All posts by marilyn jaye lewis

writer, editor, publisher, thinker -- all-around joyful gal!

40 Years Ago….

Tomorrow marks 40 years since my first marriage.

My ex and I are still very close, even though we went for the entirety of my second marriage without being in touch.  And when he did suddenly get back in touch with me, about 5 years ago, it was as if no time had passed whatsoever. We are in touch now several times a day (online). And the very weird thing is that he is now in his mid-60s, while I am now 12. (I was 20 when we got married  — in NYC, at City Hall — and he was 25.)

This is the apartment building we lived in back then. It still looks exactly the same, except that there used to be a Japanese restaurant on the ground floor.

The Camelot Apartments - New York, NY |

Life is just funny, isn’t it? 

Truthfully, he is an amazing man and always was. We just get along lots better when we aren’t married.  (We were married for 9 years.) But he helped me get through a couple of really difficult years in my life (when I first moved to NYC from Ohio), and he was very, very supportive of me when I became a professional singer-songwriter there, in late 1981. I don’t know that I would have found the courage to do that if he hadn’t been so encouraging of me. Plus, he eventually helped me get off drugs and quit drinking so much.


As always, nowadays, there are two very distinct streams of life going on out there in the world.  Those who seem to be drinking the Kool-Aid with a vengeance and sort of barreling toward their own early demise; and those who are participating in the Great Awakening and finding more and more and more reasons to be joyful and joyfully astounded, everyday.

I will give you a brief “for instance.” 

On Instagram the other day, I posted a photo I took from on top of a local ancient burial mound (where I eat my lunch everyday) and said something about the giants/Anunnaki and the ancient Hebrew  stone tablets they were buried with 2000 years ago, etc. And a very very long-time friend of mine who still lives in NYC, who was originally from Ohio, basically told me that I was bat shit crazy and that he tried to g ** gle stuff about all that and found nothing.

Well, for heaven’s sakes.  I wrote back and told him: first:) get off g ** gle.

Then I got on duckduckgo, entered “Anunnaki and Ohio” and in a nano second, more links than I could shake a stick at immediately popped up. So I sent him the first link from a video about it on YouTube and told him, quite enthusiastically, to go check it out!!

So, like — right?? Either you’re sleeping or you’re not. And you can call me bat shit crazy all you want, but I’m the one over here in my wide-open, m*sk-less, vax-less Hinterlands, having a beautiful life and enjoying my beautiful mind, and having  wonderful lunches high atop those sacred burial mounds, wondering about who they really were back then and who these many ETs are today.

For whatever reason, I love the Anunnaki, gang. And I am one of those people who believe that there was a benevolent branch of them (and that maybe there still is).  And that chances are they were the Nephilim, right? Probably they were. Obviously, I don’t know for sure.  But it sure is interesting that the 2000-year-old skeletons of giants were unearthed around here and that they had stone tablets buried with them, with the 10 Commandments carved on them in ancient Hebrew…

In fact, visit this museum in Coshocton, Ohio, and see those Holy Stones:

Visit Coshocton

Or read this:

The Ancient Giants Who Ruled America: The Missing Skeletons and the Great  Smithsonian Cover-Up: Dewhurst, Richard J.: 9781591431718: Books

If I’m bat shit crazy, well, a whole lot of other people are, too. I’m okay with that. At least my mind is going places and I’m writing a new novel.

Well, on a sad note, some of those Canadians are officially off the charts insane.  They closed that church again, where the pastor was calling the police Nazi Gestapo because they were  invading the church while it was having an Easter service and no one was wearing (the utterly useless) m*sks.

Everyone, locally, seems to be in enthusiastic support of the church being shut down. Clearly, an entire town is drinking Kool-Aid. They’re probably also staying safe and getting vaxed… I guess we’ll find out, a year or two from now.

The [17] podcasters that I follow have all seem to come to the same conclusion that I recently did; we’ve got to allow people to be free to choose. If people are unwilling to do the research, and choose to get the m R N A’s, then it is their choice and there’s not much more we can do. It’s going to be sad, though, if people you are close to, or people in your family, begin to fall victim to the predicted health concerns during the next flu and cold season. 

