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Gotta Love Those High Winds, Gang!

Jesus, it’s ridiculous out there.

The winds are so strong that I can barely push the kitchen screen door open to get out to the porch.

So far, though, my PTSD is totally in check.

AND–

It’s looking like the snow they predicted has disappeared, so we’ll see how that goes.

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MEANWHILE!

So the escalation of silver seems to have finally toppled one of those “big banks” we’d been warned about (BOA? I don’t know!).

Check out Phil’s post from yesterday (plus he seems really happy in his car video…)

Also, as you might have already seen, a lot of stuff going on with Shanghai silver the last several days…

All of this together, well —

Don’t quote me on it, but it seems like everything they’ve been predicting is finally happening.

It looks like 2026 will indeed be the start of some really great stuff — in the US, for sure, but likely world-wide. I’m hearing NESARA by Jan.1st, gang. We shall see!!!

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Okay!

In other good news.

Regarding Brigitte Bardot (see post from yesterday)–

Warren Ellis also posted some nice photos of Brigitte with her beloved pets! Here’s one of them:

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And here’s a few of Keith– mostly stuff people posted around his recent birthday:

Not certain, but I’m thinking that Johnny is finally Be-ing Goode!!
Keith in 1965. Photo by Bent Rej
On fire again…
Wearing an additional shirt in 1972

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I’m posting this late because I was notified that the post office had a package for me — my dad’s stuff!

So I went over there to take care of collecting that.

It turns out it is not really anything that my dad was saving for sentimental reasons. It’s documents — passport, birth certificate (!!), etc. But the birth certificate stuff is fascinating. It has my grandfather’s signature on it, for one thing, and I never got to meet him. He died in Cleveland, a month before I was born/adopted. But I have always felt oddly close to him anyway.

(And I was named after him — in Hebrew. Meaning my Hebrew name, Moshe (מֹשֶׁה – Moses), is in honor of my grandfather. My English name, as we all know so well by now, was in honor of Marilyn Monroe.) (Yes, I’m oddly named after both Moses and Marilyn Monroe.) (And since my grandfather ran the local movie house in Cleveland, and also built/owned a drive-in movie theater, he would probably be oddly satisfied that I was named after a leader of Judaism and a movie star.)

Anyway.

My grandma always kept a beautiful framed black & white photo of my grandfather on an end table next to “his” easy chair. The chair is long gone but the photo is in my room…

In the box, there are also some very old home movies that were transferred to a VHS cassette! It will be cool to watch it but I don’t think I am on it. I think the home movies pre-date me. I want to watch it and see what’s actually on there. It will be cool to see all the old relatives that have been gone such a long time now. All of them were Jewish refugees from Poland. They came over to America in the early 1900s and settled in Cleveland, Detroit, and NYC.

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I want to quickly mention that the Zoom class with James Tabor yesterday, for his new course, “Christianity before Paul”, was amazing. Wow. I am just loving this course.

The class was a little over 2 hours. It was mostly about Theophilus of Antioch, a Bishop from around 180 AD, and it was really just kind of staggering. Along the lines of the Didache, which pre-dated him by about 120 years (?).

I was sort of shaking when the class was over. Only because when we see all this stuff from before the Council of Nicaea, we get closer and closer to what Jesus was actually teaching before they put the New Testament together and made Christianity “official”.

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Anyway. Sorry this is so disjointed but as of right now, that’s it!

Keep your eye on the banks.

And enjoy your Monday wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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I leave you with this.

In honor of the James Tabor course, I think.

It oddly (!!) came up on my playlist last night, on my way home from being with the retired Minister and his lovely wife and cat.

I’ve posted it here before, but here it is again!!

From my wee bonny girlhood in Cleveland, my absolute favorite song from Hebrew School. “Hinei Ma Tov (Behold How Good)”, this version by Paul Wilbur. Enjoy, gang.

“What is the deal with this WEATHER?”

Okay, so it’s going to be in the 60s today.

As in Fahrenheit.

Although, culturally, it’s also likely to be in the 60s around here today, since I started my glorious morning with this fantastic cassette in the retro boombox next to my bed:

And I have to add that I did not want to get out of bed this morning. By that, I mean, get out of bed again, since I had already been out of bed for 2 hours before getting back in it at 6:15AM…

Anyway.

So today: rain all day and a balmy 60-something degrees Fahrenheit.

Followed by tomorrow and Tuesday: More snow!

So fucking weird.

But I’ve decided to keep all the Christmas stuff out until Thursday, since we’re going to have more of that “festive” snow. Even though it doesn’t feel like Christmas at all anymore, because I’ve had the darn tree up for almost a month already.

But I was just lying there, listening to surf music and thinking about how much I love that style of guitar playing. And I was getting wistful, thinking about all the things in my life that are gone now and all the things that are upcoming (if you can get wistful about something that hasn’t happened yet).

But since I have yoga, shower, zoom class with James Tabor — before leaving for my shift with the retired Minister and his lovely wife and cat… I finally forced myself to get out of bed.

And here I am.

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So, I’m sure you know that Brigitte Bardot died today at age 91.

There were tons of photos and tributes to her all over Instagram, but Susie Cave’s page was the only page (that I saw, at least) that posted photos of Brigitte with her beloved pets.

All the other pages had photos of Brigitte with her beloved breasts…

Anyway.

I absolutely love this song and it is always the first thing I think of when I hear the name Brigitte Bardot!

