I don’t actually have an answer to that question, gang.

I really wish to believe that the intel from the P * tr * ot S t r **t fighter is accurate and that our beloved h  i l  l a  r y has finally left this realm. (See last night’s post.)

I have no proof of this, obviously.  It does seem that a lot of truly unsavory individuals, though, are reportedly being held there in green  land and/or being tried by m* l i t ary tr* bu nals and then either e x e cuted or given some weird plea bargain arrangement, wherein they get to participate, for a little while, in this indescribably insane charade going on all over the  world right now.

Until the body doubles take over, and then God only knows what happens to the originals.

I like to believe this is true. Even when I look at fancy-nan these days, she does not seem the same. She doesn’t look the same; she doesn’t speak in that same indescribably bizarre crazy way. She just seems different now; less off-the-charts, even while her mouth is moving and still spewing crazy shit.

Ditto, of course, the fake B * den in the fake W  H, with the quite inexplicable ears.

Or the sudden resignation and then seemingly utter disappearance of our other beloved fun-loving gal, who ran the most corrupt incarnation of the c  i  a, ever.  What really happened to her? Green land?

I cannot tell you if this stuff is true, gang. I can only tell you what I glean from many other alternative news sources, who seem to have truly uncanny intel most of the time.

But this kuru thing. Wow. (Last night’s P * tr * ot Stre ** t fighter video, below.) Allegedly, h  i  l l a r y died from kuru. And allegedly m *  r k l e also has it.

Kuru is extreme, folks. I mean, really. Come on.  Is this just to try to get us to understand the gravity of these charges of c a  n  n i ba l i sm among the e  l  i t e ? (Well, the s a t an – worshipping ones, anyway.)

(As an aside, I’m guessing you’ve all seen the news re: A r  mi e H a mm er… the renewed accusations, etc.)

None of this shit is coming to the forefront by accident, gang.  This onslaught of messages is definitely not a coincidence. It is timed, targeted, and planned.

You have to step back and look at it all in silence. Without anything to disturb the frequency your mind is tuning to — and you have to ask yourself: What am I looking at?

You know, being raised within a Jewish family (I was adopted as an infant by a family of Eastern European Jewish immigrants, who had escaped the pogroms, but who then had extended family members killed in the concentration c * mps),  it was hard enough to believe those familial-lineage rumors about m * r  k e l. Until I started to see photos of you-know-who’s face, super-imposed on hers; and then vice-versa. And I have to say, the resemblance was not only uncanny, it was also shocking.

And then, I couldn’t see anyone else’s face but his when I looked at her.

And now, she allegedly has kuru, too.

WTF, right? Am I being programmed to believe something, or is this really happening? When I look at all the other atrocious shit going on, or even the not atrocious stuff but the highly unexpected stuff (i.e. Space Force and what they’re up to and all that) — well, I have come to the decision that this shit is really happening.

Every day, the news gets more and more bizarre. For instance, the announcement yesterday that the (fake and incurably corrupt) C D C is indeed advising double m* sks now. A fabric one underneath the paper one.

I’m guessing this is the game-plan now: to give us all bacterial pneumonia. (The only thing that’s clear these days is that a whole heck of a lot of people want us dead and are willing to sleep right through the plot line if it gets them to the closing credits, without dying from pneumonia first themselves.)

I have to ask myself, is this really their push-back, or just more of the charade, to get the sound-asleep among us to just wake the fuck up already. It’s getting ridiculous, how soundly some people can sleep.

For me, a whole lot of it comes down to these m* sks. It’s almost as if it’s all they have left.  I can’t tell you the amount of rage I have over these m* sks and over how many people are believing it. Especially when I’m in town and see little kids wearing them — I want to shout at those mothers who are buying into this garbage and causing God-only-knows what kind of physical and psychological harm to all these children.

I cannot believe that so many people are spineless nowadays and simply tow the line, without using any common sense whatsoever.

This is one of the worst crimes that has happened in America, in my opinion. They removed our Spirit of ’76.  Systematically indoctrinated it right out of the younger generations.

It honestly fills me with nothing but rage — but then, that is what “they” want. To divide and conquer all of us. So where do you draw that line, so as not to give in to all-out hate of your fellow Am er ic ans?

Yesterday, after reading the news re: the new c  d  c m* sk guidelines, I had to spend about an hour reading and re-reading and re-re-reading Matthew, 5:39 (KJV): “But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also.”

It is very hard to know what the true teachings of Jesus of Nazareth were because they have become inculcated with the doctrines of Pauline Christianity for 2000 years. Jesus was dead before Paul began teaching. And even though I am willing to believe that Paul and Jesus were tuned to the same frequencies, dead or alive, usually I really just want to know what Jesus of Nazareth, himself, believed, because he is the one who called me to my ministry and into Divinity School, etc.

And I feel in my bones that the Beatitudes give us the closest things we have to the true teachings of Jesus of Nazareth.