Still, it is vital that we support their freedom to choose because it underscores our freedom to choose something different.

If you haven’t read it already, and have the stomach for it, you can search for a PDF called Scenarios for  the Future of Technology and International Development, by the Rock e  f e  ll er F ou nd at ion, 2010. It’s horrific, but their plan is in full play right now, all over the world, because the Rock e  f e  ll er F ou nd at ion was counting on most people, the world over, to be just plain stupid.

Well. all right. I’m gonna finish the laundry and get to work on my new novel. Have a really great day, wherever you are! Thanks for visiting, gang. I leave you with this awesome song, in honor of my anniversary tomorrow, even though the song is really sad and perhaps not entirely appropriate to my own marriage! But what a great song. Another one from the 1997 album, The Boatman’s Call, by Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds. Enjoy, gang!! I love you guys. See ya!

People Ain’t No Good

People just ain’t no good
I think that’s well understood
You can see it everywhere you look
People just ain’t no good

We were married under cherry trees
Under blossom we made our vows
All the blossoms come sailing down
Through the streets and through the playgrounds

The sun would stream on the sheets
Awoken by the morning bird
We’d buy the Sunday newspapers
Never read a single word

People, they ain’t no good
People, they ain’t no good
People, they ain’t no good at all

Seasons came, seasons went
The winter stripped the blossoms bare
A different tree now lines the streets
Shaking its fists in the air

The winter slammed us like a fist
The windows rattling in the gales
To which she drew the curtains
Made out of her wedding veils

People, they ain’t no good
People, they ain’t no good
People, they ain’t no good at all

To our love, send a dozen white lilies
To our love, send a coffin of wood
To our love, let all the pink-eyed pigeons coo
That people, they just ain’t no good

To our love, send back all the letters
To our love, a valentine of blood
To our love, let all the jilted lovers cry
That people, they just ain’t no good

It ain’t that in their hearts they’re bad
They can comfort you, some even try
They nurse you when you’re ill of health
They bury you when you go and die

It ain’t that in their hearts they’re bad
They’d stick by you if they could
But that’s just bullshit baby
People just ain’t no good

People, they ain’t no good
People, they ain’t no good
People, they ain’t no good at all

© 1997 Nick Cave


Below: Ch * r lie W * rd Q & A from Ireland with M ar tin  (26 mins):

Below: ni ch o las V en iam min and Jason [17] Update: ( 58 mins):

Below: Wil P a r a normal: Hitler did the same thing with the yellow star. PLEASE LISTEN. (16 mins):

Below: P * trio t str ee t fighter and Bishop L arry G aiters, off the charts (2 hrs 19 mins):

Below: X * 2 R * Port Financial (17 mins):

Below: X * 2 R * port (46 mins):

Another Great Day in the Hinterlands!!

Can you feel the energy shift in your part of the world, gang??

All over the place, pockets of people are gathering — and not wearing masks.  State Governors are declaring v a x passports unconstitutional.  That vaxes are choices.  That enough is enough.

Everywhere, all over the world, people are taking (mostly) peacefully to the streets.

More and more intel indicating that Tr ***p will likely be back for the 4th of July. (And also, that he never actually left…)

There are some great podcasts posted below today, too. Try to listen to them if you have time, gang. P *  trio t str eet fighter had great intel re: S u e z C ana l on his tipping point radio show Monday night.  He has also begun a Tuesday night special class on the U S  C on stit u tion, in case you are of the younger generations who were not taught about it in school.

Learn the Con st it tuion and KNOW YOUR RIGHTS!

N i ch olas Ven i a min had a great chat with a Pharma insider  (also below) that was very insightful re: all aspects of c * vid and the vaxes. But he also warns (as are other podcasters,  warning about SPARS) that a stronger strain of cor ona vir  us will be coming at the end of this year, and that this is where those folks who are getting vaxed  now (assuming they live through that) are going to get serious medical complications caused by the m R N As.  This will be where the depopulation aspect of the experimental vaxes will likely start kicking in.

(However, according to gene d e c ode, there are things you can do to remove the vax from your system, involving borax and activated charcoal. You have to search for it on duckduckgo.)