Serge Gainsbourg & Brigitte Bardot, “Bonnie and Clyde,” 1968 [in French}:

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And sort of speaking of Nick Cave (by way of his wife, that is)–

Here’s this!

Nick Cave, holding up his eyebrow and looking at something, but we will likely never know what…

And here’s this handy reminder!!

The Wild God Tour begins in less than a month in Australia and New Zealand. These unforgettable shows are the band’s most celebrated live production to date, and their first shows in the region since 2017. Renowned for their exhilarating and unforgettable performances, The Bad Seeds are widely regarded as one of the most thrilling live bands in the world. Acclaimed New Zealand singer-songwriter Aldous Harding will support the band at all shows.

Buy tickets HERE!

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And in her uncanny ability to never, ever fail us (unless she goes on vacation)–

From Phyllis Stein’s Instagram page:

Willy (Mink) DeVille! 2008:

Photo by William Coupon

And here’s another song of his that I absolutely loved, and it was indeed part of the soundtrack of my early years living in Manhattan, since I used to also listen to him on my Sony Walkman a lot while riding the A train:

“A Train Lady”

Everybody’s own line
Written for the subway
It’s just another train ride
Hey, why you walking that way
Hey hey hey

You’re looking for a good time
Then you could look-a this way
You’re sippin’ on your lemon-lime
Hey why you lookin’ that way
Hey hey hey

I thought you were a sweet thing
When I saw you riding on the A train

I saw you in the window
Checkin’ out my mohair
I follow far as you go
I believe I’ll find a song there
Hey Hey Hey

I thought you were a sweet thing
When I saw you riding on the A train

So when you’re riding on the A line
And when you feel the backbeat
Lady lookin’ so fine
Wish you’d sit by my seat
Hey hey hey hey

Falling over my feet
Following you all the way to High Street

Yes all the way to High Street
And I wish you were my baby
All the way, all the way
All the way to High Street

c – 1978 – Mink DeVille, Dave Forman

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If you’re interested in this kind of stuff–

Dr. Eli’s Blog has a lot of keen insights about how to understand the New Testament, by way of explaining the translations of the original Greek and/or Aramaic:

Jewish Studies for Christians

Today’s topic: “Why Jesus Called Gentiles Dogs”

“…The Greek word Jesus uses, however, is not the harsh term for stray dogs (κύων / kyōn) but the diminutive κυνάριον (kynarion—’little dogs’ or ‘puppies’). Most scholars see these words as deliberately softening the image… Jesus is drawing a theological, covenantal boundary. The ‘children’ represent Israel, God’s covenant family. The ‘bread’ symbolizes the blessings of salvation and healing. The ‘dogs’ signify Gentiles—those outside the household yet close enough to receive scraps. …”

[full article here. 5-minute read]

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And here’s this–

Loyal readers of this lofty blog know that I’m a big fan of nicotine (not cigarettes) and it’s many health benefits.

If it is a new topic for you, this is a great, in depth interview.

Alex Clark — Nicotine Is Not the Villain: What Big Pharma Hides From Parents | Dr. Bryan Ardis, DC (48 mins):

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Other than that, I’m still in that strange sort of mood that I was in yesterday. And I wish I had time today to just sit and stare.

Although I can’t wait to see the retired Minister’s wife later today, to thank her for that adorable Christmas gift she made for me.

And even though I’m actually very eager for that first zoom class in James Tabor’s new course to get underway today, I will be really happy when the day is behind me and it’s evening and I’m walking in through my kitchen door, and eventually collapsing on the couch in my family room with a couple of cuddly kittens and watching yet another episode (that I’ve already seen!!) of “Mrs. Brown’s Boys.” And then — having tomorrow off.

Moving ever closer to 2026.

Yay.

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So on that note — I gotta get moving here.

Enjoy your Sunday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Let’s close with this!!

It came on my playlist in the car, just as I was exiting the freeway yesterday afternoon and heading home to the Hinterlands!

More vivid memories of my early days in Manhattan, gang.

It really made me smile. I cranked up the volume. (And FYI, the anniversary of Joe Strummer’s death was just a few days ago. He’s been gone now since 2002.)

The Clash. “This is Radio Clash,” 1981. Play it loud. Enjoy, gang.

Every speck of snow is gone!

And now it’s just rain.

And now it totally doesn’t feel like Christmas. It doesn’t even feel like the New Year is coming up.

Not sure what it feels like, but I’m tired. I know that.

Yesterday, when I arrived at my favorite 95-year-old Japanese man’s house, a Christmas card addressed to “Marilyn” in care of his address was waiting for me. From his kids in Florida:

“It was such a pleasure meeting you, Marilyn. Thank you so much for taking such good care of our dad. He is so blessed to have you. Have a very Merry Christmas.”

Wow.

It broke my heart in the best way, you know? How beautiful. But then right away I feel guilty because I know that I’m retiring… it is going to completely disrupt his entire world. At least for a while.

So that’s part of why I feel so tired today. I’m emotionally worn out. And I’m heading right back over to his house this morning.

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Okay.

I don’t really have much to post about today.

Well, there is this!

Just one from a bunch of photos I found on Instagram yesterday, of Keith and Patti’s recent wedding anniversary.

I liked this one best because it shows how sophisticated they are, and that means a lot to me!

Oh, and I also thought it was cool that I was number 909 who hit the like button!

