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A Splishy-Splashy Spring Rain Sort of Day in Crazeysburg!

It really is feeling like Spring around here, gang.  That beautiful Spring rain; when you know that soon enough, everything is going to be green again!

And tomorrow is a big day around here.  Not only is it St. Paddy’s Day and not only are we hugely part-Irish — and we have not one but two lucky ginger cats in our household to prove it!! — but, as loyal readers of this lofty blog no doubt recall, it’s also the day that we celebrate all the cats’ birthdays!! (Lucky 7 !!)

They are the surviving members of a rescued feral clan, all of them related (most of them born in the basement at the old house), so I know when all of their birthdays actually are.  And they were all born either on or around St. Paddy’s Day, so it’s just easier to say that this one day of the year is their collective birthday.  And for their birthday, they get the same thing every year:  catnip toys! Because all 700 of the ones they already have, simply are not enough!!

Even though they usually ignore brand new toys, preferring the extremely old, chewed-up tried & true ones; it’s still fun to watch their bewildered faces as I toss 7 brand new toys out into the middle of the family room all at once. Like confetti.  They look at the toys and then, with supreme disinterest, they turn around and walk away!!

It’s too cute.


So it’s pretty much all bad news today, folks. So I won’t belabor it too much here on the blog. Lots more bad news about that fake v  a  c  c  in e, gang, so PLEASE, do not get it. Do not let anyone you love get it.  Because if you do take it, you should basically hope you die on the spot; since once you’ve taken it, it is pretty much guaranteed to alter your DNA, and affect your body’s ability to fend off viruses and diseases  for the rest of your life. And if you’re young enough to still be in your fertile years, you run the very high risk of becoming sterile. Guys and gals, both.

Of course they’re promising that the Quantum Med Beds can reverse all that damage, but why not just skip the mRNA in the first place? And if you live in one of those areas of the world where the D **P St * te is getting closer and closer to insisting that you get jabbed if you want to actually ever leave your house again — because in all honesty, they do indeed want you dead, regardless of who you did or didn’t vote for — then I would suggest this:

Taurus G2C 9mm Pistol, Black, 1-G2C931-12 - Hyatt Gun Store

(My personal favorite, only 200 bucks, brand new.)

(Seriously.) (And/or try turning off your TV!)

Your television is your absolute worst enemy. And they’ve always known it.

From Edward R. Murrow, in TIME Magazine, July 15th 1957 (!!):

“It might be helpful,” said Murrow, “if those who control television and radio would sit still for a bit and attempt to discover what it is they care about. If television and radio are to be used to entertain all of the people all of the time, then we have come perilously close to discovering the real opiate of the people” […] [TIME archive here]

And what else happened right at that same time in history??

[…] Since the 1950s, the C  I  A started recruiting journalists, editors, and students in order to write and promulgate false stories. The C  I  A’s stories were entirely propaganda and their employees were paid huge salaries in order to promote such fake news. Essentially, the C  I   A managed to control both national and international newspapers through a bribe.

During the ‘50s, C o  r  d M  e  yer and Allen W. D  ull  es devised and organised a propaganda outreach program. They recruited leading American journalists into a network in order to promulgate the C  I  A’s views. […] [full UK article here]

Operation M o ck in g bird is still in full force today, gang.  Worse than ever before. Turn off your fucking TV already!! It is no joke. And if your friends and loved ones are still watching it, I suggest this:

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(To the TV, not to their heads!) (They’ll thank you for it, eventually.)

(Listen to this song and take it to heart! Use it as a mantra, even!!)

Okay. Well.  That said, I’m still posting the podcasts below that I think will give you information you can actually use in some way. Not just stuff to upset you that makes your world feel out of control.

It doesn’t mean that some of that stuff below won’t make you feel angry, but I guess there’s an important difference in continuing to find joy and meaning in your actual personal life right now, and hiding your head in the sand.

Okay. I’m gonna scoot. Have a really terrific Tuesday, wherever you are in the world!! Thanks for visiting, gang. I leave you with my breakfast-listening music from this morning! “Midnight Man,” Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds. Enjoy!! I love you guys. See ya!



Below: Keyboard Op er a tor checks in (9 mins):

Below: Nicholas V e n i a min  and  Dr. Chritiane Nor th rop. Extremely rough to listen to because it is all so horrific,  but if you still know people who are oblivious to what’s REALLY going on with that fake v  a c  c i ne make them watch this! (47 mins): (If it won’t let you watch, visit link here!)

Below: Michael J  a  c o and M  e L  K (1 hr 25 mins):

Below: P * tr i ot S t re  e t fighter.  This will eventually move to r  u  m  bl e a nd you can find it here.(52 mins):

Below: R * d P * l l 7 8 News ( 27 mins):

Below: X * 2 R * port Financial (19 mins):

Below X * 2 R * port (50 mins):

I’m Late Already and the Day Just Started!

Okay, I’ve actually been up for hours here, but I still feel like I’ve lost that hour from yesterday and so I’m scrambling…

Today is starting out as a really rough day.  Sometimes, I don’t know how much longer I can take this stuff — the fake C* VID, and the intensely intense sound asleep brainwashed Leftist drones who keep enforcing their fake C* VID fears onto the entire fucking world making us want to kill them.  The unending and truly staggering Disappearing Money Trick that won’t leave me the fuck alone. (I don’t necessarily want the old world back, but I need the money to start coming in again here in the new world. I don’t know how much more I can take…) (It honestly takes every ounce of mental strength I can muster every single fucking morning to not have a nervous breakdown before breakfast is even over, gang.)

And the evil — I need all the evil to stop. Like, now. I need to stop waking up every single fucking day to some new evil that I’d been unaware of before going to sleep the night before. Okay? I really need that to stop.

