s more of a place for families. I would be really out of place there all by myself. And, you know, driving alone for over 5 hours is not my idea of a fun “road trip”.

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That aside, I’m trying to stay in a good head space today. I should feel excited because I have two days off this week — possibly three. Oh well.

On we go.

I hope you have a great Sunday, wherever you are in the world, gang.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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In keeping with the above theme —

Here’s a song I’d forgotten about until last night!! Wayne & I certainly played this CD a lot while on our honeymoon road trip!

The fantastic Marty Stuart. From his hugely popular Country album, “Hillbilly Rock,” 1989 — the title song!! Enjoy, gang!!

Hillbilly Rock

It comes from Mississippi, and down in Alabam’
Creepin’ like a fever all across the land
From deep in the Delta on the Louisiana shore
The people got to have it, they wanna hear some more

It’s the hillbilly rock, beat it with a drum
Playin’ them guitars like shootin’ from a gun
Keepin’ up the rhythm, steady as a clock
Doin’ a little thing called the hillbilly rock

Some say it came from Memphis down in Tennessee
Or it drifted in from Georgia about 1953
Just as long as it’s greasy, as long as it’s fast
As long as it’s pumpin’ honey, it’s gonna last

It’s the hillbilly rock, beat it with a drum
Playin’ them guitars like shootin’ from a gun
Keepin’ up the rhythm, steady as a clock
Doin’ a little thing called the hillbilly rock

Way back in old Kentucky where the bluegrass grows
Through the Carolinas on them dirt red roads
Burnin’ like a fire runnin’ wild in the woods
From Arkansas to Texas, it sounds so good

It’s the hillbilly rock, beat it with a drum
Playin’ them guitars like shootin’ from a gun
Keepin’ up the rhythm, steady as a clock
Doin’ a little thing called the hillbilly rock

So when the heat starts to risin’ and you gotta blow some steam
Take a ride down the river, you’ll see just what I mean
The juke joint’s jumpin’, when that cat goes on
The whole place is shakin’, there’s a something goin’ on

It’s the hillbilly rock, beat it with a drum
Playin’ them guitars like shootin’ from a gun
Keepin’ up the rhythm, steady as a clock
Doin’ a little thing called the hillbilly rock
Doin’ a little thing called the hillbilly rock
Doin’ a little thing called the hillbilly rock

c – Paul Kennerly

Thank God It’s (a Rainy) Friday!

It’s official — at least for now — all the ice and snow are gone! They’ve finally been washed away by the rain.

And, as an added bonus, it looks like the rain will have stopped by the time I have to leave for my evening shift tonight, which requires an hour (total) of driving. So that’s really great.

I feel like my life is getting better every moment.

Although I was really saddened to hear yesterday afternoon, about the death of Marianne Faithfull.

I know she wasn’t in good health for a long time, but still, I wasn’t expecting the news.

Marianne, about 7 years ago.
Marianne, as a 60s icon

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Don’t forget that today is the day that tickets for Nick Cave’s Solo European Tour go on sale! Buy tickets here.

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Obviously, there is a lot in the news that I’m keeping up with. And I did listen to Phil last night, but it was kind of a strange one. He mostly talked about all the comments he had already posted to his telegram account earlier in the day — about Kash Patel’s congressional hearing.

And then, of course, there were comment s about the helicopter crash. Regardless of who you listen to, it’s pretty clear that something is not right about that helicopter.

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And that is really it for today. I need to focus on the TV pilot before heading out this evening. But, overall, life is really easing up around here, and getting so much better. Every day.

Oh, also — the Chinese Lunar New Year began on Wednesday, and in case you’re interested:

“In the Chinese zodiac, each year is associated with one of the 12 animals, and 2025 is dedicated to the Snake. Known for its intelligence, mystery, and ability to transform, the Snake’s qualities are enhanced by the Wood element. This year symbolizes growth, renewal, and adaptability, encouraging people to reflect on their paths, embrace change, and seek personal growth.”

[full article here]

Okay.

Enjoy your Friday, gang, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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My morning-listening music today was Marianne’s album from 2018, Negative Capability. When that album first came out, I played it all the time, especially while out driving. I loved that album.

As I was listening to it again this morning, all of those memories came flooding back in. What a great album. And what a great year in my life 2018 was.

You can play the FULL album here.

But here is one song from the album that means even more to me all these many years later– “In My Own Particular Way”, 2018, by Marianne Faithfull. Enjoy, gang.

It Feels Like Spring!

Even though it’s still cold in the early mornings, and even though it’s still January, it’s been getting up into the mid-40s Fahrenheit during the day, and it feels like Spring.

And what a great feeling to remember — Spring.

Also, I have been making great progress with getting my life back.

Three days now without needing herbal supplements for managing stress and anxiety. And I feel like my brain is clearer.

