A bug chunk of money was in my bank account this morning, so I was able to pay 17,000 bills before I even got out of bed. (Yay.)

The sun is shining. (Double, triple-yay!)

I don’t have to drive to town or do any chores.

I’m not planning on doing anymore intense and intensely disturbing research for my novella Novitiate — I can finally simply start writing it again. (Yay, gang. Because 1966 truly was a really, really sinister year. Just unreal. If you missed the links to these articles about 1966 and MK-ULTRA and the counterculture and LSD, and really want to have your head exploded, click here.)

Otherwise, this also happened in 1966, so you can look at this instead:

This wonderful photo was posted by Johnny Depp on Instagram this morning:

Yesterday, a musician- friend in Istanbul sent me this video. I’m not crazy about the content of the video, really, but the lyrics are down underneath the video (on Youtube, that is) and I really like the song itself.

And this just in!!

From an alpaca farm in Austria that I follow on Instagram:

I just love alpacas…

That’s really it, gang. Even though I did get a chance to chat with Val in Brooklyn yesterday; overall, yesterday was just a sucky day. The weather was mostly what made it suck so bad. It was grey, chilly and damp, so all the windows had to be closed for most of the day, and in the summer, I really love having all the windows open. (I have 20 large windows in my 122-year-old house, and when all of the windows are open, and the weather is beautiful and the birds are singing, it is just the most perfect feeling of summer…)

I did officially get MarilynsRoomBooks.com up and running. There is nothing there yet, but this will be where all of my self-published titles will be, along with all that fun merchandise Val helped me set up on zazzle. (Mostly coffee mugs, but the occasional insane apron or really cool lunchbox will be for sale there, too.)

And now I have to put on my playwrighting hat and get ready to work with Sandra on the play!!

Here’s hoping Sartre wasn’t also involved in MK-ULTRA. Jesus, it seems like so many people were… And I have to say — not that I think Hunter S. Thompson was part of MK-ULTRA, but so many of the intense topics he used to write about kept cropping up in all those articles about the CIA, the counterculture and LSD, that it makes me kinda think he did not commit suicide…hmmm.

Oh.

In other news–

If you weren’t aware, Real Raw News is back to reporting and has been for several days. Some extremely intense things happened in the last week, which you can read about here. (Whitmer was hanged; another assassination attempt on Trump; children rescued by SEALs from sex slavers off the coast of San Francisco.)

And that is it, gang.

Have a wonderful Wednesday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting!

I love you guys, See ya!

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Yes! Buffalo Springfield! Allegedly connected to MK-ULTRA!! But I’m leaving you with this particular song only because I fucking love it! Enjoy!!

That drive to town does seem to take forever, so this time, I’m prepared with a few snacks, in case I need to pull over and boost my energy!!

Also — yes! I am indeed rapidly aging, but you can see by my quite comely attire, that I remain quite stylish! Especially in footwear…

Okay!!

I have got to get to town and run errands, gang, because Sandra and I have a few hours of line-by-line readings to do, so that we can sign off — for real — on Act One!!

However — just a quick word about that research group I’m part of for James Tabor’s various archeological works in Israel. We are not allowed to disclose any details of the zoom meetings; I can only say that it is getting really, really exciting, gang. I am so happy to be a part of it!! (And I will also add that it makes me very excited regarding my play-in-progress about Caiaphas!)

For right now, I’ll leave you with these videos:

Ross K. Nichols — GODFORSAKEN: A King Like The Nations (45 mins):

And continuing the series on the Ten Commandments–

Ross K. Nichols and Juno – Kill or Murder? – Ten Words with Ross and Jono (1 hr):

James Tabor — Does Mark See Paul in His Mirror When it Comes to Salvation? (27 mins):

I will probably come back and post here later this afternoon.

I hope you are having a great day so far, wherever you are in the world. (And Charlie Ward has once again sent out a reminder about “distractions” and to stay focused on the real goal: Remove the fake Biden Admin, gang. After that, the deluge!)

Oh, also, I forgot to post here Saturday that Michael Baxter, who runs Real Raw News, has had some terrible health issues and could probably use our prayers!! Read about it HERE.

Okay. Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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More than likely my driving-to-town music!! Enjoy!!