I always loved this song when I was a wee bonny girl in Cleveland!! (The Beatles, though, not the Stones.) And it’s still fun:

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At some point after I get home today, I want to finish listening to Lecture One in the new James Tabor course “Christianity Before Paul,” because tomorrow at 12:30PM, right before my shift with the retired Minister and his lovely wife and cat gets underway, the first live zoom meeting for the course will be happening and I don’t want to fall behind.

I’m hoping that this course can keep my mind busy until after the New Year, when I have my first real meeting with my accountant in NYC about how I actually go about retiring and then, you know, retire.

And Sandra is just sort of waiting there in NY, tapping her foot, looking at her watch, waiting for my retirement to begin so that she can send a fucking truckload of NOTES my way!

When we spoke a couple of weeks ago, she already had 60 pages of notes just on the TV project!

I’m excited, you know. I really am. This is the point of retiring, so that I can go back to my writing projects full-time.

But I am so tired, I need a vacation, but Sandra and I also need to get back to work. (And I need to get back to NYC!!! Just because I miss it…)

So that’s sort of why my energy is all screwy right now. I’m happy, I’m excited, I’m eager, but my heart is breaking all at the same time.

Meanwhile… smoking and drinking don’t actually exist for me anymore so that sorta sucks…

I have to rely on the power of my magnificent mind.

OOOPS! I meant:

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Okay.

I guess I’m gonna scoot and get this day happening.

Have a lovely Saturday, wherever you are in the world!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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I leave you with this!

Without getting too personal about it — I think I’ve mentioned here before that my favorite 95-year-old Japanese man used to know Yoko Ono, back in NYC in the early 1960s. His first wife, who was also Japanese, and Yoko were friends.

He was asking me about Yoko yesterday. He wanted to know if she was still alive. I said yes. And so I googled her and we looked at current photos of Yoko on my phone. (He was delighted to know that she was still alive.)

So let’s leave with this! “The Ballad of John and Yoko”, by The Beatles. 1969.

Enjoy, gang. I love you guys.

A Rainy St. Stephen’s Day in the Hinterlands!!

And even though I have to go back out into it all today, I don’t mind. I had the best Christmas, gang.

Oh, and St. Stephen is my Patron Saint — he’s the Patron Saint of Ministers (deacons, etc.). So this I guess is my day! Yay!

(And yes, I have a minister’s collar just like that one above — I got it when I got my Ministry Degree from Ohio Christian University and then got ordained. But I haven’t worn the shirt in probably 10 years…)

Oh, and I think it is so cool that my birthday falls on the Feast of Mary Magdalene!! But that’s not related to my ministry at all. Just something I love.

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And on a similar note–

Yesterday afternoon, I finally began James Tabor’s new course with Myth Vision, “Christianity Before Paul”.

Wow, what a great course this is going to be, gang! I spent about 2 hours on it yesterday and still have about 30 minutes before I’m done with the first lecture. There are a lot of really great introductory materials in the first lesson. An overview of the Hebrews and Judaism, of Palestine, Israel, Judea, and the Galilee, the various Herods, various Kings and Emperors, Babylonia, Persia, Greece, Rome — from 2000 BCE up to about 400 AD and Constantine and the Council of Nicaea.

Just really great stuff. And that was all stuff you have to read before you start the actual first lecture.

Just so up my alley, gang. I have taken all of James Tabor’s courses so far, and I already know that this one is going to be my favorite, even though it has way more course materials than any of the other courses had, so it’s going to take a while.

Yes! Coffee and studying hard make your hair turn brown again!!

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And speaking of hot brunettes having great hair days!!

Rowland S. Howard in 1982:

Along with Nick Cave and Mick Harvey!! (I miss those great hair days!!)

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Okay, so back to Christmas….

I got many “Merry Christmas” texts from friends hither & yon yesterday, and my birth mom called me, and so did Wayne!

He and I had a really nice chat, and he also updated me on his opinion of The Curse of Our Profound Disorder. (My new novel.) He is ALMOST done, finally. He has about 12 more pages to go.

The novel is not that long, it’s just that he has been extremely busy. He works at the Union Club on Park Ave. in NYC, and it has been non-stop crazy-busy there since October.

The Union Club — Wayne has worked here as the maître d’ and head bartender for over 30 years. It only costs upwards of $50,000 to join the Union Club and the dues are about $10,000 a year… (not joking)

Anyway. Wayne is still liking the book, but I am very, very curious to find out what he thinks of the ending. So that should be any day now!!

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And I ate a lot yesterday!

Since I didn’t have to cook anything, it was really fun to just keep grazing on all the leftovers in the fridge! (Including ice-cold leftover pizza, which I’m actually quite fond of!)

And I sat in the family room and snuggled on the couch with a couple of sleeping kittens and a bunch of fleece blankets and I watched maybe three reruns of “Poirot” from Season 2 (1990). Another one of my all-time favorite shows.

And then I actually went up to my bed and took a nap, gang. An actual nap!! What a luxury. It felt so great.

But today, it’s back to the regular caregiving schedule.

I’m heading out here soon to my favorite 95-year-old Japanese man’s house. And, YES!! On Friday, I did indeed stop off at the gas station and buy him one of those pre-mixed, single-serve vodka cocktails. A small bottle. (And before I showed him his fantastic gift(!!), I diluted it with water in the kitchen…)

But he was in paradise, gang. He was so happy. His face really lit up when I brought the bottle into the living room, along with a festive cocktail glass!