And people who did not get the vax need to maintain their immunity protocols:

    • High doses of Vitamin C
    • High doses of Vitamin D3
    • Zinc + Magnesium
    • Quercetin

In addition to the above, I personally add elderberry, echinacea, raw local honey, and organic apple cider vinegar (with the mother).

And FYI: stock up on elderberry now (!!), because there is going to be a worldwide shortage of elderberry next season (due to a crop shortage that already happened this year).  It’s going to be hard to get elderberry in the Fall and will also be expensive.

So by Fall, gang, you need to make sure you’re maintaining an immunity-boosting routine, every day.  (And also some sort of prayer/meditation/visualization routine, every day — starting right now.) (And don’t forget to add things to your diet that help decalcify the pineal gland, and also detox from heavy metals!!) (Yes, my life is truly that insane, gang. But this is war. Seriously.)


We have 10 of our 21 windows open here in the house and the birds are signing (also singing!!) like crazy outside and the cats couldn’t be happier. It’s going to get cooler again at the end of the week, but for right now, we’re remembering what summer is like and we’re getting excited!

I’m hoping against hope that I’ll have enough money to buy my flowers and plant them in May, and also be able to pay my lawncare guy all summer.  I hope that wherever you are in the world and whatever season it is in your hemisphere, that you are finding reasons to rejoice on the Earth today.

Okay. Check out the podcasts below, gang. They were really informative and inspiring. I leave you with the song “Carnage” again, from the great new album Carnage (2021) by Nick Cave & Warren Ellis!! Enjoy!! Have a great Wednesday, and thanks for visiting!! I love you guys. See ya.


Below: Ni ch o las  Ve nia min chats with Ph ar ma Exec. VERY INFORMATIVE!  (1 hr):

Below: P *  trio t str eet fighter. First hour has great intel re: all aspects of the S u e z C ana l — do not miss!!; then U S C on sti tu tion (2 hrs):

Below: P o d e st a arrest and Tr **p back for 4th of July (28 mins):

Below: R * d P * l l 78 News (will the truth about fake  c i a – g e or g e fl o yd  case finally come out? Can you say “fentanyl overdose” gang??!!) (25 mins):

Below: X * 2 R * port: This was awesome! Listen and SHARE!!  (48 mins):

Good Morning, Crazeysburg!!

Another glorious day awaits us here in the Hinterlands!

Okay.  So what’s up?

Apparently, we are getting closer and closer to unveiling the scenario of taking the fake  B*den out and putting our beloved fake k a m al a (she of nonstop mirth and merriment) in as the new fake p r e s id ent of the bankrupt U S  corporation (once known as the Un i ted S tates).

Meanwhile, below ground, on s o ci al me d ia, Dan S c * v ino is pushing out the comms at a rapid pace. All but saying that Tr ***p is still in charge and due to return at, like, any moment. Of course, just how soon, waits to be seen. (But how come, every single time we see any news footage of Tr **p, his allies, his admin, his family — all of them are smiling and couldn’t seem happier or more at peace? I want whatever they’re drinking, okay??)

And the vax news, or course, couldn’t be worse.  A very informative 20-minute video is below, explaining in detail what the vaxes do once inside the human body. Not pretty, gang. But share it with anyone you know who might be sitting on the fence about getting the vax.  Sadly, it is seeming — more and more everyday — that anyone getting onboard with the vax is too brainwashed now by O p er a tion  M ock ing bird to see reason, or to be persuaded against getting it. So I’m guessing we simply have to let those folks go as the casualties of war. But if anyone  at all that you know  seems still in doubt, be sure to let them know how serious, and irreversible, these dangers  to the human body are. These simply are not va  c c in es.  This time next year, there’s a very real chance that many will have died from the simple common cold, and the remaining ones will become hybrid A.I./humans, no longer in control of their own bodies and easily tracked by 5G.

Science fiction couldn’t be scarier than these vaxes, folks. Especially the Mo deRNA.  The f a u ci – g a t es attempt at de pop ula  tion and world domination.

Also, the new news is that not only is your life insurance null and void if you die from any complications from the experimental vax, but your health insurance won’t be liable to cover your medical expenses anymore.  Because you are willingly participating in an experiment.  The research, side effects, potential harm is all available to you. If you still choose to participate in the experiment, you are then on your own.