I spent the better part of my coffee-drinking-in-bed this morning, trying to get a sense of what is really going on in Russia and the Wagner-group treason and the potential civil war.

I think that basically it’s another psy-op — one that looks like WWIII. And if we harken back to Charlie Ward’s one-minute video from the other morning — “the distractions will look like WWIII, don’t panic.” Well.

And then I combined that harkening-back with the new video below, and came to the decision that we can get out of bed, get more coffee and safely move on with our morning:

RT – ‘PRIGOZHIN MAKING DESPERATE BID’ WITH ATTEMPTED COUP – POLITICAL ANALYST (7 mins):

I found Phil’s livestream last night a little disheartening.

To be fair, though, I honestly believe he is aiming his intel now primarily at people who are new to the movement and who are just starting to wake up. Because he didn’t tell us anything we didn’t already know– even if some of it only came to light this past week (Hunter; Titanic submarine; and ‘everything has been over since 2017’, etc.) — we still already knew it before the livestream. And this was supposed to be intel…

It is only 45 minutes, if you missed it last night. So you can FF through the longer-than-usual opening music:

I am also disheartened because his take on all the banks crashing and the stock market collapsing and all that chaos, is very different from what Simon Parkes reports (not all the banks will crash, the stock market will not totally collapse, there will be no EBS/EAS, and the awakening process (de-Nazification) will take years, etc.).

My feeling is that Phil is trying to create that sense of chaos to help more people wakeup quickly. But it just frustrates me.

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Yesterday was an intense day for me, gang. It’s why I didn’t post here yesterday.

I even postponed the work with Sandra until Monday, because I was in such an intense mood.

The frustration in my brain began the night before, when I was at work — a part-time job that I really like but that I wouldn’t have to have if the lockdowns had never happened. But still. I like the job. But the money is getting very tight, not just for the workers, but also for the owner. Understandably, he is getting very uptight.

But Thursday evening, beautiful weather, out on the lovely patio:

HIM: “Marilyn, come here a minute.”

I went there.

ME: “Yes?”

HIM: “No more oldies music. “

ME (astounded): “Why? The customers love that.”

HIM: “No, they don’t.”

(But they actually do — in the evenings at the train station, we stream 60s oldies, 70s dance party, and 70s pop and the customers love it.)

HIM: “We have a policy at all of my establishments that there is no oldies music allowed.”

(I’ve worked at “other” of his establishments recently where this is simply not true… Anyway.)

HIM: “Saturday night, ‘YMCA’ was playing. It’s against our policy.”

I just stared at him and tried to make my face an acceptable, unemotional blank. He’s under stress. It’s his business, and I actually like him as a person.

HIM: “When I came in Monday morning, that oldies station was stuck on my phone. I couldn’t get it to stop playing Otis Knight & The Pips.”

If ANYONE knows me personally, then you know that it took a Herculian effort, from somewhere deep, deep down in the center of my soul, to remind myself to choose my battles wisely, to consider that this man basically pays all my bills now, and NOT open my mouth and say:

“There is no such thing as Otis Knight & The Pips.”

Instead, I sort of efficiently said, “Okay.”

But when I woke up yesterday morning, I was just so frustrated by all of it. That I even have to have a job in order to survive, and that I have to work somewhere/anywhere — or spend any time whatsoever at a place where Oldies are Forbidden.

Plus, I know that the man who owns the train station is a Deadhead. He is 20 years younger than me but he loves the Grateful Dead. How tempting it is to say: “You know that the Grateful Dead was part of an MK-ULTRA psy-op, right?”

But this is the world we are in right now. We just have to keep moving forward in whatever way we can, and not turn against one another. So I got out of bed, got dressed, and turned my attention to my erotic novella-in-progress, Novitiate, and the sinister undertones of 1966 (see post from Friday), and because of Kubrick’s alleged involvement with the faking of the NASA moon landing, found myself finally watching the series at GoodLion.TV: “Eyes Wide Open: The Murder of Stanley Kubrick”.

The morning did not get cheerful from there. I took out my boxed DVD collection of Kubrick’s best films, set it on top of my TV table, and really looked at those titles. Except for “Barry Lyndon,” those other films of his were huge parts of major “culture destabilization”, weren’t they? Uncannily simpatico to the agenda of MK-ULTRA, etc., etc.