And I also brought him a little packet of those Pringles Mingles bowties, that I poured into a festive bowl:

Anyway, he really had the best time. Sitting in his recliner and feeling like he was in a private Christmas cocktail lounge or something.

Today, will be a lot more low key, though…

Oh, and I have to tell you about this.

The retired Minister’s wife gave me a Christmas present as I was leaving their house Sunday evening. I unwrapped it yesterday morning.

I knew it was going to be some sort of homemade craft — she is really, really creative and talented. But it absolutely blew me away! It is so cute!! A little stuffed snowman with a stocking cap — made from little Christmas socks. It’s weighted at the bottom, so he sits straight up.

My heart melts every time I look at it. It is just so cute. (I don’t want to post a photo of it because I don’t like to expose the private lives of my clients.) Oh, and she also gave me a handmade Christmas card that was just adorable, too. She is very talented.

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And I ended the evening watching still more reruns of “Mrs. Brown’s Boys” because I am, like, so totally addicted to that show during the holidays.

And then I went off to bed early, to sort of get my head back into work mode.

But it was such a great Christmas. I have not been that relaxed in a really long time.

But now I gotta scoot!

I hope you are enjoying a happy St. Stephen’s Day, wherever you are in the world!!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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I leave you with this!!

My favorite version of this very old song — the song takes place on St. Stephen’s Day!

The Irish Rovers’ version of “Good King Wenceslas”. So fun. Enjoy, gang!!

Happy, Happy Christmas, Everybody!!

Wow, has my Christmas gotten off to a really wonderful start.

Johnny left around 9:30 last night, so I got to bed a little bit late for me. And I was planning to sleep in — I have absolutely NOTHING to do today!! Yay!! No laundry, no housecleaning, no cooking, no meeting any friends in town for lunch, no errands. No nothing!! Yay!!

So I was going to sleep in a little late.

UNTIL–

At 4:33AM, I slowly awoke and just barely heard a teeny-tiny “meow meow” sound and realized that somehow Huckleberry had managed to get herself closed up in my bedroom all night.

And now she was either asking for a little water, a little food, the litterbox — and likely all 3!!

So I got out of bed, opened the door and let her out and about 10 other cats & kittens came barreling in!

So I got back in bed — with all of them happily pouncing all over me. And I just laid there for awhile, thinking about how happy I am.

(And something else really cool happened yesterday afternoon that it is too soon to post about on the blog, but wow, did it make me feel delighted, gang. I can only say that it has to do with my novel The Guitar Hero Goes Home.)

Anyway, I took my time getting out of bed, but, still, I was out of bed before 5AM. Took care of the many cats & kittens, indoors and out on the kitchen porch. It’s very mild today, so Tiki did not want to come inside, plus she had one of her fluffy friends with her.

But for the first time in weeks — perhaps months, really — I felt totally relaxed, happy, joyful, peaceful. All those great feelings.

And I decided to have my breakfast in the family room, all the Christmas lights on, and get snuggled into all the fleece blankets on the couch, and watch a rerun of “Perry Mason” on TV. One of my all-time favorite shows. While I took my time, for once, and had my breakfast.

It was just so nice. To have nothing to do but relax. I had one of my retro TV tables set up in front of me. A small glass of juice. My piping hot cup of coffee. My bowl of fruit and cereal with plenty of organic milk, on the little TV table…

And then–

Freddie McFee suddenly came leaping up onto the TV table!! Even if I hadn’t had a bunch of liquids on it, it isn’t big enough for him to leap up onto!

And yes!! Juice was in my lap. Coffee was everywhere. My bowl of cereal was a close save. I was so fucking pissed off!

I had to immediately change into a clean nightgown, a dry robe. Throw everything –including most of the previously snuggly fleece throws — into the fucking washing machine.

And begin again.

By now it was 5:50AM and Perry was showing Lt. Tragg and Burger the Prosecutor, who had really done it. So it all happened pretty quickly.

But wow. Merry Christmas. But on we went!!

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Last evening was very nice!

This was the table before the pizzas and salads (and before Johnny arrived), so there was plenty of food!

And as luck would have it, about 10 minutes before Johnny arrived, Saffie decided to go into heat!

Yes. Thank you very much.

She got along splendidly with Johnny but she did not stop her high-pitched yowling throughout the entire evening. (We basically stayed in the kitchen the whole time he was here.)

And then her brother, Cuddles, came into the kitchen. And Angie McGee came in — she liked Johnny, too. And then Bobby McGee came in and he was wild about Johnny.

Even Tiki came inside for a quick bite to eat.

So they were all getting along splendidly. Christmas music and cat-in-heat-yowling. And lit candles, and Christmas lights. And a ton of food.

And then, at the end of the meal, Johnny said the funniest thing:

HE: “Well, I guess I’ve met all the cats now.”

ME (loud guffaw): “Johnny, there are 15 cats in this house. You haven’t hardly met any of them.”

He couldn’t believe it.

That just cracked me up. But, literally, most of the cats hide whenever anyone comes into the house. Which I appreciate because it makes me look like I’m not some sort of crazy cat lady…

But, anyway. We had a really nice Christmas Eve.

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And there is a ton of food leftover, so I don’t have to even think about cooking until maybe Monday.

And this morning, after “Perry Mason,” I watched a couple more Christmas reruns of “Mrs. Brown’s Boys” before heading back upstairs to my totally comfy bed — with another cup of coffee– and I stayed in bed, reading and listening to Christmas music on the Oldies FM radio station, until 9:30AM!!!!

