Also, interesting optics post from Trump. Apparently the goal is to blame what happens to Israel on the fake Biden Admin using “US taxpayer dollars” to fund Hamas….
“These Hamas attacks are a disgrace and Israel has every right to defend itself with overwhelming force. Sadly, American taxpayer dollars helped fund these attacks, which many reports are saying came from the Biden Administration. We brought so much peace to the Middle East through the Abraham Accords, only to see Biden whittle it away at a far more rapid pace than anyone thought possible. Here we go again.”
If you follow Q, then you know well the drop: “Israel is saved for last.” So I guess we will see if the end of this mess is finally in sight.
Meanwhile, I’m exhausted by everything, fed up with everything in my life, full of way too much negative energy that is going nowhere fast.
For instance, my thoughts early this morning: I don’t want to go to Toronto. I don’t want to deal with this show. I’ll just pay them back their money for the plane ticket and just be done with it…
(After 9 years of my life…)
And that is just a drop in the bucket of the types of thoughts I’m dealing with here.
A total onslaught.
A whole entire planet’s worth of negativity.
I’m going down to see my dad again tomorrow, which is the only high point in my life right now. And I’m going to take a break from the blog, among other things. I have no idea for how long.
Loyal readers know that I have been a long-time reader of tarot cards — like, for about 45 years.
Anyway, this card came up for me regarding all this and I’m going to heed it before I do many things I’m going to regret:
“[…] After the time of chaos, anger and pain depicted in the Three of Swords, the Four of Swords can signal that it is time to retreat. The Four of Swords is a moment of rest. Whether this is from a choice to withdraw, or whether it is from pure exhaustion, it is not clear. We are still tender from the wounds that were inflicted, and the battle weapons still hang above us as a grim reminder of what was lost. In order to continue and re-emerge in your daily life, you must take the time now to take a breather. There is always the faint fear that something more is bound to happen again and it is advisable that you take all chances to rest.
[…] The Four of Swords indicates it is time to gather new strength and prepare to face a new challenge. You have faced crisis after crisis, and it is wearing you out. You can face a new challenge only after getting away from everything and embracing a new atmosphere. […]”
It rained a little during the night, so now all the fall leaves that are scattered everywhere, are also wet from the rain, and the streets are wet from the rain, but the sun is out now and the sky is blue and everything just looks so autumnal and lovely this morning.
I don’t know if you caught Phil’s livestream last night, but, wow, I found it incredibly frustrating, antagonizing, and ultimately, annoying, so I shut it off.
Not something I usually do with Phil, is it???
He was doing this new format: 2 Lies and 1 Truth. Listeners could pick the topic, then Phil offered 3 statements and we had to pick (on telegram) which statement was true about the topic.
The problem is, that if/when we picked the statement that was a lie, he would not tell us which statement was true. So it was extremely annoying. It meant that maybe we got intel, but maybe we didn’t. And perhaps the intel we’d thought we had, and could rely on, was false, with no way of fixing that.
(The only thing I liked, really, is that Biden will allegedly resign and then be indicted for his crimes. We shall see.)
If you think this sounds like fun, though — and it seems like many listeners did find this fun — you can watch the replay here (2 hrs):
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Here, life is interesting. I vacillate between feeling really upbeat, hopeful, happy, and feeling really just over life, totally.
The play opens in less than 3 weeks. There are certain things about this production I’m not super happy about, but I have no control over any of it and maybe it will ultimately turn out splendidly. Sandra wants me to just have “fun”; that it’s only one production, in one city. Honestly, I’m trying to have fun, but for reasons I can’t post publicly on the blog, it gets really, really difficult to overlook certain things that are right in my face….
However, one truly fun thing, is that Wayne will be coming to Toronto for the opening and he has decided that he wants to rent an Airbnb house just for the two of us. So that really should be incredibly fun. (Back when he and I were married, the one thing we were always really good at was traveling together.)
And this way, Sandra and her husband, Ken, can be alone in the other Airbnb house. And she won’t have to worry about having too many people around while she’s trying to focus. So, honestly, that part of the trip should really be fun. And Wayne and I will attend 3 of the first performances together, and also the Drag Ball that Sandra will be judging after the Sunday matinee.
So I will have company. That in itself is a novelty these days. I am almost always 99.9% alone.
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Pretty much everything else going on in my life and on planet Earth is extremely confusing to me right now. I’m guessing I will adjust, eventually. But it is rough, gang. A full-time job, just keeping those vibrational frequencies as high as possible right now.
So I’ll just close with that.