And I’m back to doing prayers and yoga first thing in the morning, instead of trying to fit it in “wherever”. (After I check in with all the Alt news channels, that is, and after about 15 mins of meditation. And then about 10 minutes of French lessons on the Mondly App.)

Minus the Alt news channels — this is the life I used to have, five years ago. It kept the day, and my mind, wide open for working on projects at the laptop. So this feels really great.

And I recently downloaded the free “Daily Prayer” App, from ReThinkMe. I especially love reading the Prayer Wall first thing in the morning and last thing at night — where people from around the world, post their prayers in real-time.

Talk about feeling connected to humanity in a nano-second. It is incredible, gang.

Oh, and so far: I’m really LOVING the Zippix toothpicks. It’s only been 3 days, though, so I’ll keep you posted.

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Well, I’m really glad I had to be with a client during the entire RFK, Jr. insanity yesterday. I kept on top of it on my phone, when I could. And it seemed just like a horrific spectacle. One of the truthers I follow on telegram posted that watching it (in real time) was like dragging his balls through broken glass…

I’m guessing I would have concurred had I been watching it. Even though, you know, I am virtually testicle-free.

Today, we have Kash Patel up at bat!!! I’m guessing it will be another nightmare to watch, so I’m glad I have another client.

But, I tell you, gang, I cannot wait to see him get confirmed. Between RFK Jr. and Kash Patel, life in these United States is going to become incredible.

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James Tabor – Understanding the Forbidden Fruit: Why There is NO FALL of Humankind in Genesis (18 mins):

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Nick Cave sent out a Red Hand File yesterday that was a little heartbreaking, but really beautiful. Essentially, it dealt with how to handle death and grief. In part, he said:

We are broken things, amongst other broken things. We are imperfect and characterised by our capacity to fuck things up, yet still we can move incrementally towards the greater good. This serves as grounds for both self-forgiveness and hope, and reflects our inherent human loveliness….”

You can read it in full here.

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That’s really all I have for now, gang. I have to get to work on the TV project before I head out to my client’s.

Have a great Thursday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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This morning’s breakfast-listening music!!

Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers, 1995. From the Playback collection, disk 6, Nobody’s Children — the song “You Get Me High.” Enjoy, gang.

Sorry I Missed You!

Yesterday was my day off, and 100% of it went to working with Peitor on the TV pilot.

I did manage to stay up to date on all the news, though. It is insane, right? All the Q-stuff coming TRUE on a daily basis now, right before our very eyes.

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Phil is supposed to be live at 7PM Eastern tonight, but I guess we shouldn’t hold our breath. Check here later to confirm.

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I am finally getting adjusted to my new work schedule — by that, I mean, that every time they text me and ask me if I can pick up a shift, or pick up a new weekly client indefinitely, I text back and politely say ‘no.’

It is the only way I will ever get back to any of my half-finished writing projects, spanning the last 5 years.

I am starting to feel like the person I used to be. It’s an interesting feeling. I’m not 100% there, yet. But I’m on my way.

Yesterday, I stopped taking ashwagandha. I had been taking it twice a day, since late July, when I was in PTSD 24/7 and couldn’t get down from it.

I also cut back on L-Theanine yesterday, and today, I might stop that altogether, as well. I’ve been taking it every day, for the past 2 years.

All of this is in an effort to “get back to myself.” And find out if I can handle stress now, just on my own. I’m feeling pretty confident. We shall see.

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Nick Cave announced another Solo Tour — this one in Europe, this spring/summer. Again, with Colin Greenwood on bass. Tickets go on sale Friday, January 31st.

If you haven’t seen this show yet, you don’t want to miss it!!

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Also, just FYI — due to distribution problems regarding my eBooks on Amazon versus everywhere else, I had to put prices back on to all my eBooks.

So nothing is free to download anymore. But, I’m guessing that, if Smashwords sticks around, they will still offer the “free to download” sales 2 or 3 times a year.

Again, I want to thank everyone who is buying the eBook editions of The Guitar Hero Goes Home, and Twilight of the Immortal. I really, really appreciate it.

And while we’re at it — thank you to everyone who is also buying both the print and eBook editions of Neptune & Surf. (!!!!) That book is only 26 years old, already. And both editions are still making it into the sales rank listings. Wow.

The eBook edition (published by Hachette in London), is ranked #16,122 in interracial erotica. Honestly, this just astounds me. A book that is 26 years old.

It took me 4 years to write Neptune & Surf — back in the mid-1990s. I got up every morning at 6AM, and went into our spare bedroom with my cup of coffee and sat at my desk overlooking West End Avenue in NYC, writing/revising for several hours each day. (And drinking & smoking for several hours each night.) For 4 years.