Can you believe that, gang?? It just felt so great.

And now I have no real clue what I’m gonna do, but it’s going to involve a lot of doing absolutely nothing. Upstairs and/or downstairs on the couch (where the snuggly fleece blankets are clean, dry, and snuggly once more!).

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Okay!

I hope that wherever you are, and however you spend this day, you are joyful, peaceful, and happily expecting something terrific to come your way!!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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I’m gonna leave you with this!

And I’ll dedicate it to my friend, “Shezaboss”!! When I unearthed this song again in 2023, he really helped me learn to just love this song all over again.

It’s a song I wrote in 1984, as an homage to the Rolling Stones, and all those great Glam Rockers that I loved so much in the early 1970s.

My original demo of “Since the High-Heeled Boys Came Home” .

(And the photo below was taken in the hallway just outside the door of my E.12th Street apartment, and the guys in the photo were my band at the time: Suri and Rubin, from Argentina, and Lloyd, from the East Village. And they’re playing on the demo.) (Photo taken by Valerie in Brooklyn!!)

It’s NYC in 1984 all over again. Enjoy, gang!

Okay, Finally!!

I hope you have a really Merry Christmas Eve, if you celebrate it!

Yes, as usual, I am absolutely EXHAUSTED — trying to do all the last minute Christmas Eve stuff last night after a 10-hr. shift, then literally forcing myself out of bed this morning at 4:33AM.

But I’m heading out here soon to see my favorite 95-year-old Japanese man.

He sort of knows it’s Christmas, but I am probably the only person he is going to see today so I’ll try to make it a merry few hours… (I might stop off at the gas station and pick up one of those pre-made vodka cocktail thingies for him. I have another gift for him, too, but Methinks anything whatsoever with vodka in it will make his holiday a really merry one…)

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Here was the view this morning as the sun was coming up — this is at the bottom of my stairs, looking through the family room to the dining room:

Yes, the kittens have re-arranged all the lights on the Christmas tree, but at least they’re still on there!!

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So, I will have a few things to do in the kitchen the very moment I get home from my shift — a lot of scurrying around before Johnny comes over to celebrate Christmas Eve.

Since I’m working today, I don’t have time to make any type of traditional Christmas dinner. Just a bunch of fun holiday food that still allows me to — YES!!!! — get out all of my many Christmas dishes!! Yay!!!

Just something simple thrown together at the last minute…

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Another quick note about my dad’s Estate —

I got an email from the Trustee of his Estate late yesterday afternoon, saying that they had just FedExed me my “dad’s belongings.”

I did not know there was anything left. I’m guessing when I get the box I will open it and then cry! I have no idea what will be in there, but I’m guessing it will be things my dad had saved for a really long time.

But the timing of the probating of his Will is helping me have truly the best Christmas I could have ever imagined.

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Okay.

Here’s this!

Nick Cave in church?? Apparently listening raptly!

And Nick Cave sent out a Christmas Red Hand File today!

Dear Red-hand-o-philes,

Wishing you all a wonderful Christmas, happy holidays, and a glorious New Year! See you in January!

Love, Nick

And if you live in Australia or New Zealand, you will really see him in January!! Buy tickets here!

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And here’s this, just ‘cuz it’s Christmas and it makes me so fucking happy to look at it!!

Ronnie and Keith!! Eternal heroes from my wee bonny girlhood!

It serves to remind me that I have officially survived 51 Christmases since the worst Christmas, ever — 1974: Greg’s death, my nervous breakdown, the gang rape in my basement. BUT!! The Stones also released THIS!!! Yay. Worth living for, I guarantee it.

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All righty!!

Before I scoot, I gotta say THANK YOU once again!! You guys keep on downloading those old eBooks of mine over at the Smashwords Christmas sale and I really, really appreciate it.

Thank you, thank you, thank you!!

Okay. I better scoot. I am so fucking busy it is ridiculous!!

Have a very, very MERRY Christmas Eve, wherever you are in the world!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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I leave you with these!!

Keith, John Lennon, Brenda Lee, Elvis!!

Enjoy, gang!!!

Counting down here in the Hinterlands!

Okay, gang!

The final day off before Christmas Eve!

I’m going to spend most of today cleaning the house (again!!). (Vacuuming, mostly, because that is a never-ending process with so much carpeting and all these cats.)

But I do have to say that the kittens have been so great about all the Christmas decorations. They still climb the tree occasionally, but all that does is sort of rearrange the lights. No big deal.

But NOTHING has broken!! Their furry little selves have been so well-behaved!!

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Other than cleaning house, and doing yoga, and washing my hair… and making another pot of soup for the week… oh, and doing laundry, I will probably chat with Johnny in the afternoon and then maybe take some time just for myself, to sort of contemplate everything that’s coming up in 2026.

However, I have still not watched:

  • “A Christmas Carol” — the very old black & white version
  • “Mr. Magoo’s Christmas Carol” — isn’t Christmas without that
  • “The Bishop’s Wife” — original black & white version
  • “Rudolph the Red-nosed Reindeer” — also isn’t Christmas without that
  • “The Thin Man” — might wait ’til Christmas Day for that one
  • “It’s A Wonderful Life” — non-colorized version!!
  • “A Charlie Brown Christmas” — absolutely is not Christmas without that!!!