Good luck with that.

Okay. It’s official: my plate is really full once again. I have narrowed it down to 2 projects for now. Completing the erotic short story, “Novitiate,” and then sending off The Muse Revisited Vol. 4 to the new publisher. And working on the first section of Down to the Meadows of Sleep (the first 50-60 pages), writing up an outline for the novel/series, and sending that off to the other publisher.

Even though I can’t imagine finding enough time to do any of that, and also keep up with the [17] podcasters every day/night, and go to the job at the health food store, and workout, and get the news down here on the blog each morning; I’m still really happy to have some deadlines. It keeps me focused.

All right, I’m gonna scoot. Have a terrific Tuesday, wherever you are in the world! I leave you with my breakfast-listening music from this morning: “Lime Tree Arbor,” by Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds, from their phenomenal album, The Boatman’s Call (1997). Enjoy. And thanks for visiting, gang! I love you guys. See ya!


Below: Ch * r lie W * rd and Mel K weekly chat (34 mins):

Below: What they don’t tell you about the va cc ines ( starts at the 3 minute mark) (20 mins):

Below: R * d P * ll 7 8 News: Obstruction of Forensic Vote Audit (16 mins):

Below: X * 2 R * port (42 mins):

He Rose and Everything Turned Out Great!!

Happy Easter Monday, gang!

I hope you had a great day yesterday, whether or not you honor Easter. In its strictest sense, it celebrates rebirth, which is something we can all feel joyful about.

The weather here was stunning yesterday and it promises to be the same today and tomorrow. So I guess Spring is really moving in now. I hope that you’re feeling the shift into Hope wherever you are in the world.

There was not a ton of news yesterday, since it was Easter. I have a few videos below that are of interest.

One thing I keep forgetting to do, though, is to post the documentary: The Fall of the Cabal, by Janet Ossebard. It is from 2020, but if you haven’t seen it yet, you must! (She is hard at work on the the follow up documentary.)

It is 3 hours long but it moves at quite a clip. It is so well done that you can barely catch your breath and then it’s over. (And it has a very uplifting endling, so stick with it.) This will give you a solid background in [17], and in the R  o t sch ilds, the Ro cke fellers, the Dutch and British monarchies and their connections to N a z is, and their roles in the current horrible situation that has unfolded across the world. Also the S a t a nic ritual abuse and mu rd  er of chi ld  ren.  Also the Ca b a l’s connection to some very high profile deaths that were allegedly suicides — famous hangings from doorknobs. (i.e. L’wren Scott  was connected to a R o tsch ild, so her death might not have anything whatsoever to do with Mick Jagger’s infidelities.)

Anyway. Make time to watch it. And pay close attention to what she says about J f k J r.

Okay, I got some great work done on The Hurley Falls Mysteries Down to the Meadows of Sleep. I’m very happy with it. And the same publisher also pitched me the idea yesterday of following up my erotic romance novels from 20 years ago with some new installments. So I’m guessing I’m gonna be super busy, folks!!

I couldn’t be happier.

Meanwhile. It looks like dangerous insanity continues to reign in places like the U K and Spain (new m* sk mandate in Spain requires m* sks at the beach and while swimming in the ocean. In what universe can this possibly make any sense? This is strictly about control.) So whether you pray traditionally, or if you visualize, or meditate, people all over Europe and in Israel need our highest vibrations now, gang.

Okay. I’m gonna scoot. Have a terrific Monday, wherever you are in the world. Keep your thoughts in your place of empowerment. We will rise above this together, better than before! Thanks for visiting. I love you guys. See ya!


Below: Dave N * no Rod riguez: The Dam is Breaking: (9 mins):

Below: Michael J * co Update: Weapons of mass destruction and dead chil d r en on ” ever given” in S u e z c a nal (41 mins):

Below: This went viral. A priest in Canada tells the gestapo Nazi cops to get out (3 mins):

Below: Ni ch olas Ven ia min talks with RDS about the upcoming p* trio t tour to take back America (41 mins):

Below: X * 2 R * port (46 mins):

Have a Blessed Easter, Gang!