I’m guessing that if you live in or around NYC, you know by now that Nick Cave is performing tonight, tomorrow night and Sunday night. On Tuesday, he will be in Boston. Tickets are still available for some of these shows. You can buy tickets HERE.
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Ross & Jono – Nehushtan: The Bronze Serpent (1 hr 18 mins):
If you have never seen James Tabor discuss this discovery, this is fantastic–
James Tabor – An Amazing Discovery: A Jesus Hideout in Jordan (37 mins):
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I can’t vouch for this, obviously, but it is interesting, so here it is–
From Real Raw News:
“White Hats Destroy FEMA’s EBS
[…] And chatter they heard. A puzzling blend of incomprehensible babble meant to confound White Hat efforts. Throughout September, FEMA conspicuously mentioned 24 cities in 16 states; White Hats interpreted the unencrypted prattle as misdirection, red herrings aimed at forcing them to waste valuable time and assets. Nonetheless, General Smith sent troops to three alleged locations, which held traps—squads of trigger-happy FEMA goons eager to squeeze off a few rounds at valiant Marines. In each case, though, the Marines outsmarted the dimwitted feds, killing 36 in total and taking five prisoners, and in one engagement that took place in Roanoke, Virginia, a cowardly federal supervisor, the sole survivor of a blistering firefight, stood amid his bullet-filled comrades, windmilling his arms in the air, shouting, “Don’t shoot! Don’t shoot! I give up!”
White Hats aggressively interrogated the prisoners, but none, including the supervisor, admitted to knowing the location of the EBS. […]”
Okay, so today is the test of the EBS. Here’s hoping all goes smoothly and there will be no unpleasant surprises…
I’m still hearing more rumors that Toronto (all of Ontario, really) is heading for another lockdown starting next week, so let’s all pray that this is just more fear porn.
I’m having an early lunch in town today with my friend Steve, and his wife might also be tagging along, which is curious indeed. She never tags along! (She’s 25 years younger than Steve and I, and is not usually that excited to hear about stuff that happened 50 years ago!)
Anyway. Stay safe, everybody. Here’s hoping for a beautiful day.
So, Phil’s Q&A last night was great! Again! 2 hours of fun! (For the most part, that is…)
If you missed this repost from GoodlionTV on Phil’s channel yesterday (a number of truthers were reporting this in various ways); worldwide financial reset underway! (I’m STILL thinking that the alert from my bank — see my post from Sunday — means the QFS is coming to the Hinterlands on October 31st!):
“Coincidence? I think not.
The USDebtClock
The Forex Chart
Both happen to “glitch” to zero on the same day?
Big coincidence right? 🙄
You all do know banks added every currency to this site yesterday right?
What are they preparing for?”
If you missed Phil’s livestream, here’s the replay:
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James Tabor — Bible Prophecy #11 Did the Jesus Apocalypse Fail? (51 mins):
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And, hey, remember this great song from 1989???!! This just popped up in my YouTube feed. I really loved this song:
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Okay, so, it is really looking like things are just barreling straight to the finish line, gang. I’m still hoping the EBS doesn’t come the moment I step off the plane in Toronto or something like that, but I guess we’ll just see.
Chris Sky posted to his channel, a city hall worker saying that a new lockdown is coming for Toronto next week — here’s hoping he’s totally wrong about that. That would absolutely totally 100% fuck up our play!!! We’ll see.
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If you live in NYC, you are so lucky right now!!!! (Other days, I’m not so sure…)
Thursday, Nick Cave will be doing an in-store signing at the Strand Bookstore on the corner of Broadway & E. 12th Street, and an “In Conversation” at the 92nd Street Y, promoting the US paperback release of his book, Faith, Hope & Carnage.
And then Friday, Oct. 6th, he plays the Kings Theater in Brooklyn (with Colin Greenwood on bass). Then on Saturday and Sunday, he’ll be in NYC at the fantastic Beacon Theater! (Saturday night is sold out, though.)
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Here, life is just really good. Another unbelievably glorious day is upon us. The kind of day where you look out at the blue sky and at the trees with their autumn leaves, and you don’t need to wear a jacket outside because it’s back up into the 70s, and everything just feels perfect. Plus, you don’t have to go into the train station (!!), and you can just stay home and WRITE (and also chat with Valerie on the phone!!).
So I’m going to get down to all that right now.
I hope you’re having a great day, wherever you are in the world.
Thanks for visiting. I love you guys! See ya!
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Yesterday marked the 6th anniversary of Tom Petty’s passing from this world. In honor of that, my breakfast-listening music yesterday was disc 2 of this fantastic, posthumous, collection:
And from that CD, I leave you with this! Such a great song. Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers and Stevie Nicks, “Stop Draggin’ My Heart Around”. 1981. Enjoy, gang!!