So, you can see that I’m way behind in my Christmas-watching. I’ve seen about a bazillion repeats of all the “Mrs. Brown’s Boys” Christmas episodes — while continuing to laugh over and over even though I know all the jokes by heart. But that was all I could manage so far this season, before falling dead asleep at night.

I’m planning to just keep the movies going while I clean the house today. That way, I can at least hear it all in the background and then cross everything off my list! Yay.

Me, not at all overdoing the Christmas thing

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Okay.

I don’t know how she got this — she didn’t elaborate. She just said “photographer unknown”. Hmmm… (a strange thing to get so quickly, without knowing who took the photo…)

However.

From Phyllis Stein’s Instagram page last night!! Keith and his birthday cake, from Thursday!!

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Okay.

From last week —

Simcha Jacobovici – Hanukkah: Not a Jewish Christmas (4 mins):

From Ross K. Nichols on Sunday–

What Do the Shapira Fragments Really Say? (1 hr):

And from James Tabor & Myth Vision–

Yes, I couldn’t wait to order this course almost 2 weeks ago, and yet I still have not started it!! Anyway.

An overview of the new course:

Christianity Before Paul: Rediscovering the Jewish Jesus Movement (18 mins):

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And I think that’s it for today, gang.

I’m gonna get things started here. Remember: tomorrow is 10-hr. Tuesday (a 10-hr. shift PLUS last minute insane grocery shopping!!), so I likely won’t be posting here.

Have a splendid pre-Christmas Monday, wherever you are in the world!!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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I leave you with this!

Nothing says Christmas like Jose Feliciano and “Feliz Navidad”!!!

Enjoy, gang!!

Happy Winter Solstice to the Northern Hemisphere!

Good morning, everybody!!

It’s a clear, sunny — but cold — first day of winter around here!

When I stepped out onto my kitchen porch at 4:30AM this morning, the black sky was so incredibly clear. I could see all the stars for miles and miles. There was a really great feeling in the air.

And the raccoons had been by. They ate up every single solitary morsel of cat food that I’d set out for Kon Tiki & friends yesterday.

Oh, and also yesterday, at my favorite 95-year-old Japanese man’s house, I encountered 5 beautiful deer in his backyard. And, later, while driving back into the village of Crazeysburg, there were about 8 swans in one of the de-frosting cornfields!! This morning, starlings are everywhere in the trees around my property and the cats are sort of glued to the windows. (This bit about the cats is, of course, a figure of speech. I do not allow my cats to get into the glue…)

Anyway, Happy Winter Animal/Bird Day everyone!!

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Okay.

Here’s this!

I’ve had some trouble piecing together what this was all about, but it seems to have been a fundraiser for a new church organ? Not sure. But it took place at St. Bartholomew-the-Great, the oldest parish church in London.

Nick Cave and Colin Greenwood performed by candlelight there on Friday night. (I believe this is the church Nick Cave actually attends?)

I can only imagine how moving this was, gang. Because these two could create magic together out back by a trash bin. And in an old church in London by candlelight??? Wow.

And speaking of Nick Cave

There is still time to order something over at Cave Things and get it in time for Christmas!! (Maybe.)

For instance!!

Sex Pencils!! They are guaranteed to be sexual, unisexual, hip & sexy, and super sexual!! ($21 + shipping)

And right now, I believe you can get free pencils with every Christmas order. Click Here.

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Okay. I am loving this!

Outlaws, Revolutionaries, and Other Christians in Disguise

I found out about this podcast last evening on Instagram and I am halfway through listening to Episode 16 and I am really loving it:

Longing for God: Jack Kerouac, the Strange Solitary Catholic Mystic

The Saint of Holy Groveling, the Hungover Mystic, and a deep, aching longing for God

Jack Kerouac is remembered as the voice of the open road, speed, freedom, and excess, yet beneath the motion lived a deep spiritual loneliness. He carried an intense longing for God that pleasure, travel, and rebellion never resolved. The party always ended in sadness. The road always circled back home. Formed by Catholic prayer, haunted by sin and grace, and bound to his mother in a small house far from the myth, Kerouac lived as a strange solitary mystic, restless for God and unable to escape the ache of faith that followed him everywhere.”

The podcast only started this past January, so there’s a chance I can actually get caught up on their previous episodes: Goethe, Dostoevsky, Chesterton, Solzhenitsyn, Blake, Pasternak, and more. Writers whose works I really love.

You can find the podcast here and then choose your preferred platform.

Subversive Orthodoxy: “Subversive Orthodoxy is a place for people who are burned by politics.  We’re tired of culture wars and worn-out ideologies, but still have some hope that the Judeo-Christian story has something real to offer the modern world.”

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And speaking of Kerouac —

From the Kerouac Estate on Instagram:

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And here’s this–

Keith with one of his grandsons (maybe even the first one, judging by the color of Keith’s hair) (in the description below the photo, it said this is a grandson):

And Keith topless! Yay! (Adults only please!!)

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Okay!!!

Thanks again to Phyllis Stein for coming back from her vacation and for posting some more great photos on Instagram!!

Patti with the Patti Smith Group and TOM WAITS peeking in!! (mid-1970s)

And two of Patti and Jim Carroll in San Francisco in the 1970s:

(I loved this man so much, gang. I took a songwriting/poetry course with him at the West Side Y in NYC in 1984. You had to actually submit your writing to get into the class and when I got in, I hit the moon! There were maybe 12 of us in the class. What an incredible experience it was. The course lasted several months. And, wow, was Jim Carroll tall!)