The other thing is that I’m not going to post any more videos/podcasts here that I think are unnecessarily disturbing. I think we all know that there are dire circumstances out there, all over the world.  We don’t need constant reminders; we need to be reminded, instead, of our power to still live engaged and productive lives.

Also, any podcasters that I believe put forth a premise that I have known my entire life to be false — even though I know I’m not right about everything, there are simply certain things I know I am right about. Well, when I find a podcaster putting forth something as fact that I don’t believe is fact, it now makes me suspicious of everything else that person says. So I just won’t be posting it here anymore. Regardless of how interesting and/or thought-provoking it might seem. You can always find any of this stuff on your own and make your own choices, anyway.

Okay, that said, there weren’t too many of the usual  podcasters I follow who posted stuff yesterday. So between that, and my new policies, there are only the X  2  2 R e ports from yesterday below today, gang.

And now, I seriously have to scoot.  I need a new fucking (great) life, like immediately. So we’ll see how that goes today. (Methinks I’ll be reaching for that Pharma GABA any minute now…)

Thanks for visiting, gang. I hope you have a good Monday, wherever you are in the world. I leave you with my breakfast-listening music from today: the song, “Carnage,” from the the new album CARNAGE by Nick Cave & Warren Ellis. A beautiful song. Enjoy!! Okay. I love you guys. See ya.


Below: X * 2 R * port Financial (14 mins):

Below: X * 2 R * port (39 mins):

Dear Diary, Someday I Want Them To Give Me All My Hours Back!!

It is that day I truly dislike, gang — that day where we set our clocks ahead and lose an hour and then I spend the next month or so trying to pretend that the “new time on the  clock” feels normal.

But I always feel like I’m racing against the clock. Even though it’s still morning here, I feel like my day is half over!!


Okay. Well. For some reason, there were no podcasts to listen to last evening that weren’t about a liens, the c a b al, the  N W O, and all that good stuff of which nightmares are made.

It is actually kind of fascinating, when you can get past the awful stuff.  You know, this (until now) parallel world that was right next to us forever. And it’s all coming out into the light now.

One of the videos from last night (P h il S c h nei der)  is already gone. But if you have yet to watch a video featuring the late P h il S ch n eider, I have one posted below, however it is of very poor quality. I have seen others that are much, much better. So you can hunt around for them, if you’re interested.

He gave lectures on his years building d e e p under g round m* li tary bases ( DUMBs) , what they were actually about, what the a liens and the m * litary were up to inside them, the technology they’ve had for decades that was kept hidden from us (until now).

They murdered him, of course, after he gave something like 17 lectures in one year. (Back in the 90s.) Several were recorded, though, and have wound up online.

So check it out, especially if you are still on the fence about whether or not you believe in any of this stuff. He will likely change your mind.

And then Jessie Czebotar discusses what it was like to be a child growing up here in the US in the c a b al and the fascinating things she was taught to do with her mind. (By a N a z i, here in the U S, as part of that operation paper clip thing that was so wonderfully successful for all of us.)  And she talks about her life lived down in those DUMBs, tunnels, etc. What she discusses about the various members of our federal government as well as Hollywood and also the music industry — and their involvement in the c a b al; it will probably turn your stomach, but it is still worth knowing. Especially since most of these people have (allegedly) already been taken out.

It made for an interesting evening, though.  Left me very much lost in thought, as I laid in my bed, with my beautiful Himalayan Salt Crystal lamp glowing.  Wondering about all my own many involvements with spirits, and psychic phenomena throughout my lifetime — yet all of it, without question, was loving and helpful and kind. (Except for the people in my actual life, my family, that is. Odd, right?)

You know, now that we are learning all this awful stuff about people like the Bush family (actual Nazis), O ba ma, O  p r ah, our beloved h  i l l ary, Ma donna, l  a d y g a ga, etc., etc.; I find it sort of interesting that I have never actually liked any of these people, and most of them, I actually despised.

Turns out, it was for good cause.

Curious, isn’t it? That you just get that “gut reaction” to people on a spiritual level, and then it turns out that they are actually evil? Jesus, you know? I’m still really disappointed by T  om  H an  ks (to put it mildly), and the Mr. & Mrs. G  e o r ge Cl o  on ey’s, who seemed nice enough.  It, of course, makes me wonder who else that seemed “nice enough” — or whom I actually might really like— will be revealed to be part of all this s a t a  n ic stuff.

I’m still trying to get my mind around the idea that J  F  K Jr is still alive… (It turns out, our beloved cl in tons, who are apparently no longer of this world, I’m not sorry to say, will try to murder just about anybody.)

The world has gotten so weird in the last few years, hasn’t it? But along with all this bad stuff, came some really, really great stuff, too. That’s for sure. My life has never been happier. Even while it has gotten very simple and very quiet.

All right. So. I need to get moving here, gang. I just feel like my morning is disappearing and I want to do some writing today. It is chilly right now, but it’s a truly stunning day out there. I hope it’s similar wherever you are in the world!! Thanks for visiting.  Hang in there. All sorts of good stuff is on its way! I love you guys. See ya!!


Below: Poor quality but still fascinating. Ph i l S c h n e ider talks about his experiences building deep un der ground m* litary bases, a liens, what the U S and a liens are really up to. (1995.  He was murdered not too long after these lectures.) (1 hr 10 mins):


Below: Jessie Czebotar talks in depth to Michael J  a  c o and C ar min St ut er about growing up in the C a ba l and what they taught her about using the power of the mind, energy frequencies, the dem on ic realm, etc. Intense. Don’t miss it.  (1 hr 37 mins):

Are We In That Cool Future Yet??

No, not yet.

However. One good thing about the future is that it always gets here somehow.

Speaking for me, personally, I can’t wait for that QFS to arrive!! (Quantum Financial System, aka NESARA/GESARA).  Because I know for certain that the current financial system ain’t working for me at all!!