I had a great chat with my publisher yesterday. She is living down in Mexico now. We spoke for over an hour. She definitely wants to see the chapters from Down to the Meadows of Sleep. So that’s exciting! A new novel to work on!

It is supposed to be an incredibly beautiful day here today, so windows will be open and there will be air to breathe!

Have a lovely Easter, for everyone who honors it. Thanks for visiting! I love you guys. See ya!

HOly Moly, It’s Holy Saturday!

‏Yay!!! I retrieved it!! It only took about 45 minutes to find the fucking post….


Today is the day that is set aside for honoring what the world was like 2000 years ago, just after the death of Christ and before the awareness of his Ascension.

Whether or not you believe any part of that, it is a day and night full of mysticism –if you would like it to be.  Or a day when evil runs rampant, if you prefer that scenario.

And if you do, you need look no further than the world right now. Insanity reigns.

First of all, according to intel from P * trio t str  ee t fighter, there were over 1300 dead bodies (adults and children) retrieved from the ships in the S u e z C anal yesterday. As well as something like 1200 still alive. Also a massive amount of arms that were heading to 100 different locations to escalate a war on Australia, New Zealand, U K , Canada, and U  S.  Also, a rigged nuclear device that was deactivated with the help of personnel onboard the ” ever given “.

So that’s sort of good news, but the continuing death toll of human tra f f ick ing is really, really sad.

Other sad news, is that the number of young people willingly getting the vax means that we likely have a growing generation that will not be able to procreate, due to the alleged high risk of sterilization for both males and females from the m R  N  A.  So not only are pregnant women — who, for some indescribably unknown reasoning,  are choosing to get the fake vax — miscarrying at alarming rates, the chances that they will never conceive again are also very high.

And this was from DC clothesline yesterday:

P  f * zer already targeting American pre-teen and young teenage girls ages 12 to 15 for population reduction and sterilization experiment known as m R N A

[…] P  f * zer is already running experimental trials with their C*. Vid ^^ 19 vaccine on children, claiming 100 percent efficacy, except most children don’t catch C* vid in the first place, and nary a child dies from it, so why all the fuss and trial research? Plus, who’s verifying that these crooked, corrupt pharma companies that manufacture the va  cc  ines even have valid tests and reported data? Nobody, that’s who. […]

[full article here]

And in all honesty, people like b  *  r  ^^ s j * h n s* n need to be shot already (if that isn’t already a body double at # 10 D s tr ee t).  This insistence that the U K have a vax pass for even one year is simply beyond criminal.
Honestly, people need to just stay the fuck home for a few more months. No concerts. No sporting events. No traveling. Refuse to spend a dime (assuming you have one to spend) on any of these corporate events until the war is over. There is simply no such thing as a vax pass for “one year.” A vax pass is permanent, gang. Permanent.
Here’s  what Naomi Wolf had to say, in case you missed it:
Va cc  in  e passports sound like a fine thing if you don’t know what those platforms can do. I’m CEO of a tech company, I understand what this platform does. It’s not about the va  c  cin  e, it’s not about the virus, it’s about data. And once this rolls out you don’t have a choice about being part of the system. What people have to understand is that any other functionality can be loaded onto that platform with no problem at all.

They’re trying to roll it out around the world. It is so much more than a va  cc  in  e pass. I can’t stress this enough. It has the power to turn off your life. Or turn on your life. To let you engage in civil society or be marginalized. It’s catastrophic. It cannot be allowed to continue.

Wolf predicts that the va  cc  in  e passport would eventually track every aspect of your life.

And what that means is it can be merged with your PayPal account, with your digital currency. M* cro  soft is already talking about merging it with payment plans. Your networks can be sucked up. It geo locates you everywhere you go. Your credit history can be included. All of your medical history can be included.

Once these nano particles are in you, gang, there is no getting them out (without perhaps Med Beds).  Not only can they change your DNA forever, make you sterile, make your entire body overreact to every virus — they make you trackable.


In short, it’s not hard to imagine this passport turning into a version of ch  in  a’s social credit scoring.