Everyone, absolutely everyone I knew, said I was crazy to spend so much time doing that, because they wanted me to just keep being a songwriter, indefinitely.

I used to ask God if I was indeed crazy to keep at it, and He very distinctly told me that “the book would find its readers.” So I stuck with it….and He turned out to be correct. Go figure…

From the many kind reviews of the original print edition:

I adored this book. Marilyn Jaye Lewis is a first rate erotic writer. I read it more than once, bought copies to give to friends. Her characters are so human, their stories so well developed, and the eroticism is…well, truly erotic. Everyone who appreciates erotic literature should read this book and everything else Lewis writes. She’s the best of the best.

Thank you.

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All right!!

I gotta scoot. A lot of work to do before my afternoon shift.

I hope you have a terrific Tuesday, wherever you are in the world!!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Yes, odd as it may seem, my listening-music from yesterday!!!!

Too fabulous. Play it loud and remember those fantastic olden times in NYC. Enjoy, gang.

The Beastie Boys, “No Sleep Till Brooklyn”. 1986.

Wow! Talk about Good Neighbors!

You may recall that several weeks ago, my nieghbors surprised me by leaving two assembled cat houses, complete with straw inside, on my kitchen porch.

The stray cats — along with KonTiki of the Great Outdoors, a Maine Coon cat who adopted me 4 years ago and who refuses to stay inside — have made constant use of the little houses. Which has been such a relief to me because of the brutally cold weather we’ve had at night, along with snow.

Well, yesterday afternoon, when I got home from my shift, a different neighbor had dropped off two more cat houses, complete with straw, on my kitchen porch.

This type of kindness is just incredible, gang. Not just because it helps me out financially (I can’t afford to buy all these cat houses, let alone find time to assemble them and also buy a bale of straw), but also the fact that my neighbors care so much about animals, too.

It means so much to me, since I usually feel like a complete lunatic with all these cats on my kitchen porch. And I always wonder what the heck my neighbors are thinking…

Anyway. How beautiful.

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Phil is supposed to do a livestream tonight, beginning at 8PM Eastern time.

I hope he doesn’t have to cancel again, because it has been ages since we got an update — especially since he is supposed to be talking about NESARA.

Check here to confirm and to see the listing for his upcoming livestreams this week.

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The other day, when I was listening to Dan Bongino, one of his sponsors was Zippix Toothpicks. The toothpicks are infused with either B12 + caffeine, or with nicotine.

With all the amazing research coming out on the benefits of nicotine on the brain (pure nicotine, not cigarettes), I thought it would be interesting to try the toothpicks and see what kind of results I might get!

Current research is revealing the distinct health benefits of the nutrient nicotine (as found in food and also in nicotine patches). And now we know that nicotine is an incredibly safe compound, and it was NEVER addictive. Don’t believe me? The FDA still allows the tobacco industry to add 599 different man-made chemicals to the nicotine in tobacco products, causing the known damage from cigarettes and other tobacco products. It is not the nicotine that causes harm.” [article here]

Cognitive enhancement: Nicotine has been well-documented for its ability to enhance cognitive function and overall performance.  Research published in 2001 highlighted the fact that transdermal nicotine administration in the form of “patches” treated certain cognitive impairments associated with Alzheimer’s disease, schizophrenia, as well as attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD).  Studies conducted on animal models have shown that nicotine significantly boosts working memory with chronic exposure.” [article here]

I am very interested to see what brain benefits nicotine toothpicks might yield for me. I will keep you posted!!

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Meanwhile–

We are getting SO CLOSE to completing the TV pilot script. We are really, really getting there. It’s kind of amazing. It should be finished in a couple of days.

It took us one full year to write the script for a 10-minute art film (“Lita måste gå” — aka: “Lita’s Got to Go!”). Literally, an 18-page script and it took us one year. And now we’ve blasted through a 60-page pilot script in a handful of weeks. Even though we began writing the script in early 2024, we’ve re-written almost all of that, except for the opening scenes.

So this is kind of amazing. Exhausting, but amazing. It’s almost done.

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That’s it for now, gang. I gotta get back at it before my afternoon shift.

Have a great Sunday, wherever you are in the world!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Yes! I really do listen to this stuff!!

Just try it yourself and see how incredible it is: driving alone, out in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by towering trees, endless sky and the foothills of Appalachia on all sides! With or without the snow…

Yesterday’s driving-home music! I’m guessing it needs no introduction. Enjoy, gang!

Yes! Back to Work Today, But…

They have finally stopped giving me double shifts! I checked my schedule for the month of February, and between today and the end of February — I have NO double shifts!!

Yay. (I sent my coordinator an email on Saturday morning, re-stating, once again, that I didn’t want to do any more doubles. That I was exhausted.)