“Stop Draggin’ My Heart Around”
Baby, you come knocking on my front door Same old line you used to use before I said yeah, well, what am I supposed to do I didn’t know what I was getting into
So you’ve had a little trouble in town Now you’re keeping some demons down Stop draggin’ my Stop draggin’ my Stop draggin’ my heart around
It’s hard to think about what you’ve wanted It’s hard to think about what you’ve lost This doesn’t have to be the big get even This doesn’t have to be anything at all
(I know you really want to tell me good-bye) (I know you really want to be your own girl)
Baby, you could never look me in the eye Yeah, you buckle with the weight of the words Stop draggin’ my Stop draggin’ my Stop draggin’ my heart around
There’s people running ’round loose in the world Ain’t got nothin’ better to do Make a meal of some bright-eyed kid You need someone looking after you
(I know you really want to tell me goodbye) (I know you really want to be your own girl)
Baby, you could never look me in the eye Yeah, you buckle with the weight of the words Stop draggin’ my Stop draggin’ my Stop draggin’ my heart around
Stop draggin’ my heart around Stop draggin’ my heart around Stop draggin’ my heart around Stop draggin’ my heart around
And speaking of interesting banking news — my own local bank, here in the Hinterlands, sent out an alert on Friday, saying that they are “upgrading to a new digital banking platform” on Oct. 31st, so we all need to change our passwords by Oct. 30th….
It’s going to be a Q&A of some kind, and we always learn so much mind-blowing stuff during those Q&A’s.
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Big signs that things have changed–
BENJAMIN FULFORD UPDATE TODAY SEPTEMBER 30, 2023 – BENJAMIN FULFORD (24 mins):
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Here, things are great but I am unbelievably wiped out!
The train station was so busy last night that it was dumbfounding. We have never, ever, EVER been that busy before.
Luckily, I have great co-workers, and, truthfully, our customers are also really great. They really are — especially in the evenings. They are smart, funny, considerate, patient people of all ages. I kid you not. Which is why, once I’m at work, I don’t mind being there. The General Manager had to come in last night to help us get through the shift. She never works nights; I’m the night shift supervisor. But at the end of the evening yesterday, she said to me: “I can see why you like working nights here. You’re right, this is like a whole different place at night. The customers at night are much more fun.”
It’s the main reason why I hate it when they need me to come in and work a day shift…
Me at the train station last night — I’m in the apron:
But, anyway, my 63-year-old bones felt about 80 years old by the end of the shift last night, and they don’t feel that much better here this morning.
Still, it is a gorgeous day. I’m hoping to go back into town today and get the groceries, even though I’ll be back in town on Wednesday, to have lunch with my long-time buddy, Steve. He and I have been friends since we were 11 years old — since our wee bonny Jewish childhoods. He insisted we have lunch before I go to Toronto, so that we can celebrate that wonderful play I wrote with Sandra Caldwell — “The Guide to Being Fabulous!”– opening, finally, at the end of the month!!!
I don’t know if I have the energy to go into town today, but I don’t think I have enough groceries to last me until Wednesday…
Okay, so.
Today, marks one week since I went to Cleveland and had the time of my life — challenging as it was, at times. Every memory I have now, even the challenging ones, fill me with such a feeling of joy. I am so glad I took that trip!!
Nick Cave Live in North America Solo tour ( with fabulous bass player, Colin Greenwood)
And here’s this from a week ago:
Nick Cave speaks candidly about how his art helped him through grief (8 mins):
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James Tabor – Bible Prophecy #10–Is the Messiah Predicted in the Torah? (33 mins):
Ross K. Nichols – Roots of Faith – The Prophet Isaiah: VI (1 hr):
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That’s kind of it, gang. I’m getting the laundry underway here and then I’m going to figure out if I have the energy to drive into town.
Enjoy this magical Harvest Moon weekend. (I don’t know what it was like where you live, but last night, driving home in the middle of nowhere at 10PM, the Harvest Moon was just incredible. So big and so beautiful!!)
Thanks for visiting!
I love you guys. See ya!
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I leave you with this!!! Appropriately enough. I just love this song, the older I get. Enjoy, gang.
And there was this — very interesting tiktok video; article 2 section 4 has been enacted?:
From GoodlionTV:
“I wonder…. Could this be?”