In ch  i n a, if you do what the regime wants you to do, you are accorded points to allow more freedom of movement and other perks. […]

Under the system, both financial behaviors like “frivolous spending” and bad behaviors like lighting up in smoke-free zones can result in stiff consequences. Penalties include loss of employment and educational opportunities, as well as transportation restrictions. Those with high scores get perks, like discounts on utility bills and faster application processes to travel abroad.

[full article here]

There is simply way too much at stake with these fake vaxes, gang. It is just beyond me that millions of people are refusing to do the research on this. How many times do we have to say it: Turn off the fucking TV.

Well.  That’s that horribleness. What else can you do but give people the freedom to choose? And we’ll all find out down the road, which choices were the better ones, and which were the fallout of war.

Okay. Today, I’m having a phone chat with one of my publishers regarding my next writing project.  I’m thinking it will be the project I started back in 2018 — the Hurley Falls Mysteries series. The first in the series is titled Down to the Meadows of Sleep. It’s sexy magic realism. We’ll see. The publisher indicated that erotic novels weren’t selling for her, and that “series” titles that were “sexy” were selling better.  So Hurley Falls might be a good fit right now.

But a “series” means churning them out, which is something I have never been fond of in the past, but, again, we’ll see.  Everything’s changing, so why not my opinion on writing another genre fiction series?

I’m going to try to spend some time today working on the erotic short story, “Novitiate.” Because I need to get that collection turned in to the other publisher.  Little by little, I can get closer to finishing up all these half-done projects sitting on my desk. And then — well, who knows what the fuck I’ll do!

All right — here’s something to consider regarding the Med Beds, and then I will close this. Apparently, for the Med Beds to work, they need to work with the vibrational frequencies of your thoughts. This means that if you are already engaged with concepts like the law of attraction; or that your vibrational thought frequency is an indicator of the types of experiences you are pulling toward you;  that, here in the physical, you are a “tuner” or a “focuser” of energy and of vibrational frequencies that are then transferred to a larger entity of your overall Self — if you are actively engaging this type of physical reality, then you will likely have a beneficial experience in the Med Bed.  

Otherwise, I’m hearing that quantum healing sources might not be very effective. So let’s get those thought frequencies aiming higher, gang, okay??

Okay. I’m gonna scoot. Have a great Holy Saturday, however it comes to you.  Thanks for visting, gang. I love you guys. See ya!


Below: P * trio t str  ee t fighter intel on ‘ever gr e en” (1 hr):

Below: M i cha el J * co  talks Time Wars, Clones, Super Soldiers, Star Ships, Quantum Weapons with other Super Soldiers (1 hr 30 mins):

Below: Ni ch o las V en iam in chats with David West — very interesting! ( 48 mins);

Below: X * 2 R * port (45 mins):


All Righty! Have A Blessed Good Friday, Gang!

Yesterday’s post was so lengthy that I can’t even imagine trying to recap everything that was in it, so we will just move forward today.

(I cannot tell you how that made me feel — to write for 2 hours, then go to press SEND and watch the entire thing disappear before my eyes…) (I am still really, really hating this new blogging editor that they are forcing me to use.)

Anyway.  Onward.

The border stuff intensifies — showing more and more, the horrible predicament of the children. We can only assume that it is a hop, skip, and a jump to exposing the decades of s*x tr af f icking and mur der of the child  ren, worldwide, and the horrors of a dre no chr ome.

And the C D C website stats (VAERS) are showing that:

[…] double the number of humans in the USA have literally died from the C* vid ^^ 19 m R N A series vaccines than all deaths for ten years from all other vaccines combined.[…] The va  cc  ine has only been readily available for 3 months, yet already more than half of the number of people who died in the World Trade Center buildings on 9/11 have already been mass murdered by a va  cc   ine that’s supposed to prevent infection […]

[…] Had this been some natural remedy like zinc and vitamin D, the media would be in a frenzy and ALL products containing them would be instantly recalled, banned and investigated for lawsuits and settlements.

[full article is here, including a list of some of the horrible ingredients in modern day “va cc ines”]

We have to face the facts, here, that people are remaining willfully ignorant of some of the worst aspects of this world war. Refusing, in fact, to even notice that we are involved in WWIII now.  It’s just unbelievable to me, and yet the proof is all around us. 