And Kubrick’s familial connection to influential (to say the least) Nazi filmmakers was also really discomfiting. (His wife was the niece of Veit Harlan.)

Too much information, all at once. Because even though I was a little girl in the 1960s, I was very aware of the culture and I have a very good memory. So, to see this sinister underbelly of everything that was such a huge part of my childhood…

Well, I just keep pondering — what is Novitiate really supposed to be about? I’m not suddenly being shown all this for no reason.

And of course my actual family life was disrupted on many levels by “cultural destabilization” in the 60s and 70s. And now with my dad dying — so many vibrant and vivid memories, gang. I want to capture all of it before my time here is through.

Anyway.

So I am back at it today. Reminding myself that it’s okay that I have to go in to that “oldies verboten” part-time job, for now — because I need it and because I like being there, even though I’m not getting any writing done while I’m there and in a handful of weeks (28 days to be exact) I will be 63 years old.

And soon everything will drastically change. Again.

I’m going to leave it at that and get started here.

Enjoy your Saturday, wherever you are in the world.

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Until Thursday, I had not known a single living soul on planet Earth that objected to “YMCA”. (I guess some people might connect it to Trump but you’d have to be watching his rallies to even know there was a connection.)

To me, that song now represents everything that was so wonderful about life just prior to AIDS (something we now know, thanks to Dr. Judy Mikovits, was caused by the Hep B vaccine and not anal-sexual promiscuity or the use of Vaseline or Crisco during anal sex…).

What a great song. What a great era to be gay in. For a brief shining moment, we laughed so much and so often.

What planet did I wakeup on yesterday, when anybody, anywhere – least of all, the place where I work — claims “YMCA” to be verboten??

Anyway. Play it loud. Smile — if you remember all of this great gayness and casual sex of 1978 (because it didn’t last long, gang — it became a walking horror show) and try to simply enjoy.

I’m actually talking about research that I’m continuing to do for the erotic novella, Novitiate, which takes place in the summer of 1966.

I knew that the CIA was somehow involved with creating the counterculture of the 1960s by flooding the “youth market” with LSD. And I knew Tavistock was somehow involved, too….

So I went to Freespoke to see what came up and — voila! — wow. It led to hours of reading and reading and a growing sense of nausea…

If you will allow me to go back to 1966 for a moment: It blew my mind, man.

Good lord. Way too much MK-ULTRA in this world, gang. And, in essence, going all the way back to about 1913. (And those fucking Rockefellers and JP Morgan are all over everything…)

If you are interested in reading this, it involves a total of 5 long articles. But here is the main one that stupefied me yesterday:

Manufacturing the Deadhead: A Product of Social Engineering by Joe Atwill and Jan Irvin (May 13, 2013):

“[…] Irvin saw troubling implications in his discovery. He was aware, of course, of the CIA’s infamous Project MK-ULTRA, in which the organization had given LSD to unsuspecting U.S. citizens. He also knew of the many conspiracy theories claiming that the government has been somehow involved with the creation of the “drug culture.”  He was also aware of Dave McGowan’s research on the drug and music movement that had come out of Laurel Canyon in the 1960‘s, which showed that many of the “rock idols” who created it were the children of members of military intelligence.

So the fact that a member of the CIA had also been involved with the discovery of Psilocybe mushrooms fit into a large collection of troubling linkages between the American government and the drug culture that emerged during the 1960’s. Irvin decided to do further research into the government’s involvement with the “psychedelic movement”.  An obvious question he hoped to answer was: Had Wasson been somehow involved with MK-ULTRA? […]”

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However, I also did this research yesterday, which you might like lots better: images from Playboy Magazine in 1966! (And, yes, Hefner was allegedly part of the CIA, as well. But this has nothing to do with that, for now. Because Novitiate is not about the CIA…)

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My head is really just kind of spinning, gang. I randomly chose the summer of 1966 when I began writing Novitiate, 3 years ago. But now I’m seeing that 1966 was a very sinister year. Underneath it all. And so I’m sort of marveling at what this novella might really be about?