How long, oh Lord, how long???!!!

Oh. That said, I just want to send out a reminder again that I’m still hearing intel that they expect the stock market to crash by the end of this month. I have no idea if it will or if it won’t, gang. I’m just passing that along so that you can stay mindful. I’m also hearing that it will crash to make way for the QFS.

Here’s hoping…

I haven’t mentioned this on the blog before, but they have been saying for awhile now  that T o m H an ks was already executed for Crimes Against Humanity ( p e do p h i l ia and mur der ).  If you listened to the P * t r i ot S t reet fighter the other night, he said that when TH was taken out, he was not remorseful at all.

When I pictured that in my head — that defiance — I don’t know. It sort of stunned me that TH really was evil. And apparently proud of it.

And another thing that I had heard yesterday on one of the podcasts ( God only knows which one, at this point) was that  H  * n t er B* den purposely made his laptop available to the world through that pawn shop, in order to finally bring down his father. (If you aren’t aware — the real J o e  B * den, the one who is no longer with us and is definitely not in the W H,  was married to his children’s babysitter. You now know her as Dr. J * l l B* den. And that prior to marrying the babysitter, his wife and daughter were curiously killed in a car accident. Apparently, what we were all thinking about that curious situation is also what H u n t er was thinking about that curious situation.)

Anyway. H u n t er is allegedly gone now, too.

Another thing I’ve been hearing — and perhaps you’ve all known this for a long time, but I have no real interest in the crowned heads of Europe, so I don’t follow any of that. But I’ve been hearing that not only is the current p  r  i n c e H a  r r y fake, but that he’s been fake for years. That they took out the original p r in ce as a little boy, because of a royal paternity question.  Just the thought of that is so sickening. However, you know, you can look at photos of the p r i nce as a little boy, and then look at other photos of him as a slightly older little boy, and his appearance does appear to suddenly change while he’s away “in boarding school.”

I have no idea if that stuff is true, gang, because I really don’t pay attention to any of those people.  I was really saddened when D i an a was murdered, but I was not a follower of hers, either.

Still. How do you deal with that at Christmas? Hanging out with your whole family and you’re all pretending that the fake little boy  sitting there at the dinner table with you is actually your brother…


You know, even though people can really be just evil, this stuff is also just so sad, gang. When human beings can’t come up with anything better to do with their time on Earth than wreck the lives of others. And/or murder them.

I still feel, though, that the second half of this year will be a lot brighter than it is right now.  We just have to somehow hang in there and trust that justice is already occurring  and that what we see playing out in front of us is, for the most part, fake.

Okay. It’s still super early here, gang, and I think I’m going to refill my coffee cup and go back to bed!!

For some reason, the X 2 2 r e p or ts were not posted last night.  But I have some other ones below that I enjoyed a lot.  So hopefully, you will, too. (I really love Jason [17], btw. That guy is just so awesome — so devoted, fixated, enthusiastic, positive, joyful. I wish he was my kid!! I would have loved to have given someone like that to the world.)

Okay. Enjoy your Saturday, wherever you are in the world, gang! Thanks for visiting. I love you guys, See ya!


Below: And We Know (30 mins):

Below: Ch * r lie W *  rd and Nicholas Ven ia m in  (25 mins):


Below: Ch * r lie W * rd and the awesome Jason [17}! (1 hr):

Below: Nich o las V en i a m in with Alexander Q u i nn (36 mins):

Below: P * t r iot S t r eee t fi ghter with  Victor A  v  i  l a. When this is removed from Y ** T * b * you can find it on r u m b le here.  ( 1 hr):

Here’s Hoping that Spring Isn’t Fake, Too!!

I’m seriously not buying into this idea that snow could still be coming our way, gang. It is so feeling like Spring!! But we shall see.  The nights are still getting cold, but the days are wonderful again.

(Plus, I’ve heard m* l i t ar y  intel that the H.A.A.R.P. thing has been taken out now by Space Force (?), and that mini-H.A.A.R.P. ‘s arriving in tankers from c  h  *  na  have been blocked from ever reaching the docks in L.A. ?)

Anyway. I know. There’s still such a thing as actual weather… sometimes! So we’ll see.

Okay. Wow. Got some spring cleaning done yesterday. And some laundry. And some cooking. It was a really nice day here.

I also tried to get caught up on some of the lengthier podcasts and, so naturally, it took my attention away from doing any of my own writing.  But it is so hard to switch gears right now. Everything feels like it’s “incubating” though, story-wise, and will simply arrive when it arrives.

I think the most interesting podcast I listened to yesterday was an hour and 40 minutes, Mi  ch ael J a  c  o  chatting with Brad O l s on about one of his new books, Beyond Esoteric.  It was one of those types of chats wherein I constantly asked myself: How come everybody in my microscopic little world is  talking about aliens  and/or M  K Ul t ra right now?? Jesus. But it was, indeed, extremely interesting.

I have sort of avoided all things fake-B * d en. So whatever he talked about yesterday, and all these horrible new Bills that are getting passed by C on g re ss, and all this garbage about C * VID, etc., is going right over my head.  I’m more interested in the MANY comms coming from D  an  s c * vin o on In sta gram over the past few days. I’m not that good at interpreting intel, so it’s fascinating to then jump onto t e le  g r am and see how everyone else interprets it. Things are moving, gang. And even though everyone is warning us to “be patient,” it sure feels like some sort of good momentum is building all over the place, right??

Although we are also being warned to be on the lookout for a false flag regarding a mass shooting that will make us all want to give up our 2nd Amend ment right to own a gun…. Here’s hoping that this time it won’t involve defenseless children ( s a n d y  h  o o k) (or defenseless anybody, for that matter, but I wouldn’t bet any money on it).

Other than the fact the people are actually getting killed, I just have to step back from this whole show and try to get clarity on the better show that is coming.  I can’t get emotionally involved in what is playing out right now. It all feels so false. Like, even more false than it’s felt so far.