One thing that it is best to remember — f a u ci, big ph ar ma, and the D **p St*t* were intending to keep us in increasing stages of l*ck downs for 5 years, as they waited on the ” va cc ine.”  Everything has been accelerated. The vaxes arrived 4 years ahead of schedule, which, in the long run, is going to save us from world wide mass destruction and depopulation of most of the Earth on a grand scale.

And yet, angry as it makes me that people want to remain ignorant of all of this, it is still really, really sad. At the health food store the other day, I tried my best to help a woman find a suitable solution for her immune system. She had already had both of her shots… and she was feeling really really awful from “allergies.”  And I know that she is never going to feel all right again.  The shots have turned her entire body into a nonspecific antibody-fighting machine.  There’s even a chance this poor woman could end up dying from the common cold.  I didn’t tell her that; there was no reason to now. I just tried to help her find something to give her hope.

It is so sad.

On another topic entirely…. For some reason, J*r dan S *ther seems to be going off the deep end. 

I stopped following him a couple weeks back, when he started putting out rude posts about other podcasters. And then yesterday, he unleashed a whole diatribe. It got into the   w e t h e me di a   feed on te el e gram, and then was burning up all the other podcasts all day yesterday.

I have no clue what has happened to the guy’s mind, but something has. Also very sad.

Okay. I don’t post about it here, but I follow James Rink’s super soldier talk on Y** T*b*, and the other day, he posted a very interesting interview with Michael J * co, about his experiences in the secret space force. I’ll post it below, but I bring it up, because Michael will be chatting at length with James Rink later today, which should be very eye-opening and engaging.

I find the super soldier interviews to be very disturbing, actually. But also very informative. They certainly make you have to think about things. All the lies we’ve been told. Most of the soldiers have recovered memories of being constantly tortured, however, Michael J*co seems to be the only one so far who has really positive memories of his time in the secret space force (which they seem to have recruited him for at age 3 — the soldiers, girls and boys, are recruited in childhood). (He was also a Navy SEAL, and in the C I A after that.)

With the great e le c tion fr * ud news coming out of A Z, and with the arrest of the g * vern *r of G A due at any moment, the cen sor ship is once again getting off the charts on s * cial m* dia.  In st a g ram is shadow ba n n ing everyone, and Y ** T *b* is shutting down the channels of Michael J * co, Dave N*no Ro driguez, and P * trio Street fighter, among others.  There is usually only time to do one live stream now before they have to remove it themselves and set up a brand new channel, to stay one step ahead of all the cen sor ship. It is insane.

But it does seem that we are “over the target,” as it were, since the pushback is getting so extreme again.

Well. In other news — I absolutely will be focusing more on my own writing again. I need to finish that new erotic short story I’ve been writing (“Novitiate”) and turn that whole collection in to the new publisher (The Muse Revisited Volume 4: Best of Taboo Erotica  1993-2021). I’m waiting to hear if the kind folks in Sweden want another new gay male erotic short story. And I am also going to begin a new novel for one of my other publishers and try to get that turned in as quickly as possible.

I will keep up with the blog to the best of my ability, gang.  But I also have to start to get back to my life a little bit here.

Nick Cave sent out a sort of startling Red Hand File yesterday, wherein he included a “poem” he wrote recently and addressed the question of how it feels to be as “old” as he is!! Anyway. You should read it because the poem sort of defies description. I was dumbfounded when I read it, frankly. You can read it here.

And apparently it was 20 years ago today…. No More Shall We Part, that incredible album by Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds, was released. Here’s an interview from back then that I really love. He plays some of the songs from the album on the piano, as well.

Check it out! And I’m gonna scoot. Have a blessed Good Friday, if you honor Holy Week. Thanks for visiting, gang. I love you guys. See ya!


Below: Michael J * co talks bout his experiences as a super soldier in the secret space force with James Rink (33 mins):

Below: P * trio t Str ee t fighter roundtable with Dave the Healer and Dave N * no Rod riguez (1 hr):

Below: Ch* r lie W *rd and Nicholas V en ia min Friday Chat (20 mins):

Below: X * 2 R * port (50 mins):

Oh, For God’s Sake!

I just spent two hours updating the blog and the entire thing disappeared as I was going to press SEND.