Here’s this. Jim Carroll reading from his second collection of diaries, Forced Entries, in Cleveland, 1991 (1 hr):

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And here’s this!

I listened to it while making my dinner last night (and also texting with Johnny at the same time so it was a wee bit distracting!)

Abraham Hicks – Why Action Won’t Make you Rich (15 mins)

I especially liked the part about “Maintaining Your Vibration Despite Outside Influences” . (Ooops! Looks like you have to listen directly on YouTube. Just click in the box.)

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Phil seems to want everybody to have access to the Justice Department’s Epstein Library. It is searchable!

Click HERE

Word of warning, though. There is a TON of graphic stuff in these court testimonies and some of it will make you sick. (Especially if you’ve ever been trafficked or forced to have sex of any kind.)

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Other than that…Let’s switch gears!!

Wow, gang.

Christmas is almost here. Which means 2026 is also almost here. Which means that my retirement is also almost here!!

Johnny has asked me a couple of times:

HE: “What is the first thing you want to do the moment you know you are free from all the caregiving jobs and can do anything you want?”

ME: “Sit down at my desk and write.”

HE: (Looks at me sort of blankly.)

But that’s it, gang. Yes, I want to go camping (he already has a really long list… It includes cool places like Key West, the Adirondacks, and a place in Georgia). I do want to do that. But as loyal readers of this lofty blog know so well by now — I have a TON of half-finished and almost-started projects on my desk. I cannot wait to be able to give them my complete attention again.

PLUS!

Sandra is just basically sitting there in Rhinebeck NY, waiting for 2026 to get started so that she can send me all of her NOTES on the upcoming play Off-Broadway, the proposed new TV project, and our re-visitation of the screenplay for “Tell My Bones: The Helen LaFrance Story”.

I know this doesn’t sound like retirement for most people, but for me, it is finally getting to have my life back and I can’t wait.

Oh, and part of the publishing contract for my new novel includes: When will you be available to come out here and promote the book???

There is a chance that the book might be released by February, gang. But that’s not definite yet.

So, I wake up at 4 in the morning, and I stare at my dark bedroom and I just sort of think, Wow. And soon after that, I get out of bed.

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All righty!

I’ve got some yoga to do and then I have the retired Minister and his lovely wife and cat later today! And some more Christmas movies, no doubt! (And while I do have to drive home in the dark, there is no SNOW, no ICE, no HEAVY WINDS!! Yay. Just things like the Ronettes singing “Sleigh Ride” over and over and over for 22 miles!!)

So I’m gonna get all that underway here.

Enjoy your Sunday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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I leave you with this. The most amazing Christmas song ever.

I listened to this several times while in bed last night with the lights out and the votive candles flickering and tried to keep my heart from galloping away from me .

I do not know where the years went to, gang. I only know that they flew by. And now both Shane McGowan and Kirsty MacColl are both dead. This song just breaks my heart now but when I listen to it, I am still inundated with all the love I had for this man and his gift for writing incredible, and now incredibly eternal, songs.

“Fairytale of New York,” The Pogues. 1987. Enjoy, gang. And let’s take a word from William Blake while we’re at it: He who binds to himself a joy / Does the winged life destroy; / But he who kisses the joy as it flies / Lives in eternity’s sun rise. See ya!

Everything has Officially Changed!

Including the weather.

Wow, was it sort of like the weather from hell yesterday.

Fucking insane winds — luckily I was able to bring all the outdoor Christmas decorations inside before they went sailing down the road.

And because of those 40 mph winds, the already cold temperatures dropped to about 2 degrees Fahrenheit.

And then, yes, it snowed. All day! Why wouldn’t it?? I only had to be out and driving around in it!

Jesus, what a day.

But today, even while it is still cold, it is sunny, with no wind, and so it is basically totally okay out there and me and my favorite 95-year-old Japanese man will indeed be going here today! Yay!

For the first time in 3 weeks. So we are both looking forward to a little bit of sushi, a little bit of sashimi, and a tiny bit of sake (for him)! We’ll see how that goes!

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The quick update about Valerie in Brooklyn is that there really is no update yet. She doesn’t know if they’re going to try to do the surgery again, or if they will try something else entirely.

She was extremely tired yesterday, so we only texted. Today, I’m planning to speak to her on the phone. But she doesn’t really know anything about what to expect next, because the doctor never called her to update her yesterday.

But, for some reason, it might not be really bad news. regarding the condition of her heart, I mean. So we shall see!!

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Oh, don’t forget!

This was released for digital streaming yesterday! I got it on Amazon Prime, but it’s basically at all music streaming platforms:

(I have not listened to it yet, though, because I am deep into Merry Christmas Music Land!! And The Death of Bunny Munro is definitely not a Merry Christmas story!)

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In addition to the weather, the other thing that has completely changed…

Loyal readers of this lofty blog no doubt recall that my dad died over a year and a half ago.

During these 18 months since his death, my relationship with him has truly blossomed into a wonderful spiritual thing. Honestly, he is with me all the time and he helps me keep going, keep finding my way.

Well, yesterday, his Estate was finally probated — over and done now. And I got a copy of his Will.

You know, my own Will is 3 pages long. I was expecting my dad’s Will to maybe be about 10 pages.

Try SIXTY pages! Jesus, when the heck am I supposed to read that?? Curious, indeed.

And even though it was a relief to have that document and to finally have closure on that side of it, I find that I am sort of grieving today. I guess it’s because it’s the official end of his physical life story.