In fact, I’m so far out ahead of myself these days, that when I go out and see people still wearing m* asks and acting like C * VID exists, it really just jolts me. Why on earth are people still wearing those m* sks??  And then I remember…. oh yeah. We’re still right here.

But it’s moving along. I hope you feel it, too, wherever you are in the world these days.

By the way, I want to thank those of you who are buying the new books — and still steadfastly buying the OLD books!! (We’re talking short stories that are 20-30 years old already!) But thank you. I really appreciate it. It helps me to remember that I still have a life out there somewhere, that I am hoping to get back to. (As soon as we wipe out the R  e  d  M e na ce for good…)

(I think it’s extremely interesting that the R o t  h schi l d s invented So c i al ism — as a way to get peasants to willingly enslave themselves.  They were behind the invention of “Marxism.” That was one of those things that when I awoke to it, I was kind of flabbergasted. I always thought it was a legitimate, although misguided, social-conscience movement. It was all fake. It was all about control and greed.  I knew it always ended up that way, but I had no clue it started out that way, too.)

I have to say it again, gang: Life is just so fucking weird right now.

All right, I’m gonna scoot. I leave you with my breakfast-listening music from this morning. It’s been posted here many times, but here it is again! “Love Letter” by Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds. Enjoy. And thanks for visiting, gang. I love you guys. See ya!


Below: Dave N * no R o d r ig  u ez and j u an o sa v in (1 hr):

Below: P * tr iot s t r ee  t fi gh ter (1 hr) (Remember, these get reposted to r u m ble eventually and can be found here.):

Below: N ich olas V e n i a min and Alan F ount ain discuss the royals and O  p r *h (25 mins):

Below: R * d P * l l 7  8 News (32 mins):

Below: X * 2 R * port Financial (15 mins):

Below: X * 2 R * port (49 mins):

Contemplating Everything!

My gosh, gang. Okay.

So G  e  n e  D * c o  de insists that Tr **p was indeed in Switzerland last week, and also at the W  H. So I guess we have to simply decide for ourselves who it is who consistently proves to have the best intel and align with that.

I know what I’m thinking, but you have to decide for yourself.

The chat yesterday with cir  st  en w, p * triot stree t fighter and gene d * code was short and sort of strange, since CW was really upset about something which is included in the video down below. It is still worth watching because of a few of the things GD says.

However, there was an additional chat between  p * triot stree t fighter and gene d * code, that happened afterward, which was awesome. That was about an hour and a half and is also below.

And it’s  interesting to me that toward the end of the latter chat, the Anunnaki are mentioned, because I am currently thinking about them all the time these days.

(And if I had to hazard a guess — Nick Cave just sent out an amazing Red Hand File that seems to reveal that he, personally, has Anunnaki DNA!!!) (I’m sort of just kidding, since, honestly, I have no clue whatsoever what Nick Cave’s actual DNA structure is! But you can read his RHF here and, once again, decide for yourselves!!) (And even while I own a couple of those biography-type books on Nick Cave, I haven’t actually read them. I’ve skimmed them and come to the conclusion again and again that I’d “rather not know” and prefer to sort of learn as I go, in real-time.)

Okay!! I digress!!

The Anunnaki.

If you aren’t part of the s  e c  r e t  s  p ac e pr o gr am and yet you’ve tried to make heads or tails of the Anunnaki, you will find that it gets complicated. For the most part, they appear to be part of the evil Cabal. And not just that, but the very darkest, evilest part of it. And perhaps even the creators of it.

And yet, Biblically speaking, there seem to have been several factions of Anunnaki, wherein at least one faction appeared to be somewhat benevolent to humankind.

Obviously, I don’t know. What I think about constantly, though, is all these giant-sized skeletons around these parts, which have proven to be about 2000 years old. They had relics buried with them in some of the mounds, which had ancient Hebrew writing carved on them, including the Ten Commandments — which, in my opinion, seems to be sort of “pro-human”.

These ancient local skeletons had a DNA structure shared by some of the Native American tribes still in existence here in America, but also DNA that comes from areas of Europe (yet apparently not Siberia or Asia, where they believe many of the Native American Tribes originally came from). (The Anunnaki, of course, come from another planet. But, allegedly, they mated with humans at some point. Although I can’t imagine how. One of the infant skeletons found in a burial mound here in Muskingum County was 3 feet tall…)

While your imagination runs away with the image of a human female not only mating with a giant but giving birth to a 3-foot-tall infant…

It is really quite interesting to me — how evil the Anunnaki are alleged to be —  because I don’t feel that any of the ancient spirits around here are evil. Not at all. So I don’t know who they might actually have been, but they were indeed giants. And they were from the Biblical era, literally.

It’s a lot to ponder. But that’s what I’m good at.

All righty. So tonight, B * den is not only supposed to give some sort of speech to the nation, but apparently it is going to be the set-up for his eventual downfall as our beloved fake 46th p r  e s  i dent.  (Amend ment 25 etc.)  Setting the stage for either our beloved fake k a  m a  la  to become the fake 47th p r e s i dent, or — as talked about in the X 2 2 R  e  por t below —  time for the fake h i  l l  ar y to step in and become the fake p r e s i d ent.  (And keep in mind that at least 2  of these 3 fake people are alleged to actually already be dead.)

I’m not sure how much popcorn you have on hand, gang, but this is going to require a lot of it.

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And while this is all completely confounding, the sad fact is that this is all part of a strange but very real worldwide war, wherein people are actually being killed (and rescued!!). So we have no other choice but to sit this out and be patient and wait.

As I mentioned yesterday, my brain is trying to shift gears here and get back to working on some of my many writing projects that came to a standstill last summer.  So I might try to do a little bit of that today, gang. We’ll see how it goes. These are such strange times. It is so easy to get distracted.