Plus, of course, it also makes me ponder my own life — since we’ve all been under the effects of MK-ULTRA for a really, really long time.

And having nothing to do with the CIA. However–

How perfect was this?? Dana Petty posted it to Instagram last night (her wedding anniversary to Tom — see my blog post from yesterday). How amazing that it mentions “Just Like A Woman”– part of my 1966 “soundtrack” for Novitiate:

So those wheels of curious coincidences just keep on turning, gang.

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No update yet on Phil’s livestream for tonight. But this was interesting — posted to his channel yesterday, about the Titanic Submarine (psy-op, anyone??):

And, hey! How about this??

A LINK BETWEEN A SIMPSONS EPISODE AND THE SUBMARINE THAT IS STUCK – IT GETS WEIRDER AND WEIRDER. (3 mins):

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But here’s some helpful advice from Charlie Ward yesterday —

THE DISTRACTIONS ARE COMING; DON’T PANIC! (1 minute):

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And I loved this one, from Phil’s channel this morning. (This war we are fighting, gang, it goes so far back. An entire society, purposely driven mad, decade after decade, by everyone we were programmed to believe. I’m so entrenched in all this stuff, day after day, that sometimes, when I finally step back and get the broader view of MK-ULTRA, it is astounding that any of us are still alive.)

Okay! That’s it for now.

Enjoy your Thursday, wherever you are in the world!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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The “soundtrack” for Novitiate continues! Enjoy!!

That was kind of me yesterday, gang.

Except for the dramatic headscarf and that incredibly awesome vintage automobile…

I was, though, wearing my sunglasses and a brand new sundress covered in a colorful flower pattern, when I drove down to see my dad for Father’s Day.

And I did notice that when I got out at the (very crowded) rest stop, none of the many women there were wearing dresses and I also noticed that every man, in every age range — including the guy who worked there and was on a break, smoking a cigarette in the “smoking zone” — who I like to think was in my viable age range but whose mom is probably younger than me — stopped what they were doing or saying or smoking to stare at me.

In a very nice way.

So that was really great. The trip itself, however, was sort of stressful. Just knowing what my dad is going through. plus, the drive itself, there & back. really knocks me out. I don’t drive long distances anymore and I just can’t get used to it.

Other than that, though, it was a great day. The weather was incredibly perfect and beautiful. One of my stepsisters was there, too, and I hadn’t seen her since her mom’s funeral (my stepmom), back before the lockdowns. She was doing really great and it was nice to see that (except when she mentioned something about being 57 now, I almost collapsed, because she’s supposed to still be in her twenties — right? Where the fuck is the time going??? Man.)

Anyway, it was a great day, but it exhausted me.

Beginning today, I have a lot of theater-related work to do with Sandra, so I won’t tarry here.

If you haven’t been keeping up with Phil, he’s been posting a lot of stuff about the presence of the military in all the various States. I have been on the lookout for that, but so far, I haven’t seen any in Ohio yet. Could be that they’re just eluding me…

Phil posted this on Saturday, which I loved:

Also, back on Saturday…

I posted the link to Ross K. Nichols’ upcoming video about “Following Jesus out of Christianity.” If you did not get a chance to see it live, the replay is now up there and it was just a really, really great lecture, gang. I am so looking forward to this new series.

Following Jesus out of Christianity (56 mins):

So that’s kind of it.

I gotta scoot and get ready to work with Sandra. (Which means: grab more coffee and eat something so that my brain is actually functioning…)

Enjoy your Monday (or your Juneteenth holiday, if you live here in the States).

Thanks for visiting!

I love you guys. See ya!

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Some of my endlessly-driving-music from yesterday!!! (I was listening to a phenomenal 60s-Oldies playlist.)

Here in my own life — I finally got to touch base with Sandra yesterday about her meeting with the director of our play, “The Guide to Being Fabulous,” and all the final rewrites to Act One. It was all really, really positive.

The best news — the director is planning to tour the show to several other Canadian cities after our run in Toronto, in the “Her Words Festival” this fall at Soulpepper.

And that tour will help us really polish the show until its razor sharp, because after that, we head to Off-Broadway with it, in NYC.

As Sandra said yesterday, “It’s all real now, girlfriend. This is it.”