Plus, they announced recently that we’re all getting raises by the end of this month — so I shouldn’t notice the lack of doubles on my paycheck.

Another yay.

I can’t tell you what a relief this is. When I was first hired, I only wanted 20-25 hours a week. And for the last 5 months, I’ve had 27-30 hours a week. And that’s not counting all the hours and hours and hours of driving.

So, now, I should be able to get more writing done. I can’t tell you what this means to my sanity.

Everyone, the world over, is better off when I’m sane

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If you’ve been reading the blog everyday, you’ve likely noticed that Peitor and I are behind the deadline to complete the first draft of the pilot script. But we’re getting there.

This means, though, that we are going to have a TON of work on the rest of the materials that need to be ready with the pilot by March 18th.

So, no end in sight. Which is why it is such a relief to get my hours cut back, finally.

And in March, Sandra and I, et al, start back to work on the staged reading of our play, “The Guide to Being Fabulous”, Off-Broadway.

Starting to get my life back, gang. After 5 years.

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Regarding the rest of the world–

I am very, very excited about the Executive Order to start releasing the information about the assassinations of JFK, RFK, and MLK.

The info on JFK is supposed to be released in 15 DAYS. I’m hoping that they will find a way to bring JFK, Jr. back into the public eye around that time, too. We’ll see.

From il donaldo trumpo yesterday:

[And nary a hint of popcorn anywhere…]

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Okay. That’s it for now.

Enjoy your Friday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting!!

I love you guys. See ya!

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Believe it or not, this song (assuming the producers will license even part of it) has a spectacular feature toward the end of the pilot episode.

It will be so fucking perfect — I hope that it pans out.

Last night, I was playing this song over and over, just picturing the scene in my head, and just LOVING it!! (Our show is a dramedy, btw.) And using this particular song, and the specific characters involved in this scene (from Finland), were essentially some of my primary contributions to the story.

So while listening to the song, I imagine, in my head, that if the show becomes a hit, how happy these as- yet-unknown actors in Finland are going to be to get such “out there” and FANTASTIC roles!!! Yay!!

Okay.

From 1977, from Saturday Night Fever, the Bee Gees’ iconic, “Stayin’ Alive”. Enjoy, gang!!!!

Thanks, Everybody!

Wow. Whoever you are, I really appreciate you.

I was just looking over the sales stats on my various self-published novels and I see that the Kindle version of The Guitar Hero Goes Home (written 5 years ago), is ranked #1,731 in sales of Biographical Literary Fiction (!!!). (Holy Cow!!!)

And the Kindle version of Twilight of the Immortal (from FIFTEEN years ago!!!), is ranked #2,686 in sales of LGBTQ Historical Fiction. And #5,824 in LGBTQ Literary Fiction!!

This astounds me in the best possible way, gang.

Not just the sales rankings, but the “Literary Fiction” categories.

It just made my morning. Thanks, everybody.

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On other topics–

I am really eager to see those much-promised Energy Bills come down. I just got my heating bill and it’s ridiculous.

I’m guessing that everyone is aware of what is going on with Trump and all the Executive Orders and the progress of all that, so here’s hoping we soon see an end to this robbery (meaning: when it gets super cold like this, the cost of natural gas heat soars.)

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Nick Cave sent out a really sweet Red Hand File yesterday!! I just loved it. It was a letter written by a group of French school children — aged 12 and 13. Their English was, for the most part, good, but also sort of funny.

In part, they asked: “We found you sometimes weirdos, strange and dark in your differents songs, but we like it! So how do you see yourself in your songs? Are you happy sometimes?

Nick replied, in part:

As for being ‘weirdos, strange and dark’ – this is not only an accurate reflection of my songs but also describes me, or at least how I often feel. Yet, amidst the weirdness, the strangeness, and deep within the darkness, I am mostly happy. I am mostly happy because beautiful things keep happening to me, such as receiving your letter.

You can read it in full here. It was just wonderful.

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And that is really all I have for today, because the TV pilot has me overloaded with work. And I find I am getting depressed about having to return to the caregiving job tomorrow. 5 days was just not enough of a break. But I’m trying not to dwell on it. And trying to just keep moving forward…

This is helping! I began watching it last evening on Amazon Prime. I loved the Flip Wilson Show when I was a kid, but as an adult, I’m actually understanding the humor! And it makes me laugh out loud.

All right. Enjoy your Thursday, wherever you are in the world, gang.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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As promised, the Best of Cajun Country is no longer in the kitchen CD player. However, the CD that’s in there now includes songs that are nearly 100 years old. That, alone, kinda depresses me. When did that happen??

Rudy Vallee, The Voice That Had Them Fainting: Hits from 1928-1937.

Anyway. Yes, from Rudy Vallee. “These Foolish Things (Remind Me of You)” from 1936. Enjoy, gang!