You know, 11 years ago, I went through a phase where I was trying to get my life onto a different timeline. I believed it was possible to do it, but I didn’t really know how. I would spend a lot of my meditation time, trying to achieve it — you know, somehow jump onto a different frequency or something.

I now know that in any endeavor, the energy of “trying” is a blocking energy, and that the energy of “knowing” is the energetically freeing pathway.  To “know” something means that it’s absolutely open.  Although I haven’t made any attempts to get onto any other timeline or frequency, etc., that I’ve been aware of. However, this morning at the kitchen table, I was writing in my Inner Being Dialogue journal, as I have been doing for almost two years now,  and this morning, it suddenly told me that I was on a different timeline — and it seems to have happened when I bought this 120-year-old house and moved out here to the middle of nowhere.

I was not expecting that at all, and I find it very interesting. So I’m going to ponder that today, too. See how I feel about that.

I also have a ton of spring cleaning to get to around here, and I want to try to fit that into the mix. So I guess I have a lot going on around here.

I guess I’ll get back at it. I hope you have a great Thursday, wherever you are in the world. Thanks for visiting, gang.  I love you guys. See ya!


Below: p * triot stree t fighter and gene d * code. Awesome! Don’t miss it. (1 hr. 20 mins):


Below: Cir  st en W,  p * triot stree t fighter and gene d * code. This is a little strange, but still has some good info after the 10-minute mark. (37 mins):

Below: C  h  * r lie W *rd, S a c ha St one, Michael Tellinger (44 mins):


Below: And We Know (33 mins):

Below: Accordin’ To Jordan News (39 mins):

Below:  R * nd P * l l 7 8 News (32 mins):

Below:  X * 2 R * port (42):

Below: X * 2 R * port Financial (17 mins):

Now You See Them, Now You Don’t, Folks!

I apologize again, gang. Yesterday was one of those days when my thoughts were just way out of sorts. I’m a little better today. so onward!!

So. This is how I feel about the news and podcasts out there right now. They seem to either focus on the overriding politics — which, as of right now, are entirely fake, worldwide. Or they are more [17]-related, and very forward-thinking. And actually, underneath it all, quite positive.

You can likely guess that I am focusing on the [17]-related stuff. It is much more empowering and literally frees up your brain and keeps it from being locked-in to the insanity of “now.”

Here is an excellent example of why I say that (photo below). If people still can’t see this, then I don’t know what to say anymore. I honestly don’t. Politics right now is fake. The players are disappearing from the playing field.  They are getting arrested and/or executed. Some of them have been absent from the field for a long time now (comparatively speaking).  They have been replaced by actors (sometimes even CGI-type things), in order to stop an all-out war. (Even though we are actually in a war here — WWIII, as it were. Just fought so differently from what we’ve always understood to be war.)

[full article from 2/9/2021 is archived here. It includes many photos of people who have already been taken out and replaced with doubles.]

There are certain podcasters out there who, in my opinion, worry too much about getting the rest of America to wake up to all of this.  I am so past that. I kind of feel like, if they aren’t awake by now, they are simply being stubborn or just don’t want anything to do with it, anyway, ever.

Because of that, anything that happens in the “news,” I basically dismiss it. Not only is it fake ,it is also “old” news, in a way. Meaning, it’s been manifested here on this plane of consciousness already. Let’s focus on what is coming and on making it the best it can be. For us.

To me, this means not only focusing our thoughts in careful ways, it also means priming our bodies to be full partners with our minds.  now more than ever. Because we are up against so many lies. And, in my opinion, we are our own best “tuners” —  we can tune to the frequencies that bring clarity. And we can learn to trust that clarity.

Even though I’m obviously still grieving the death of my mom (super-human though I am, she only died 11 days ago; I think it will take me perhaps another hour or two to really get over it ) (just kidding, of course, God knows when I am going to process it all). Anyway I’m still grieving, but I’m still hard at work, here, to not get bogged down by depression, etc.

And in ferreting out the most appropriate news everyday — man, there is some seriously awful shit out there that we also have to contend with right now.  But knowing about it, and accepting it, can be balanced by a certain sacred sovereignty within our own lives.  It is the only way that Life’s sacred meaning will survive this horrific stuff.

(For example: How do you process that insane O  pr  ah thing from the other night? A “previously taped” interview. The woman is clearly wearing an ankle bracelet. Meaning that she is in a perpetual state, now, of being under arrest. The M S M of course photo-shopped the bracelet out of the picture that they “officially” released. And allegedly H  ar  r  y  and  me  g  h an are already under arrest, body doubles are the ones out and about now.  (See article linked above, from February, and try to decide for yourselves.) And now people are appealing to the “queen” to disown them for their weird interview. However, the “queen” is allegedly long gone — along with most of the crowned heads of e u r o pe. She was, after all, found guilty a few years back, in the complete and utter disappearance of 10 children  from British Columbia, back in the early 1960s. So, it would seem that, on the surface of our daily lives, a total travesty is enveloping us on all fronts.)

Anyway. I digress.  We are moving out of the season where building up our immunity against various coron a v iruses is transitioning (also known as flu season).  And I’m thinking it’s more important now to focus on decalcifying  the pineal gland, and also on detox-ing heavy metals. (I believe it’s important because of our exposure to things like chemtrails and H.A.A.R.P., which allegedly have been stopped now. But the damage is still potentially inside us, although that is just my personal opinion.)

And even though I spend most of my time now, helping people wade through the many supplements, vitamins, trace minerals, etc., that are out there; I think that just being mindful about your food choices can take care of most of the work.

You can tell by those 2 lists that you don’t have to get crazy in order to make some serious inroads in uniting the power of your body with the power of your mind.  With that, comes clarity. And with clarity come the keys to the Kingdom — your personal sacred domain and true birthright, really.