Such an incredible feeling after working on this show for so many years.

And things are looking good not just in my own life, but check out some of the great stuff going on in — yes — the war!!

These are just some of the 20 countries that have now applied to join BRICS:

“Saudi Arabia🇸🇦
UAE🇦🇪
Egypt🇪🇬
Algeria🇩🇿
Bahrain🇧🇭
Indonesia🇮🇩
Argentina🇦🇷
Mexico🇲🇽
Nigeria🇳🇬
Bangladesh🇧🇩
Venezuela🇻🇪
Iran🇮🇷
Kazakhstan🇰🇿
Turkey🇹🇷
Syria🇸🇾
Nicaragua🇳🇮

The new BRICS currency being discussed will reportedly be backed by gold, rare earth metals and the other natural resources of the BRICS members, with expansion bringing in the vast natural resource wealth of new members.”

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And here are a few very short videos from RT this morning. Really good stuff finally taking hold world-wide, gang. We really are nearing the end of the war:

RT -IRAN SIGNS MAJOR AGREEMENTS WITH THREE LATIN AMERICAN ALLIES (3 mins):

RT – #SPIEF2023 | RUSSIA ‘NEGOTIATING WITH ALL FRIENDLY STATES ON ENTIRE SPECTRUM OF PROJECTS’ (48 seconds):

RT _ #SPIEF2023 | ‘EVEN THE SMALLEST ECONOMY HAS A VOICE IN THE EEU’ – RUSSIAN DEPUTY PM (4 mins):

And even though all the news in the US right now is fake– behind the scenes, things are also looking really good here, too, gang.

Posted to Phil’s channel this morning:

“Great synopsis from a fellow Anon:

Just spitballing here, but this is what I’m putting together:

1. Covid origins have to become public on Sunday
2. Trump is free to post on other social media on the 17th (he had an inclusivity clause on Truth), think, “my fellow Americans…”
3. Wednesday is the longest day of the year. (Most light)
4. Bidens are done. Too many whistleblowers and information came to light and it’s even in the mainstream news now. They are going to throw him overboard to save themselves
5. Storms all over the place.
6. Thousands of banks on the list for defaults.
7. We are seeing military movement
8. Frenetic Spiritual atmosphere is super heavy right now
9. Prophets are getting more Words, more frequently, and with greater detail.
10. More distractions in the news than I ever remember before
11. Satan’s minions are getting more sloppy and “in your face” for the people to swallow. It’s not discrete and gradual indoctrination anymore, it’s an obviously evil bulldozer effrontery.
12. The fact that Trump is going higher in the polls is a testament to how many people are pulling their heads out of their arses and waking up to the media and politician’s lies. More media outlets are falling
13. Virtually the whole world is in revolt and protesting their various corrupt governments
14. Still more voter fraud evidence is being revealed publicly and more people than ever are onto their cheating.
15. Ukraine 🇺🇦 is almost done
16. European countries are now publicly interested in joining BRICS.
17. Senators and other insiders with sat phones are being told to charge them up and be ready.
18. People have already researched the crap out of the evil cabal’s effects on historical and current sacrificial worship of Lucifer and how we have been enslaved and now a lot have moved on to researching the aspects of returning to health and a full prolific life. Hopefully, to bring an end to “the stupiding”
19. Practically everyone now knows about the children
20. Our covenant nation is about to celebrate another birthday 🎉🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸”

So all that is really great news.

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Okay.

Q&A with James Tabor & Gnostic Informant — Reflecting Back on My 45 Year Career (2 hrs):

And starting today — this new class should be awesome, gang:

Ross K. Nichols –Following Jesus out of Christianity:

And that’s it!!

We’re back to having beautiful weather here in Crazeysburg, so I don’t have to stress about the leaky roof or keep reminding myself to not look up at the ceiling…

I’m ready for just a really great day, gang.

I will not be posting tomorrow because it’s Father’s Day and I’m driving down to see my dad.

Me, with my dad a bag of potato chips, but my dad took the photo (Cleveland, Ohio, 1962-63):

Enjoy your beautiful weekend, wherever you are in the world!

Thanks for visiting.

I love you guys. See ya!

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Play them loud! Kick back and enjoy my wee bonny childhood!!