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Strange stuff at Real Raw News regarding the never-ending mystery of General Mark Milley. Allegedly, he was finally arrested and is now at Gitmo. (Wait — wasn’t he arrested a couple of years ago and sent to Gitmo? )
Anyway. There are several articles about it, but here’s this one:
“Gen. Milley Cries Foul; Tells JAG He Still Works for President Trump
The dishonored Mark A. Milley, now at Guantanamo Bay, has told U.S. Navy investigators they “colossally screwed up” because he had been working undercover for President Donald J. Trump since J6 and that Gen. Smith’s ham-fisted mission hindered operational security, a JAG source told Real Raw News. […]”
In more depth — however there’s not a whole lot of depth to be had just yet:
Dr. Steve Turley – BOMBSHELL! KATIE HOBBS STEPS DOWN AS GOVERNOR OF AZ!!! (7 mins):
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I don’t know, gang, there is just so much STUFF right in our faces this week. To me, it just feels like everything is moving right along! Finally.
Okay.
From Ross K. Nichols & Jono – Azazel: The Lore of Yom Kippur (1 hr):
And I was finally able to get started on this great new course from James Tabor — you can sign up for it here ($49.95).
Jesus and the Dead Sea Scrolls — trailer for the new course:
And, yes! This means I am still taking more courses than you can possibly imagine.
I’m re-taking that course on The Gnostics & Nag Hammadi;
I’m taking that course from Stage 32 about creating podcasts for Intellectual Properties;
I’m still watching the webinar from Copyright Alliance about AI and Copyright Laws;
and, yes, trying to learn Ancient Hebrew, from one of Jeff Benner’s courses.
And now I have added James Tabor’s new course about Jesus & the Dead Sea Scrolls.
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So this is why I am not on the blog every day now, because I am also trying to get back to work on my many works-in-progress. Before going into the train station to work…
On that note, I gotta scoot!!
Enjoy your Friday, wherever you are in the world.
Thanks for visiting. I love you guys. See ya!
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Tonight, in Chicago!! (And tomorrow morning at 11:30am, an in-store book signing at the Seminary Co-Op Bookstore!)
And this, because it’s awesome and totally appropriate for today!!
“More News From Nowhere”, from Dig, Lazarus, Dig!!! 2008, Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds. Enjoy, gang!!
Wow, gang. Today is the day that my retirement check came so I’ve been trying to pay bills here this morning and EVERY website I’ve tried to access to pay a bill online has come up an ERROR page or ACCESS DENIED.
And when I call them on the phone, their billing departments all say that they are “making site upgrades” and to try again later…
Hmmm…..
Are we switching over to the new quantum Internet right now????
Okay.
My dear friend and partner in Abstract Absurdity Productions, Peitor Angell, whose new publicity photo I shared with you here yesterday — is going to be on a podcast on October 13th, so here’s that info:
And here is an older composition of his, from Convertible Music — a record that he is re-releasing soon:
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From Saturday–
Ross K. Nichols — Prophetic Parallels – The Prophet Isaiah: V (1 hr):
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And, hmmm — now the Writer’s Strike is suddenly over and for the first time in the known history of the world the writers are not getting screwed!
“New WGA Contract Explained: AI Is Not a Writer, Solo Scribe Shows Don’t Need Minimum Staff and More
The WGA emerges from the long slog of a strike and difficult contract talks with a deal that is far richer and more comprehensive than most industry observers would have predicted last spring when the fitful negotiations began. […]”
The Copyright Alliance recently had a free webinar: Artificial Intelligence (AI) and Copyright: The Next Frontier.
If you are a creative potentially impacted by AI but not yet a member of the Copyright Alliance, and would like to watch the webinar, you can join for free HERE. The webinar is now available to watch 24/7.
Again, I can’t stress enough how incredible Nick’s show was last night in Cleveland. If you can see him anywhere near you, you should go. It was really just a stunning show.
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I wanted to share this great new publicity photo of my dear friend and business partner in Abstract Absurdity Productions, Peitor Angell!! Peitor is also a composer, record producer and a film & TV scorer. I just love this photo of him!!
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Also, long before I was born, my grandfather ran the local movie house in Mayfield Heights, a suburb of Cleveland. I found some great old photos of the place.
I went here a lot as a little girl — my grandmother would take me to see movies there. But, by then, my grandfather had been dead for a few years already.
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As always, another photo of Keith from Instagram!
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Okay, gang. I’m playing catch up around here today.
I hope you’re enjoying your Tuesday, wherever you are in the world.
Thanks for visiting!!
I love you guys. See ya!
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From my driving to & from Cleveland playlist!! “Jesus of the Moon.” From Dig, Lazarus, Dig!!! Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds, 2008. Enjoy!!
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