So I’m still trying to stay caught up on the alternative “news,” but I feel so positive about the outcome we are barreling towards that more of my focus is being attracted by podcasters who are [17]-related, and able to see beyond the charade of the fake news. Also, I need to begin focusing on my various writing projects again.

Before I close, I wanted to share this photo with you. A while back, I mentioned about the giants who lived in this area of Ohio thousands of years ago, and who left behind their many burial mounds. Many of the mounds were excavated back in the early 1800s, and the giant skeletons and ancient Hebrew artifacts were eventually “lost” by the Smithsonian. (I am of course under the opinion they were never lost, but are somehow being withheld since what was uncovered in the mounds lends an uncanny credence to the faith followed by the Latter Day Saints and to what is chronicled in the Book Of Mormon.)

As some of you know, among my many writing projects, I have a novel-in-progress, called Down to the Meadows of Sleep, which focuses on these giants, who easily transition timelines and help solve a murder. So the history of this whole area of Muskingum County is just fascinating to me.

Giants, nephilim, Anunnaki - Google+

All righty. On that note, I’m gonna close, gang. Thanks for visiting.  Later today, Cir st en W chats again with B  i s h op  Larry Gai ter s, and then cirst en and the P * tr iot Street f ighter will chat with G ene de code! As soon as those get posted to Bitchute I will post them to the blog! They are always mind-blowing!!

All right.

Thanks for visiting. I love you guys. See ya!


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Below: Ch * l ie W * rd and Mel  K  update (U  S , S p ain)  (27 mins):

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Getting to the Bottom of This Will Take You A Lifetime!

Happy Saturday, gang.

There was lots of news yesterday — mostly in the form of video podcasts. All of them are below. Most of them are truly uplifting, in terms of what is coming, not so much what is already here. So try to watch them.

As usual, though, some of the news articles are not so uplifting, but they are below for your info.

Also — two chats with g ene de code are below. If you are familiar with him, you know that a lot of what he talks about can really push the boundaries of what you have been taught to believe about reality.

In the chat with cir sten w, he mentions one of the many c  i  a projects (all called “conspiracy theories” if you look any of them up on w i ki ped ia) — Pr o ject B l ue beam.

All of the c i  a  projects are disturbing, folks. But this one is truly sinister:

Through PROJECT B LU E BE AM,   C  I  A,   N  S  A,   U  S  AF,   N  A  S  A, and their affiliates are sacrilegiously projecting sacred images into the sky to manipulate good people [i.e., mostly Catholics — Ed.].

PROJECT BL  UE BE  AM involves the projection of religious holographs, so that gullible people think that Jesus, or the Virgin Mary, looks down from the clouds.

(Below: this was actually done in Chile. It’s  c  i  a mind control.)

blue beam jesus clouds

Also thIs:

mary in clouds

“Look at the beam in the picture above, from Abidjan, on the Ivory Coast, which looks a lot like the directed energy weapon N  W  O used to burn down Notre Dame.”

[full web page is here: PROJECT BL U  E BE AM, UFOs, & N W O Check it out, folks. It will make your jaw drop.]


Horrible news re: eugenics and Black women:

Over 1,000 Female Prisoners In California Forcibly Sterilized Because ‘It’s Cheaper Than Welfare’

Kelli Dillon was given a 15-year prison sentence after killing her abusive husband in self-defense; while in prison, Dillon says she was lied to about a medical condition and was then forcibly sterilized without her knowledge or consent. […]

[…] In California, over 1,000 female prisoners were forcibly sterilized, most of them Black. Many of these women were falsely told they had cervical cancer or had hysterectomies unknowingly performed on them after they gave birth.

[full article here]

Update on the new kind of war, from Breaking Defense:

Northern Command is prototyping and testing a set of AI tools to support Joint All Domain Command and Control (JADC2) implementation… Most importantly, the new artificial intelligence will instantly pull together all sorts of data to give commanders a clear picture of the battlefield, enabling good, fast decisions.

The command is leading a virtual exercise, called the Global Information Dominance Exercise (GIDE) 2, March 18-23 to test three “decision aids” that use  artificial intelligence/machine learning software to speed commanders’ ability to act […]

[full article is here]

In Turkey, garbage collectors rescued books from the trash and created a library for the public:

The library operates in the Çankaya district of Turkey’s capital, Ankara. The library was originally intended as a resource for workers and their families to enjoy, reports Matador Network, but after word of the project spread, members of the public began donating books to the literary venture.

[full article here]

Bad news for the fake climate catastrophe agenda — recent N A S A satellite photos show carbon dioxide is greening the Earth:

The latest Vegetation Index data from N A  S  A shows that the Earth is getting progressively “greener” and lusher over time.

The planet is 10 percent greener today than it was in 2000, N  A  S   A says, which means better conditions for growing crops. Forests are also expanding while deserts are becoming more fertile and usable for agriculture.

All in all, the global Vegetation Index rose from 0.0936 to 0.1029 between 2000 and 2021, a 9.94 percent increase.

[full article is here]

Research in Israel and France weigh in on the deaths caused by the P  f * zer  v  a  c  c  ine specifically (so it’s kind of odd that Israel seems to have a total v a c  c in e mandate  right now):

[According to] re-analysis of data provided by the Israeli Health Ministry concluded that P  f * zer and Bio  N  Tech’s messenger RNA (mRNA) gene therapy injections have already killed “about 40 times more (elderly) people than the disease itself would have killed” during a recent five-week vac cin at  ion period. […]

[…] Dr. Hervé Seligmann, a faculty member at Aix-Marseille University in France demonstrated using a full mathematical analysis … that the situation is even worse for younger people who are jabbed with P  f * zer’s  c  h  i n  a  virus injections. Among those under the age of 65, the v a  c  c  in e s killed 260 times more people than would have died from the virus itself.