And yesterday, as I kept reading Matthew 5:39, and kept trying to find a way to sublimate my rage over not just the atrocities that keep coming to light, but all these endless sheep who are blindly dragging all of us to the slaughter…

Okay. I understand the Law of Attraction. I understand why Jesus would warn against resisting evil because it only attracts more evil right to you. Jesus knew that.

Okay. But Jesus was ex e c ut ed in the end.  If there is one thing we can know for sure about Jesus of Nazareth (and there really is only about one thing we can know for sure because theology has attempted to thoroughly wipe out the history of him and his family); the one thing we can feel certain about is that he was crucified by the Romans. (And yet we can’t be certain about why. Anyway, that’s yet another story…)

Anyway. There are so many parallels between now and the times of Jesus of Nazareth, or the Book of Esther, or the reign of the N a  z i’s, or the Romanovs and the Bolsheviks and the onslaught of C  o  m m unism,

The parallels are there, and they are real, and they are horrific, and so many people, in this country at least, are literally mind-controlled into not seeing it and into participating in it.  If you try to sublimate your rage over this by following the Prince of Peace, by trying to convince yourself “…I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also” — and then the one thing you know for sure about the guy who said that is that they killed him. I don’t know, gang.

All of this shit is just so hard to process.

I do not understand why we’re here. I am one of those people who believes we choose to come here and that we choose when we will leave. And that the entirety of the time we spend here is all about the energy of choices — learning to control the energy of the choices we are making so that we are ultimately choosing the energy frequencies we are at, and then controlling the experiences we are attracting.

But why we do this — I have absolutely no clue.

And I have no clue why people choose to be evil. I cannot get my mind around that and never could.  Even when people raped me repeatedly, and abused me in all manner of ingenious ways — I never once believed it came from an evil place. I never believed in evil. I believed in fearful, misguided people. Not in evil.

But now it seems like I am being asked to believe this, that some people choose to be absolutely evil. And when I begin to believe this, I begin to want them eradicated from the Earth; I want the “eye for an eye; tooth for a tooth” option instead. Which is everything Jesus did NOT teach.

It is so difficult. These dark days.

At this time in my life, at age 60, all I wanted to do was focus on my writing and all my many projects. The two plays getting ready for various stages of production, in NYC and in Canada.  The first script with Abstract Absurdity Productions getting ready to shoot in Los Angeles. A new novel coming out. A memoir in progress. A new collection of short stories in the works. An upcoming reading I was going to do, not to mention going to Switzerland to see Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds in Zurich.

All of it came to a screeching halt and now all that is in my world, all that is on my plate, is fighting to keep this C o n st i t tution from being wiped from the face of the Earth. I get about 5 or 6 hours of sleep a night, and then every waking moment is spent, in some way, on this enormous task. And it’s as if none of the other stuff matters any more.

If I die the moment we know for sure the C  o n st i t u tion is firmly secured, it’s like I don’t even care. If I die, I die. As long as I don’t go a moment before we know it is safe.

So I don’t understand — why do we come here? What the hell is this place? What is “here”? What do we really do while we’re here? I just don’t feel as if I have any kind of a clue anymore.

Okay.

In other oddly-related news: Nick Cave has some new pencils available for purchase over at Cave Things: Madness and War. (Each collection is £15 plus shipping, and features appropriate lyrics by Nick Cave imprinted on each pencil.) Personally, I think these are rumblings of the upcoming Carnage album.  We’ll see!

And on that note, folks. I’m gonna scoot. I hope this finds you well, wherever you are in the world. I leave you with my listening-music from last night, while it was snowing yet again! And seemingly so peaceful…  while I was trying to process by candlelight this idea that our beloved h  i ll  ar y might actually be really gone. “Babe You Turn Me On,” by Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds. All righty. Thanks for visiting, gang. I love you guys. See ya.

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Below: P * tr * ot S tre  ee t fighter:  Currently on Y** T * b* but it will be moved to r  u  m b l e d ot c om. You can find it here. 2.10.21 #47. (57 mins.)

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Below: X * 2 R * p * rt: “The im peach  ment trial is a trap for the [**]/MSM. If [**] won by millions of votes what are they worried about? Why are they im peach  ing someone who they cannot remove from office because he doesn’t hold an office? They are panicking. Everything they are talking about will boomerang back at them. The [**]/ c  o  r  r  u pt   p ol i ti cians opened the door to im peach anyone, and to el* ct * on fr*ud and in  su rre ^ c tion. Tr** p must prove his innocence, he must inject evidence legally.” (40 mins.)

Below: (From 2 days ago) Ch * r  l i * W * rd and Mel K News, Spain/US. (49 mins.)

Below: D * n B * n g * no: “In this episode, I discuss the shocking comments by a G*P S * nat or which perfectly encapsulate the attitude of the Swamp. I also discuss the tactics the D*m  ocr ats have used for decades to win messaging battles, and how we can adopt them to fight back.” (1 hr)