I wasn’t expecting to feel this grief because my dad and I were in a very good place when he died, and it got even better between us after his death. It was kind of a weird and sudden shifting-of-gears this morning, going between the physical and the spiritual realms. Who he was for me while he was alive is now completely over. That story is done.

But I know, I absolutely know without doubt, that he is onboard with my upcoming memoir (about my various father figures in the 1970s). So my spiritual relationship with him is truly just getting started. So I know I’m going to be okay.

Meanwhile, it’s Christmas and I find I’m having an unexpectedly happy one this year. So on we go.

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I guess that’s it for now.

Have a happy Saturday, wherever you are in the world!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Okay, let’s close with this!!

Even though it’s nowhere near as old as most of the Christmas songs I usually listen to, it’s kinda getting up there now, isn’t it??

But I absolutely love this! When it comes on the Christmas playlist while I’m driving in the car, it gets absolute full volume!!

Mariah Carey, “All I Want for Christmas is You”. 1994. Enjoy, gang!!

Hoping for a Peaceful Day

It’s too early for any updates on Valerie yet, but I’m guessing it’s going to require the kind of surgery where they have to open her up now. And I know she will be dreading that. (See yesterday afternoon’s post — the surgeon could not do the less invasive type of heart surgery yesterday that he’d been hoping to do.)

I hope to be able to reach her later this afternoon and find out if she knows anything more yet. And just see how she’s doing. She was, of course, hoping that all of this would be over & done before Christmas.

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Well.

A light dusting of snow here this morning, but the rest of the day is more of those high winds and rain. So I won’t be taking my favorite 95-year-old Japanese man out for sashimi & sake until tomorrow.

With all the bad weather and then the trip to have lunch at the golf course — we haven’t actually been out for sashimi in 3 weeks. So we are both looking forward to that tomorrow!

And I’m just hoping today will be a nice and easy shift. We shall soon see!

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Before I forget–

A huge thank you to everyone who is downloading my really, really OLD but TOTALLY FREE erotic eBooks over at the Smashwords Christmas sale!

It truly does not cease to amaze me that so many people are still interested in these eBooks, year after year. (They contain works from 1994-2011.)

The direct links to the books are on my substack page HERE, if you missed it. The sale runs until New Year’s Day 2026. (For adults only, please!!)

Thank you!!

Yesterday, I noticed on Draft2Digital (the site that has basically taken over Smashwords now), that they have all my eBooks and print books listed from LULU, as well. I was surprised by this and will have to look into that more thoroughly after the holidays are over and I have some time.

Not to un-list them, just to find out what the direct links are.

Because, in my opinion, 1954 Powder Blue Pickup has all but disappeared since Amazon Kindle killed it in 2021. (Saying it violated their obscenity policies, which is just absolute and total bullshit.)

Anyway, I have actually heard from a couple of long-time readers over the past few years that 1954 Powder Blue Pickup was their favorite book of mine (strictly in terms of erotica, not literature) and yet it hardly sells because no one can find it online.

But it does look like Draft2Digital is carrying it now! I will keep you posted. (But it is absolutely 100% without doubt for adults only. And also totally hetero. “Thank you for your attention to this matter. – DJT”)

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This really cheered me up this morning!

For some inexplicable reason, I had totally forgotten about this! I absolutely LOVED this movie!!

This old photo from the film popped into my Instagram feed this morning–

Nick Cave, playing the character Freak Storm in the Tom DiCillo film, “Johnny Suede” from 1991:

Nick Cave, playing Freak Storm

Oh my god, gang, what a great movie that was. It was just insane. I will have to find it online and watch it again.

Meanwhile, here is a short clip of Freak Storm talking to Johnny Suede (played by Brad Pitt):

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And here’s this!

Posted yesterday by Keith & Patti’s daughter, Alexandra Richards:

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And other than that…

You know that I can’t complain. So much good stuff is going on in my world these days. (And more good stuff is getting ready to happen in the upcoming year). However, I have that undercurrent of stress right now over Valerie’s heart problems. (She has come close to having a heart attack twice in the last couple months.)

So I am trying to stay focused on a positive outcome and just breathe. And sort of pivot my focus to all the good things that are going on right now, too.

And I guess, with that said, I will get ready to head to town.

Have a great Friday, wherever you are in the world!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Okay, let’s end with this!

If you have ever wondered what kind of wife I was… well, I think it speaks well for me that both of my ex-husbands remain good friends of mine. But they also each have one of those Official Citations from the Commander-in-Chief of the United States of America, recognizing their Extraordinary Heroism and Bravery in the Face of Constant Insanity, etc.

Something like that!

However, during the Christmas season of 1992, when Wayne and I were engaged, I recall putting this specific song on “repeat” with the volume up loud enough to hear the song playing when you walked in the front door of the apartment.

And in the living room, I had set out a champagne bucket with ice, with a bottle of champagne in it, a couple of champagne flutes sitting next to it, some twinkling Christmas lights on.

I went out and left the apartment like that, knowing that Wayne would find it when he walked in from work that evening and it would make him smile. (It did.) (Listen to the actual song, it’s the swinging-est “Jingle Bells” ever. A great song to come home to, when you’ve been catering endless Manhattan dinner parties and you just want to light a cigarette and have a glass of something/anything on ice!!)

Okay. “Jingle Bells” by Dean Martin! Enjoy, gang!! See ya.