[…] “This is to be compared to the 0.19 per 100,000 dying from C* VID  ^^ 19 (who) are not vac  ci  na  ted … Hence the death rate of this age group increased by 260 (times) during this five-week period of the vac  cin  at  ion process, as compared to their natural C* VID ^^ 19 death rate,” they added.

[full article is here]

Okay. That said… the videos below are really fascinating, in terms of the upcoming Quantum Financial System, a possible complete stock market crash (to make way for the QFS), the current mini ice age (aka Grand Solar Minimum — Ohio has another snow storm coming next week.) (This is not the weather warfare stuff; this is just the weather. As far as I know we have zero  Zim -holders here in Ohio — Zim -holders are allegedly what caused the snow &  ice attack on T X — these are people who are holding old Zimbabwe dollars and likely to become indescribably rich under the QFS.)

So check out some great intel, and also just some great chats with some really interesting people (U  S, U  K, S p ain) and enjoy, gang.

Things are better for me here today. So far, I haven’t needed any CBD yet, and we’ll see if I reach for the Pharma GABA.  I woke up this morning feeling sort of okay about my mom’s death. But you know, that emotional stuff is really unpredictable.  Be that as it may (!!), I’m going to try to get some non-mood-stabilized writing done here today. We shall see.

I hope you’re enjoying your Saturday, wherever you are in the world. Thanks for visiting, gang.  I leave you with the song I listen to pretty much nonstop right now: “Balcony Man,” from CARNAGE (2021) by Nick Cave & Warren Ellis. Okay. I love you guys, See ya.


Below: Nicholas V  e n i a min and Ch * r lie W * rd discuss the upcoming Quantum Financial System (30 mins):

Below: Cir st en W and G ene de c ode: War in the DUMB tunnels 200 Special Forces killed in d **p St ^ te suicide; Tr ** p visits W  H; DUMBs destroyed equals 20 nonstop earthquakes in Iceland; Project B  l u e be a m (25 mins):

Below: Nicholas V en i a  m in and Gene d e  code discuss c p a c speech with  Tr **p codes.

Below: Mi ch ael Ja c o: Predicting a  complete stock market crash, more about the mini ice age upon us (Grand Solar Minimum); smoke from the  Wh ite Hou se lawn (25 mins):

Below: Space Hurricane – Plasma Anomaly Observed Over the North Pole. Awesome images of hurricane in space over the North Pole. (In German) (10 mins):

Below: Awesome intel chat between David N  i no R od ri guez and Michael J a  c  o (40 mins):


Below: And We Know. This was AWESOME! (37 mins):

Below: X * 2 R* port: Always awesome (40 mins):


Great Days, Indeed!

Okay, this was too awesome, folks.

It takes less than 2 minutes to watch. It made my morning and actually helped me get the fuck out of bed! With a smile, no less!

Iggy Pop reciting Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night,  the legendary poem about death vs. life, by  Dylan Thomas.

And yesterday, Cave Things had a new work of art available  for pre-order, but this one is a piece done in 1982 by the awesome Anita Lane!! A crucified Kewpie Doll!! (£100 plus shipping.) (Crystallizing that moment, I guess, when girls realize they’ve been duped. However, I for one, still enjoy the “doll” myth… I got no problem with it at all. ) (Barbie had her own Dream House, after all. And she lived there alone; answering to no one…)

All righty.

Nick Cave also sent out a Red Hand File this morning, explaining the inspiration behind his somewhat harrowing song “White Elephant” on the awesome new album, CARNAGE, by Nick Cave & Warren Ellis.  What he shares is surprisingly candid. You can read it here.


So there was nothing — overtly, anyway — happening in D C yesterday, after the M  S  M created all that hoopla surrounding gun-toting followers of [17].  (Seriously, the only thing  March 4 th is known for is being the original date  on which the pr e s i d ent s of the US were once in au ru rated. That doesn’t  sound like a reason to storm the c a p it ol yet again, does it??) (I’m, of course, pretending that we stormed it that other time.)

Okay, so. What really went on in D  C  yesterday is anyone’s guess. I say this only because ju an o s a vin was speaking to Michael J  a  co yesterday, from his hotel room in D   C…. hmmm. And hotel rooms there were going for that ridiculously high rate  (yesterday and through the coming weekend) due to some sort of booking of an “in au gu ral event.”

I put nothing past anybody ever, anymore.

I sit back, scroll through the headlines. Make mental notes. Listen to the podcasts. Make mental notes.  Then I share with you here the things that I believe are pointing to things that are important to keep our eyes on. And then the rest of it — we just wait and see.

So many hidden things are being revealed now (aka The Great Awakening); both the awesomely good and the truly horrible. Half-truths are being told through necessity; outright lies are being told through malice.  You have to trust your gut, and then wait and see where everything lands.


I’ve never known a time like this. Ever.  A lot of it is actually pretty exciting, but getting through this current insanity is sometimes just too mentally exhausting. (For instance, Cardi B’s truly pornographic hymn,  “WAP”, is the Song of the Year, but now Dr. Seuss’ books  and The Muppets are being banned by cancel culture…)

I have nothing whatsoever against pornography, but, um….

If you’re one of the people who thinks this makes some sort of sense, you might want to try decalcifying your pineal gland. (I’m not being sarcastic, either.)


So. Down below are some videos of interest from yesterday.  I’m still way into that grieving thing around here so I will cut this short. Thanks for visiting, gang. I love you guys. See ya.

Okay, this doesn’t prove that our mother actually adopted two children, but it does show that she at least knew us!!


Below:  As promised, Michael J a  c o and J u an O S a  v  in (1 hr 30 mins):

Below: Quick update with P * triot Street fighter (30 mins):

Below: Awesome catch-up between Ch * r lie W * rd and Da vid N* no Rodriguez. Don’t miss it! (26 mins):

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A Clear Blue Morning!