Have a sacred Maundy Thursday, if you honor Holy Week. 

I will try again tomorrow, gang.

Let All Mortal Flesh Keep Silence

  1. Let all mortal flesh keep silence,
    And with fear and trembling stand;
    Ponder nothing earthly-minded,
    For with blessing in His hand,
    Christ our God to earth descendeth,
    Our full homage to demand.
  2. King of kings, yet born of Mary,
    As of old on earth He stood,
    Lord of lords, in human vesture,
    In the body and the blood;
    He will give to all the faithful
    His own self for heav’nly food.
  3. Rank on rank the host of heaven
    Spreads its vanguard on the way,
    As the Light of light descendeth
    From the realms of endless day,
    That the pow’rs of hell may vanish
    As the darkness clears away.
  4. At His feet the six-winged seraph,
    Cherubim with sleepless eye,
    Veil their faces to the presence,
    As with ceaseless voice they cry:
    “Alleluia, Alleluia,
    Alleluia, Lord Most High!”

Farewell to March!

Fittingly, it is a chilly rainy day here in the Hinterlands as we say goodbye to March!

I slept in again this morning, trying to get rid of the final vestiges of that cold that’s been coming and going since last week.

There is, of course, tons of bad news still percolating all over the place. And while I’m trying not to focus too much on that anymore and turn our attention instead to the events that keep our frequencies high, I do want to bring this headline to your attention because it seems there are tons of younger people in the U K (and of course, here in the entirely mind-controlled youth of the U S) who are still not hearing that clarion call that if you’re pregnant, you should not be getting the fucking experimental gene therapy, aka: the vax:

Miscarriages skyrocket 366% in six weeks due to C* vid va cc  ines

(Natural NewsOfficial data released by the British government shows that W* han co ro na  virus (C*vid ^^ 19) injections are killing unborn babies at an astounding rate.

The latest Medicines and Healthcare produce Regulatory Agency’s (MHRA) Yellow Card Scheme report, dated Dec. 9, 2020, through March 7, 2021, reveals a whopping 366 percent increase in the rate of miscarriage thanks to c h * n ese virus jabs.[…]

[full article is here]

I also wanted to post here, in case you haven’t already seen this, that Tr*** p has a new website. You can write to him here:

The Office of D* nal d J. Tr*** p is committed to preserving the magnificent legacy of the Tr*** p Administration, while at the same time advancing the America First agenda. Through civic engagement and public activism, the Office of D* nal d J. Tr ***p will strive to inform, educate, and inspire Americans from all walks of life as we seek to build a truly great American Future. Through this office, Pre sid ent Tr*** p will remain a tireless champion for the hardworking men and women of our great country – and for their right to live in safety, dignity, prosperity, and peace.

Other than that, even with all the bad news still all over the place, there is plenty of great stuff out there that should give us a lot of hope that we are indeed moving in a positive direction here. (More and more States getting rid of m* sk mandates (21 total now); more and more States taking a stand about all the e l e t ion fr* ud; the QFS in place, the heads of the D **p St* te have been taken out, leaving the evil minions scrambling for a foothold somewhere/anywhere, etc.)

Because of this, I am finding that more and more of the podcasters I listen to are also feeling very positive about where things stand right now, in spite of all the optics drawing attention to child s *x tr a f f i ck ing (i.e., the border problem; the clin ton “ever green” problem), which, of course, are horrible.

So, below, are a few that I really enjoyed. If you take the time to listen, you can easily stay informed!

On the personal front, my new gay male erotica short story, “Alter/Soldier” has been sold to the kind folks in Sweden! Yay.

Okay, I’m gonna scoot, gang. I’m running behind here. Have a great Wednesday, wherever you are in the world!! Thanks for visiting. I love you guys. See ya!


Below: Ni ch o las V en ia min chats with Anthony Churchill. (Wonderful chat!) (45 mins):

Below: Nich o las Ven ia min chats with Mel K — always great insights from Mel!! (45 mins):

Below: R * d P * ll  7 8 News (31 mins):

Below: X * 2 R * port Finance: Economic transition (18 mins):

Below: X * 2 R * port : “A lot of things are happening” (44 mins):