Spring is most definitely on its way around here, gang.

Yes, even though it’s still February, and they’re still expecting one or two nights this coming week to get down into the ‘teens Fahrenheit, the snow is 99% gone, I can turn the thermostat down a little bit,  that sky has that early “spring” blue color. The birds are singing in the mornings!! And it gets light out earlier and stays light out later — hey, that sounds like Spring to me!!

I finished the new short story yesterday, “Alter/Soldier” —  a gay-male erotic science fiction story. I am happy with it, although it kind of took me all day to tweak it into the shape I felt comfortable signing-off on. Then late last evening, I sent it off to the kind folks in Sweden. Hopefully, they’ll buy it. We shall soon see!!

And, wow, gang — Nick Cave & Warren Ellis dropped all the songs from the upcoming album CARNAGE onto You Tube yesterday.  What a beautiful album!! I love every single song on it. And when I started thinking, “Oh, this song is my favorite,” I’d play the next one and realize I liked it just as much. I simply love every song on it.

In my opinion, it is just a truly joyful album. Even though some of the songs could be considered sad, the imagery is just so beautiful and the music so stunning, that I just felt really really joyful from it all day long. Every moment that I wasn’t sitting at my desk, focusing on the short story, I was playing those songs, over and over and over.

Okay. So let me explain that the news is still “bad.” The fake c  on  g r e  ss  continues to do inexplicably deranged shit. And actual people are still dying — from fake  v  a  c  c  in  es, bombs, gunfire, suicide. But, people, I can absolutely see that brighter days are almost here.

I can see it.  And it’s exciting.

This week was a week I was really dreading, for a while now, because I knew that it would be the week that would absolutely break my bank completely; that there would be no way to stretch my money any further and that for the first time since the fake p an d emic began, I would not be able to pay all my bills.

Wednesday was a really rough day for me because I seriously do not react well to not being able to pay my bills (either on time or, in this case, at all).  And it was kind of terrifying, since I live alone now, but it finally came. Three days in a row – bing, bang, boom— I couldn’t pay the bills that came due. I had two bucks, and my credit cards were essentially tapped out.

And the car was just about out of gas, too.  And even though I debated and debated — don’t want to push that final credit card over its limit —  the facts are that I need gas in my car. I have a non-writing job right now that’s sort of keeping me afloat and it’s 25 miles away. And if I can’t get there, then I’m really fucked. So Wednesday evening, I broke down and filled the gas tank and, immediately, the credit card company alerted my cell phone that I was over my limit… that I needed to make a payment right away

Well, yes, I probably do need to do that, but I’ve got 2 dollars to last me until Saturday. So. Well.

So Wednesday was not fun. But you know that feeling when something you’re dreading finally comes, you hit bottom in some way, and then a sort of euphoria picks you back up and sets you on your feet and you start all over again?

One thing I know how to do pretty well is start all over from square one.

And sure enough, suddenly, yesterday I woke up in great spirits and it really just felt like everything had turned around — in a spiritual sense. I know that amazing days are on their way, gang, and all this current insanity is just about over.

And if some Americans are still steadfastly refusing to take the red pill —

Illustration of a Kid Boy Toddler with Closed Arms and Refusing to Eat  Stock Photo - Alamy

— there’s nothing more I can really say, right? I would rather focus on news that is tracking what’s coming. Because, even though we have all these atrocities that were done to the children that we will have to deal with somehow (and their families and the unbearable nightmares they’re enduring, and the soldiers who are suffering psychologically because of what they found when they found the children) — we have to find ways to repair all of that somehow.

Still, there are good things that have also been hidden from us, which are now being revealed — and it is mind-blowing and uplifting and empowering for all of us.

So I am trying to focus on that (and podcasts about that) whenever possible. For instance, NESARA/GESARA; the massive funding for humanitarian projects; the quantum Med Beds; Space Force and the truth about what’s really been happening in space all these years…

Quantum leap, indeed.

Okay. I actually overslept two hours last night (!!), I didn’t open my eyes until nearly 5am. So I’m gonna scoot and and get the day underway here.

Thanks for visiting, gang. Have a great Thursday, wherever you are in the world! I leave you with my breakfast-listening music from this morning —

The awesome Dolly Parton from the days of my wee bonny teenage-girlhood, just before she went “Hollywood,” and was still just Dolly… I saw her at the Ohio State Fair the summer this album came out and I kid you not, it was just her and her guitar, sometimes a banjo; she played for about 90 minutes, it was a sold-out crowd and she blew everyone the fuck away. All right, enjoy, gang. Seriously. I love you guys. See ya.

Light of A Clear Blue Morning

It’s been a long dark night
And I’ve been a-waiting for the morning
It’s been a long hard fight
But I see a brand new day dawning
I’ve been looking for the sunshine
You know I ain’t seen it in so long
But everything’s gonna work out just fine
And everything’s gonna be all right
That’s been all wrong

‘Cause I can see the light of a clear blue morning
I can see the light of a brand new day
I can see the light of a clear blue morning
Oh and everything’s gonna be all right
It’s gonna be okay

It’s been a long long time
Since I’ve known the taste of freedom
And those clinging vines
That had me bound, well I don’t need ’em
I’ve been like a captured eagle
You know an eagle is born to fly
Now that I have won my freedom
Like an eagle, I am eager to fly

‘Cause I can see the light of a clear blue morning
I can see the light of a brand new day
I can see the light of a clear blue morning
Oh and everything’s gonna be all right
It’s gonna be okay

I can see the light of a clear blue morning
I can see the light of a brand new day
I can see the light of a clear blue morning
Oh and everything’s gonna be all right
Everything’s gonna be all right
Everything’s gonna be all right
It’s gonna be okay

© 1977 Dolly Parton


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